What's happening to me?!!

Ethan's POV

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I sat there. On the cold hard floor with my back against the wall. I felt numb. My whole body felt numb.

Why do I feel like this? I don't feel like I'm in control anymore.

I'm not in control of my mind anymore.

Everything is quiet. All I can hear are the distance yells from my parents. They are arguing about me. Once again I screwed up.

My grades horrible. I'm failing like half my classes. My mom is blaming it on my father. My father is a workaholic and doesn't even know I exist. The only person he actually cared about was my sister. He always said that she will grow up and be successful but that never got to happen. Once my sister died, all that my father is doing is working. I swear he is going to work himself to death.

I just want to start fresh. I thought that I'll be able to start fresh with Justin.

I miss him but he doesn't want me. He has been the only person who is going through my mind but I betrayed Justin. I protected Danny.

Why can't I let Danny go?

Danny has been my first lover. I've dated Danny for 5 months. I broke up with him because I found out that he has been cheating on me with other guys. He is a little abusive but I got used to it. Danny convinced me that I deserved the pain, and I still do.

I took a deep breath and looked down at my blinking phone.

I've got a text message from Justin. I felt my heart ache as I read the text.

Justin: Goodbye

What was that supposed to mean? Is he trying to get rid of me! No! No! I don't want him to leave! I quickly threw my phone across the room with full rage.

I felt tears begin to drip down my face.

"NO!.....NO PLEASE JUSTIN DON'T LEAVE....PLEASE DON'T LEAVE!"

I yelled and yelled until my voice disappeared. I pulled my knees to my chest and cried until their was no more tears left.

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I'm going to give you guys a hint for the next chapter.

Justin isn't the one who sent the text.