I messed it but how?!

Vivan's Pov:

"I think you should also leave me , one day I will become danger for you too , everyone around me has to face something or something because of me."

Her words made me numb in a second I was not able to process what just happened everything was going so fine we are getting so close to each other why would she say those words , saying this she started going away from me.Seeing her walking away from me make me feel so vulnerable, I felt like someone ripped my heart out of my chest , a sudden wave of anger rushed into my body.

I pulled her back ,she got startled suddenly losing her balance but I was there to hold her like always and only I will hold her , eyes eyes went towards my face and her expressions change slightly , I can't express what it is but it felt like she want to say something to me but she is not able to.

But she was fast enough to break our eye lock and she asked me ," why did I pull her like this " while trying to remove my grip from her.

She tried but she failed but I am not letting her go away from me not like this until she tells me what's the problem.

"Why did you say those words?!"I asked her while looking directly into her eyes.

"Because I think it's the best for you"She said softly.

"And what if I say that I am worse without you or you can say it that I am nothing without you" I said this time my voice automatically became soft.

Her eyes soften hearing that she looked at my eyes for a second when tears came in her eyes making my girl around her loose , I tried to cup her face but she stopped me in between and said ,"Your life can be in danger because of me."

"No you are wrong , because from the day I met you to now , I can say that you are the safest place for me , you feel home , you feel safe" I said while my hands cupped her face and this time she didn't stopped me and I softly wipped off her tears which were coming out of her eyes.

"Mujhse shadi karka tumhari zindagi kharab ho jaayegi"she said trying to convince him.

"Par tumhari toh sawar jaayegi na"i replied telling her that I am not backing out.

After that I was expecting she would cry or something but what she did the next moment made me shocked and my breath hitched.

She pulled me from my collars and then her lips consumed mine.I freeze for a moment.It felt like the time had stopped, but then she suddenly stopped kissing me.

"I am sorry , I shouldn't do this" she said awkwardly.

And saying this , she went and sat in the car meanwhile I stood there being all startled, frozen.

What just happened?!

Am I dreaming?!

I pinched myself realising I am not dreaming

Ohkay !!It means we just kissed each other.

Noah wait we didn't but she didn't but I didn't respond back

Fuck this is so embarassing

What should I do now ?!

Should I kiss her now?!

But what if she didn't like me kissing her suddenly but she also kissed me suddenly.

Then she knocked on the window making me zame out of all my thoughts I saw her and she asked me timidly ,"Chalein?!"

I went inside the car and then I saw her looking at me with some sort of emotion as if she wanted to say something.

Did she want to kiss me back again?!

I thought to initiate the conversation but before I could speak she said," Abhi joh bhi hua let's forget that please it's just a mistake."

My heart clenched hearing that I feel really hurt hearing that the kiss was a mistake for her and here I am being all nervous and why about that , I didn't say anything and just nodded

I started the car and drive us away from there , first dropping her to her home I saw her uncle and aunty standing in the front of the mansion door being tensed about her as soon as she went inside I saw them hugging her but I don't know why something is very fishy about them because when I informed that about advika is in hospital nobody of them visited in the hospital.

It's really strange?!

Shrugging off these thoughts , I take leave from them though they insisted that I stay there but I can't stand there.

I went towards my car and opened before sitting in the car I lastly glanced towards her who was seeing me with a smile I wanted to smile back but her words kept ringing in my mind and I without giving her any expression went from there.

After half an hour , I finally reached my office , everyone was leaving while I reached there because the office hours were almost over but seeing me coming into the office , everyone stopped at their tracks and instead of going out they went back to their places.

Then I see agam coming towards me from his cabin , he looks at me as if he is not expecting me here . I looked at him and when he was close to me I told him to tell everyone to leave the office and then I went towards my cabin.

I opened my office door and went towards my chair , opening buttons of my coat I sat there relaxing and as I was about to open the laptop agam barged in the office.

"Did Advika stop Tara from going" the first question he asked me was this.

And then I have to tell him everything that happened today and at the last he was looking at me with wide eyes and shock.

I was thinking that he was in shock because of the torture/murder we did today but all he said was---

"Wtf you did vivan?!Why didn't you kiss her back?!"

"Are u nuts?!she said it was a mistake and you are saying why didn't I kiss her" I asked him irritatingly.

"Of course she has to say it's a mistake because the great mr vivan chauhan decided to stand there and made her feel awkward, you know what you just messed up your first kiss" he went there banging the door hard this time.

And here I sat there thinking how I messed up and made her feel awkward , there are just questions but no answers and I need to fetch the answers.

And just like that, I keep sitting there thinking where I went around exactly what I did wrong.

~Ek alag se jazbat jagne,

Lage hai dono ke dil mein!!

Par kya dono samajh paayenga,

Ya ulajh kar reh jaayenga iss hulchul mein!!~

Finally posted❤️‍🩹

Sorry guys tabiyat bhut kharab thi , I hope ab de paaun naya updates jaldi jaldi♥️

Waisa next chapter sa vivan advika ka marriage function start hai yayy✨✨

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