ch.20

JOHNNIE'S POV

no way. no way. no way.

i just told jake that i want to be his boyfriend.

no way.

i'm gonna cry. why is he not answering??

"did you... hear me?" i ask after a minute.

"i heard you johnnie" he sighs. well, i fucked up. "let's go back to the hotel" he said and walked back to the enterance of the club to call an uber.

i just stand there frozen, until the uber comes and i sit on the backseat, next to jake.

i check my phone because before the concert i couldn't, i had no time.

i see a couple of messages from my friends.

tara: u r gonna be amazing no need to stress johnniiiieee🩷

sam: me and colby r wishing you the biggest luck but we know you dont need it. you gon rock that shit

finally i smile a little.

JAKE'S POV

the way he is smiling at the screen. i feel like he is talking to kyle. i don't know what got into me, i was never jealous, but seeing johnnie and kyle together in the bathroom fucked me up.

johnnie put his phone back in his pocket and put his hand down on the seat between us. i was angry, but i wanted to feel his skin on mine, so i put my hand on his. i looked at him and he smiled. he was so damn pretty.

as we arrived to the hotel we went straight to our room. i didn't know how to start our conversation.

"johnnie, go take a shower, i need a minute" i say and he nods.

JOHNNIE'S POV

i do what jake said. i don't know what else to do. jake is going to the balcony as i walk in the bathroom. the hot shower helps me clear my head, but as i step out i notice that i didn't bring my pyjama in.

"jake!" i yell.

"hmm?"

"i forgot my pyjama pants on the bad" i say, and he knocks in second. "can you close your eyes?" i ask.

"you didn't bring underwear either? i can bring you..." he says.

"no, i have underwear on, i just don't want you te see me..."

"i've seen you in your underwear" he says.

"yeah but... i don't want you to see my cuts." i whisper.

"i already saw them johnnie" he says and his voice has a sad tone to it now.

"i have new ones. can you just close your eyes please?" i ask him and i'm close to crying. he sighs and comes in with his eyes closed. i grab my pants and he goes out.

JAKE'S POV

new cuts? what does he mean new cuts? are the new cuts because of me? i mean i don't think i'm the centre of the universe, but could i be the reason?

johnnie comes out of the bathroom and water is dripping from his long hair. he is so pretty and i am so in love with him.

"hi" i say.

"hi" he answers and sits on his bed in front of mine.

"come here" i say and he sits next to me, but i pull him in my lap. i am still pretty drunk but i just want to forget everything that happened today. i hold him tight to my torso. "you made me really upset today."

"i know and i'm sorry. i dodn't want to..."

"i know. i'm not angry anymore. i'm just glad i have you." i say "can i... will you be mine?"

"i'm already yours." he holds me tighter.

"but... can we make it official?"

"yeah, jake. i'm your boyfriend and you are mine" he says and chuckles in my neck. i have a smile on my face too.

"can i call my mom to tell her?" i ask and he laughs, but gets out of my lap to let me find my phone and call my mom.

JOHNNIE'S POV

jake went out to the balcony to call his mom and sister to tell them that we are together. which is kinda weird, but cute. i think it has something to do with his autism, but i don't know?! he seems happy jumping up and down while he speaks in the phone.

so i decide to text tara while jake is outside.

me: "i need to tell you something"

tara: "?"

me: "jake asked me to be his boyfriend"

tara: "WHAT"

tara: "I DIDNT KNOW YOU GUYS HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH EACHOTHER"

tara: "WAIT JAKE IS BI??"

tara: "WAIT"

tara: "YOU R BI??? OR GAY? OR WHAT?"

me: "calm down ill tell you everything when we go home"

i know tara will be so pissed because i didn't tell her every little detail and it makes me laugh. jake comes back and he asks what's funny.

"i told tara that we are together" i say.

"what did she say?" he asks and i show him my phone and he chuckles a little too.

"what did you mom say?" i ask.

"she was happy for me and she can't wait to meet you. she said she likes you through screen" he smiles.

"i hell no, she saw me in you videos?" i ask and he nods. "noo jake i'm so embarrassing in those."

"no you're funny and cute" he says and gives me a kiss. "i love you."

"i love you."

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the end???

idk

i was thinking about starting a new fanfic about jake and johnnie but idk... should i?

i don't know if this is the last part or not, but sure thing is no new chapters coming soon pookies :((

i was drunk writing this so i know it's bad, maybe i will re-write it later

bye👹👹👹

15/3/2024🇭🇺

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