ch.17

JAKE'S POV:

"you two had sex, aren't you?" i asks and his eyes widen

"w-what?! no!" he jumps out of my lap. he is yelling. his reaction makes me think he is lying. johnnie is not the lying-kind, but why would he react like that if it wasn't true?

"okay, whatever" i say, and kyle comes back from the bathroom. he notices that johnnie's breathing is heavy and he is not in my lap anymore. his eyebrows raise.

"everything okay?" he asks and i nod. johnnie literally runs out of the room. he is so weird for that. he usually just doesn't care about things. "what's his problem?" he asks.

"i asked him if you two had sex" i tell him and his cheeks are turning red fast.

"umm.." he stutters. "we didn't" he says and sits down. "are you guys a couple?"

"we are not..." i sigh. it's really hard to explain our situation.

"you should go after him. he was really upset" he sighs and i do what he told me to. i get up and go behind the building. he is there, smoking. he doesn't smoke usually, but the last weeks he has been doing it so much.

"hi, beautiful" i say, but he doesn't react. he is pissed as fuck. "it's not a big deal, really. i believe you, but i don't care if you had sex with him" still nothing.

i step closer to him and grab his chin to turn his head in my direction. his eyes seem tired and sad. i really don't know what did i do wrong.

"i'm sorry if i upset you" i say and his eyes soften. i lean down to kiss him and gladly he kisses back. as i pull away he grabs my shoulders and pulls me back for another kiss.

"i've..." he stops.

"it's okay, we don't have to talk about it. it's just me, johnnie" i tell him and stroke his face.

"i've neved had sex with a man" he says and i don't feel surprised. if he didn't had sex with kyle, then he didn't with anybody else besides alex. it was obvious.

"it's okay. me neither" i say jokingly and he gives me a little giggle before pulling me in a hug. his body feels so weak. we really have to work on that. he needs to eat and sleep well. i know he barely eats, only when i tell him to.

"and... do you umm... think you would?" i don't understand him for a minute, because i forget what the topic was, but when i finally remember my cheeks turn red. is he asking me if i would have sex with him?

"i-" i stop. i don't know what to say, because i don't know the answer. johnnie is so hot, and sometimes he turns me on so bad, that i have to hide my boner from him, but having sex with the same gender sounds weird right now. who would be the top? i have so many questions.

"it's okay, jake" he says, but his eyes are telling me that he is upset.

"i'm sorry johnnie... i don't know yet." i say.

"it's really okay. i love you, jake" as i hear the last four words my heart is pounding out of my chest. he loves me. i think he notices my reaction, because his cheeks are bright red now.

"i love you too" i say and i kiss him. i feel his salty tears on our lips. "why are you crying, baby?"

"i'm just happy" he says smiling, wiping his tears off, and i chuckle a little. he is so cute.

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29/2/2024