Chapter8 - Friends with benefits

Justin's pov

"You know?..we should totally act more in love in front of your mother"

I said after letting out a chuckle, he nodded and shoved his hands into his pockets, looking at me as we walked back to the lake house.

"Yeah, we should"

"So? You're willing to try us people? I'm a free sample"

I said, putting my arms out in the ear as if i was showing the sample better to him, He once again chuckled and smiled a little wider than before-oh my god..he has dimples?!

"What?! You have dimples?, come on now jesus , you can't give him all the good shit just because he's rich"

I said looking up at the sky i heared a small laugh escape his pink lips, I chuckled too and looked at him

"I should be given an award because i just made you laugh a little"

I said, flipping my imaginary long hair.

"No i didn't"

He said shrugging, i rolled my eyes at him,a smile on my face

"Hell yeah you did..so? Friends? No more teasings? No more kicking my ass at work? Just some sweet boyfriends shit..you down?"

I said holding my hands togeather in a begging way.

"And let you have all the fun? Hell no"

He said after he shook his head I blushed and blinked rapidly, I knew what he meant but I just wanted to make sure.

"What do you mean? Let me have all the fun?"

"I know you like it when i kiss you, justin.admite it"

I stepped infront of him and held my hands up.

"WAIT! Hold up hold up hold up, before i answer..did you just call me..justin?..oh my god ..i made alot of progress in just a day! I'm amazing, i should be given a crown by now"

He rolled his eyes and walked away from me.

"You're an idiot"

"Hey, i'm your boyfriend, and back to that thing..i only like it when you kiss me just because you're a good kisser, and actually taste good"

"Yeah right"

I stood infront of him again and placed one hand on his chest.

"What do you mean with 'yeah right'?"

He smirked

"You like me justin, everyone does"

"You're so humble it's killing me"

I turned around and continued walking, hearing his footsteps right behind me.

"But don't deny that you don't like kissing me and touching me too"

I mumbled after a few seconds of silence, yes I liked kissing him and touching his hard chest, he was hot, who wouldn't want to touch all over him?

He stepped closer and leaned down till he was at my shoulders level, looking at me with a smirk.

"Who wouldn't like playing around a little?"

He whispered close to my neck

I raised my eyebrow and crossed my arms over my chest, stopping in my track, my back glued to his chest.

"So you do like it?"

He shrugged, a small pout on his bottom lip.

"I can live without it"

He said, now going back to smirking..if i could rip that smirk off of his face...I smirked back and turned around to face him, getting an amazing idea.

"Let's make this more fun..since we're both not seeing anyone,let's call it a friends with benefits kind of a thing no feelings involved"

He chuckled then kept walking, i rolled my eyes and walked behinde him.

"Feelings? You wish, blake. But yeah i'm down"

The moment he agreed, my heart started racing, friends with benefits means we could do ANYTHING and EVERYTHING lovers do..just no feelings attached, I got very excited that my horny ass is about to get some.

A few minutes later of silent walking, we were at the front of the house i walked faster ahead of him and opened the door announcing our presence the second I stepped in.

"We're back!"

His mother came practically running from the dining room and hugged Connor tightly, her head on his chest

"Don't ever dissapear on me like that again"

She mumbled in his chest, He chuckled as he slowly ran his fingers through her brown hair, she definitely passed the thick brown hair to him only his was a little more softer.

"I always did that when i was younger you should be used to it by now"

He said softly, now rubbing her small back, she looked up at him, a deep frown on her face.

"And i Always hated it,just like i do now"

She said pushing him away lightly, he chuckled and held her close once again when she started to tear up.

"I'm a grown man,nothing will happen to me..stop crying please"

He pulled away and looked down at her, god he's so tall, he had to bend down slightly to be at her level and clean her wet cheeks.

"I'm hungry"

I said to break the silence, she smiled at me and nodded, taking Connor's hands off of her face.

"I made food, but it's cold now"

When Connor noticed the frown that covered her face when she realized that the food was now cold he kissed her cheek and held her hand walking her to the table

"Everything you make taste's the best even if it was cold"

He's adorable when he's calm i have to admite.

i walked behinde them to the table, after we sat down Madison decided the food, piling food in her son's plate although he asked her not to, I smiled at the cute interactions that was happening between them,a few minutes later after we started to eat he placed his fork down and grabbed my hand gently.

"I didn't mean to push you like that earlier babe"

I leaned towerd's him and placed my hand on his cheek, he slightly leaned against it and smiled .

"It's okay, I understand"

I said, nodding my head at him.

"Everything's okay between us now?"

I nodded once again, now stroking his cheek gently.

"It will always be"

I fully leaned in and connected our lips in a two seconds kiss then pulled away, the kiss was not meant to be 2 seconds only but I had to pull away because.. he fucking bit my lip.

He smirked and slipped his hand away from mine going back to his fork.

"I'm glad that you guys are okay now"

His mother said smiling at us.

"I love him mom, we will always be okay"

She nodded and continued to eat, a smile on her face, i flashed him a glare, only making his smirk grew wider, he winked at me and i went back to the cold food infront of me.

after we finished our dinner I started to collect the dishes, since I didn't help in making the food I decided to help with washing the dishes, I placed them in the sink and started to clean them, after a couple of dishes i heared the kitchen door being opened then closed i looked back at it to see it was Connor, he glanced at me before he sat on the kitchen counter, placing his palms on the marble surface.

"Are you going to just watch me?"

I asked after a few minutes of silence, now looking back at him He shook his head while taking his phone out, tapping on it.

"I told mom that i'm going to help you but will I? I don't think so"

I rolled my eyes and went back to cleaning the dishes, I didn't expect anything more.

"My mother adore's you, i I don't know why but she does, she was like' go help justin because he's sick' she actually care's about your will being"

I couldn't help but smile..someone care's for me..apart from my mom and dad of course, it felt very good to feel cared for like this.

"Not a shocker, Everyone does"

I said repeating his own words

"Very funny blake"

I droped my smirk and placed a small smile on my face, looking back at him once again.

"No I'm serious , parents love me..in high school when my friends wanted to go somewhere without telling their parents where they really wanted to go they would always tell them that they were going to my house or sleeping over at my house when they would be at parties fucking people all night long and crashing somewhere, parents love me and trust me"

I said proudly,He looked up at me from his phone and cocked an eyebrow.

"And you used that, wow blake"

I furrowed my eyebrows and stared down at the dishes infront of me.

"Can you stop calling me blake?"

I mumbled, not sure if he was able to hear me..but he did.

"Why?"

"Because it reminde's me of..somoene"

I said, my voice getting weaker and weaker as memories flooded in my mind.

He hummed before i looked up at him

"Let me guess, your high school bully?"

I nodded my head slowly, was it that obvious ?

"But how did you know?"

I said shooting him a look of confusion.

"It was a guess, because I knew bullys call their victims with their last names, or at least I used to do that"

He shrugged causally, as if he didn't just say what he said,I gasped and shook my head at him, trying to put everything together.

"You were a bully?"

"Well, yeah. I was.. I was a jock at high school"

He said with another shrug, how could he talk about ruining lives so easily as if it was a gulp of water?.

"Of course you were"

I rolled my eyes and went back to washing the dishes, a few minutes later I couldn't help but feel more curious, I looked back at him and asked.

"Who exactly did you use to bully?"

He was back at staring at his phone, he took a few seconds before he stared up at the ceiling and started to think.

"there was this group of gays that I used to feel disgusted when I look at, so i used to bully them with my friends, but when i grew up and learned more about myself and found out that i'm bisexual I stopped"

"Did you apologize?"

He shook his head, looking down at his phone once again.

"Apologising isn't really my thing, if you haven't caught up on that already"

I frowned, but Before I could say anything else his mother walied in, startling him.

"Connor-"

"I helped him mom, i washed the cups and everything you used to cook but he insisted to finish the rest so i let him"

I shook my head lightly and went back again to the dishes, not exposing his lies, I knew if i did I will get it later.

"Oh, okay..well Justin you should finish fast so we can watch a movie!, Connor can you please make some popcorn?"

He nodded and jumped off the counter after he shoved his phone back into his pocket, she smiled and walked out, he walked over to one of the cabinets and took out two large popcorn bags.

"Your mother is inthusiastic"

I said, glancing at him to see him nodding his head, he popped both of the bags in the microwave and turned it on, crossing his arms over his chest as he watched the bags roll around.

"She has been all her life"

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