Chapter 223

Xue Jiu couldn't help persuading him: "little... Young master, you're not a doctor. Even if you go, you can't help." Besides, they can't afford to lose this man, can they? He pan Zhuqing likes Gong Yueyue. It seems that everyone secretly knows that people give birth to children for other men. How embarrassing it is for him to go to accompany the birth!

Pan Zhuqing was particularly impatient with his persuasion. He was giving orders, not asking for his consent“ Where's so much nonsense? Concentrate on business. "

"Yes." Xue Jiu answered, but he sighed deeply.

Unexpectedly, pan Zhuqing sighed with him: "I have my own reason for doing so." In addition to the fear she said, he insisted on visiting on that day for a more important reason: "there are some cruel facts that need my own witness to make an end. If I give up, it's best. If you don't give up... Don't blame me for walking all the way to the dark. It's not good for anyone to drag on like this. "

Xue Jiu understood him: "my subordinates understand." Maybe he's right, maybe it's an opportunity for him to make up his mind to let go. Knowing self salvation, he has not lost his mind for women.

She remembered that before he came to Cangzhou, Zhao was eager to look forward to what she would look like when she went with him“ Don't you want me to accompany you when you give birth? " She was obviously hopeful. Otherwise, she would not abandon the prosperous and comfortable life in Luoyang and spare no effort to come to this border city full of war at any time. Unwilling to disappoint him is a factor, and the greater motivation comes from her own desire for him.

She once blamed herself that her feelings for her husband did not seem as deep as her husband's feelings for herself. But this is not the case. She is an open-minded, strong and independent girl from the 21st century. She is becoming dependent, soft and no longer fond of freedom... All this is because her love for him is much deeper than she imagined.

Of course, this does not mean that her feelings for Jiang Haoran were not deep enough in the past. She once read such a sentence on the Internet - what kind of man a woman chooses is equal to what kind of life she chooses. This sentence can be used to explain her emotional world.

In love with Jiang Haoran, she is always getting stronger and more worthy of him, so that his eyes always follow him. This subconscious self-improvement and self-discipline makes her strong, independent and confident forever.

But since the people around her were replaced by Zhao Changyuan. She suddenly found that she had cultivated a hard armed body, which was being tangled by his tenderness, or it can be said that she was tangled and tangled, peeling off layer by layer. By the time she realized it, she had fallen with all her heart. Because she felt that the two people fell in love so lazily, entangled each other carefree, didn't deliberately catch up, deliberately tried to be strong, and deliberately independent. It was so enjoyable.

But fate always seems to joke with people. Just as she faded away, she just wanted to hide under his wings and have children for him. When she was his little woman, he was empty, leaving only a room full of beautiful promises, a pair of ferocious eyes and a "letter from home" that didn't mention a word to her.

But she clearly knows that no matter where he is now, no matter how great changes have taken place in him, all this is for her. So even though she was very sad, she didn't resent at all.

She is a good self-adjusting person and will not be willing to let herself sink into pain. Whenever she felt afraid, sad and desperate, she would inspire herself with a voice and a picture. That was the way he cried with joy the day she was pregnant.

"Madam... We have children. I'm going to be a father!"

His expression and behavior at that time were deeply engraved in her mind, and maybe she will never forget it in her life. She remembered that he had pink eyes and tears hanging from the corners of his eyes, but from his tone and eyes, she saw the happiness he had never had.

Every day she now starts with the morning of fear and loneliness and ends with the night of sweet memories. She sometimes hopes that the day she fears most will come soon, and sometimes she hopes to delay again

It was still such a seemingly ordinary morning. The weather was comfortable because of the light rain from the night. Gong Yue was woken up by a voice outside the door.

"Have you had breakfast, young master?" This is the voice of Tian Hai.

"No, I got up late today. It's too late."

"Why don't I bring you some dry food so that you won't be hungry on the road."

"I've got two steamed stuffed buns."

Vaguely, such a dialogue made her feel very familiar. Without any consideration, she hurried out of bed, hurriedly put on a single coat, and hurriedly pushed the door out... Because of her big belly, her series of difficult movements tossed her sweat.

The scene in front of her is familiar to her. Tian Hai fiddled with the fallen leaves on the ground with a broom, and the "young master" whose face was like Guanyu was full of energy. He was dressed in official clothes and stood beside him with an umbrella.

"Xianggong!" She blurted out, flushed with excitement.

"Madam, are you up so early? Why don't you sleep more? " Fang Zhiwen turned and looked at her. Although his eyes were mild, they had no feelings.

Gong Yueyue immediately knew that he was confused. His feelings of loss and disappointment rushed to his throat and almost cried, "are you going to Yingmao?"

Fang Zhiwen found her face strange and asked with concern, "yes, madam, are you uncomfortable? Why is your face so red? "

"It's all right. It's probably too hot. Go." The tail of this summer should have been muggy, but the sadness in her heart spread all over her body.

Fang Zhiwen knew that she was probably in a bad mood, but he also knew his identity. He couldn't turn to pity Xiangxi and cherish jade. It's important to do his job well: "then I'll go to point Mao."

Gong Yue leaned on the door frame and nodded weakly. Seeing the back of this "clone" go farther and farther.

Tian Hai looked at all her looks and actions and asked softly, "young grandma, do you... Miss the young master?"

Even though the answer has been clearly written on her face, she is in a terrible mood now. Where would she be willing to soften her mouth: "who wants him? He's a white eyed wolf. Why should I miss him? " Then he closed the door with his stomach and went into the house.

Before long, Xiaomei came to the door and gently knocked on the door and asked, "Miss... Are you awake or sleeping again?"

"Wake up and come in."

Xiaomei pushed the door in with breakfast and saw Gong Yueyue dressed neatly and sitting at the table with her cheeks in a daze“ I heard from Tian Hai that you got up and wanted to say how could you get up so early! "

She sighed and muttered, "it's not that he and Fang Zhiwen talked at my door early in the morning. It's so noisy."

Xiaomei put breakfast on the table and said with a smile, "Miss, it's too noisy. After a few days, there are two more dolls in the house. They want milk day and night. What do you do?"

She took the chopsticks, tasteless and tasteless ate a small dish, and then replied irreverently, "don't worry, I'll get two ear plugs."

Xiaomei said in surprise, "ha? Don't you feed? "

"No, who loves to feed who feeds!"

In Xiaomei's eyes, there is no cruel mother in the world? Especially Gong Yueyue's knife mouth and tofu heart“ You are so funny, miss. If you are so hard spoken, you must be the one who loves the doll most in the end. "

Gong Yueyue ate a few mouthfuls of porridge and sighed: "yes, it's not like the villain who wiped honey on his mouth and teased him at the critical moment." Even if she didn't resent, she just wanted to scold and vent her anger. Otherwise, her bad mood of tension, anxiety and loss will drive her whole person crazy. This is similar to many mothers who have given birth to children who said that if the child's father was around at the time of birth, they might be tempted to strangle him.

As soon as the voice fell and Xiaomei was still speechless, a familiar voice sounded outside the door: "is mother to be playing temperament?"

Gong Yueyue didn't have to look up, but recognized that she was the sixth aunt“ Are you here? How is your mother-in-law? Is she better? " These days, Liu Yi has been living in Han Chenglie's mother's house to help look after his sick mother-in-law.

"Still like that, I just think you may have a baby these days. Come and see you sometime." As she spoke, she dragged her aching leg from the door to the table and sat down.

As soon as Gong Yueyue heard this topic, his scalp became numb: "Oh, hey, don't mention it. I'm nervous. "

The sixth aunt was amused by her exaggerated expression: "silly girl, when is it? I'm still nervous. I tell you, now, you should keep calm, relax and enjoy the process of being a mother. "

Gong Yueyue was also amused by her: "come on, have you ever had a baby? It's like someone came by. "

She said with a smile, "I haven't eaten pork. I haven't seen a pig run."

Gong Yueyue pinched her nose: "who is a pig?"

"Why, don't you know this year is the year of the pig?"

Gong Yueyue suddenly realized that she, an "outsider", didn't even know what year it was and which sign it was. Or she didn't care at all“ Ah, I know. No wonder they can eat so much. It turned out to be two little pigs... Er... Ah... "Before he finished, he frowned and snorted with pain. The two "piglets" in the stomach seemed very dissatisfied with her statement and kicked her out in a strong protest.

The sixth aunt giggled and joked with some schadenfreude: "Hey, I lost my temper and kicked you. Don't think they don't know anything. Dolls are stingy. They all know that you speak ill of them. "

She tilted her head, touched her stomach and said, "my baby won't be angry with me. The fate of our mother three is rough enough. It's easy to be ignored by our father and live together now? "