Chapter 180

She quickly recognized that the soft feeling of the iron on her face was actually her own flower towel. This continuous fragrant silk, followed by a big hand, gently wiped her forehead, eyebrows, eyes, nose and corners of her mouth

Although her body could not move anyway, every inch of her skin could still feel the warmth and freshness brought by his gentle big hand holding the flower towel.

"It seems that I am really paralyzed..." she thought sadly, bitter, lonely, and the pain is blocked in her throat. She didn't know how long she had been paralyzed, but from Zhao Changyuan's tone just now, what she heard was full of loneliness and sadness. If she doesn't get better, what will he do? How could she have the heart to let him guard himself for most of her life?

She howled silently and desperately in her heart, "God, don't fool me, will you? If you want me to die, please. Don't torture my husband, he is so poor! "

If she could give her a little strength, she would immediately strangle herself or hit herself. Death is indeed terrible, but in her current situation, it is a relief.

If she was ignorant, it would be all right, but now, let her be conscious, her ears are sensitive and her touch is clear. Is this to let her personally witness how Zhao Changyuan spent the rest of his life alone? Thinking of this, her heart hurt again. She even preferred to be abandoned by him and let her live and die, rather than even have the ability to reach out and hug him when he experienced such pain, or even have nowhere to avoid.

She fell into a frenzy of anxiety, but he was close at hand, but she didn't know it. She wiped her body quietly, put on a clean shirt for her, then sat obliquely beside her, grabbed her hand and gently kneaded it.

The room was quiet for a long time, so quiet that Gong Yueyue felt a little creepy. She had given up the futile struggle, but desperately pricked her ears, listened to his breathing, and felt the rough but warm touch in his hands.

"You bad girl, you've been sleeping for more than a month. Are you really so sleepy?" He spoke coldly. His voice was hoarse and calm“ I heard you threw up your medicine again today... It's my fault. I shouldn't force you any more. "

She listened attentively and wanted to find out her current situation. She was afraid to miss every word.

"Madam, if you really don't want to wake up, go to sleep. I'll watch you. Although you no longer speak or smile at me, as long as you are by my side, I can see you at any time. I am already satisfied. I dare not ask for anything else. "

This sentence was plain and firm, and there was no emotional twists and turns in his tone, but it already made Gong Yueyue feel pain and break his liver and intestines. God knows how much she wants to wake up immediately, how much she wants to hold him, laugh at him, cry at him, and talk to him endlessly.

Fortunately, she didn't see the smile on his numb face when he said this. The corners of his mouth pulled out a beautiful radian, and the corners of his eyes were smiling, but the fishy red eyes were filled with slightly pink tears... Let this smile be like the last brilliance left to the world by the pear flower devastated by the storm before it fell to the ground. These days, he not only dried up his energy, but also almost dried up his tears. So that my eyes burst into tears and tingled in the wind, and I felt a little hard and fuzzy when I looked at things

A man cannot shed tears easily. This is what he had been saying in his heart for the past 20 years. He was even very tired of Yang Yiyi's tears on his face. But now he knows that when people are sad and heartbroken, they shed not only tears, but also the strength to peel off the whole body, the blood when the heart pain reaches the extreme, and the helpless vent in despair

Now he realized that he was so similar to Yang Yiyi; Only now did he realize how humble it was to love someone deeply. Thinking of this, he squeezed out a bitter smile like self mockery. Maybe Gong Yueyue came and went, which was God's punishment.

"The doctors say that our children are very good. With the help of Miss Fu, they will be born smoothly at that time. In the future, you won't be lonely if you have our father with you. "

He was still talking faintly, as if he were telling other people's things. The eyes blinked hard because of the stinging pain in the heart, so that the tears with some blood slipped out of the eyes.

"But you have to promise me that you don't give up yourself and me anyway. Don't deprive me of the only reason to live. "

This sentence, like a sharp blade, went straight into Gong Yueyue's heart. She immediately realized what his words meant. Even if she is paralyzed, she must live well, otherwise she will kill him. She knew that he could say and do it.

When she was more collapsed, she suddenly felt a slight pain in the index finger of her right hand. It turned out that he took it between his teeth and bit it gently.

"Dead girl, I haven't scolded you yet. My sixth aunt told me that I didn't mean to like you at all. You liar tricked me for so long. When you have a baby, see how I teach you. "

Her dark eyes, like a movie screen, showed his face - one night last summer, he held a note with "just eight dad" in his hand, mistakenly thought that these three words meant "I like you", and his whole face turned red with joy

Then flashed his wounded and heartbroken eyes after fighting with the wolves“ Do you really want me? " At that time, they were standing at the door of Yang's house. She wanted to escape. He begged bitterly.

Then he lay on the ground and picked up a piece of paper.

If she had known today, she might have hardened her heart completely

As early as today, she should not delay or escape for a minute. She should try her best to love him and cherish every moment with him

Then at least in her long memories and imagination in the future, there is only his most simple and beautiful smile in the world. She thought of remorse and patted a cold bead of hot water on her cheek. She shouted again in her heart, trying her best to open her eyes, or raise her hand to brush away his tears, even for the last time

"The sixth aunt taught me a word. Listen and see if I'm right." His breath suddenly got closer and closer. They first touched the tip of their nose and finally printed their lips: "old... Wife... Come on, husband... Has been covering you around you." An old stereotype speaks modern Chinese astringently, which is as bad as the Chinese people speak English once.

Her cold and pale face was still calm, but when he turned around and pushed the door with a basin, a drop of bright tears spilled from the closed corners of his eyes, crossed his sideburns and fainted on his pillow.

This recovery of consciousness is not permanent. Before Zhao Changyuan finished washing himself and returned to the room again, Gong Yueyue's consciousness fell into chaos again. For her, I wonder if it is a kind of luck.

The next morning, Fu Yun finished breakfast and just wanted to go to Gong Yueyue's room to see her, he was called by Yin Liang: "Miss Fu, Lord pan wants to see you."

Fu Yun's faint eyebrows flashed an unnatural look: "did he say what he said?"

"That's not true. Just ask the girl to move a little, and the adult will wait outside the post house."

"I see. I'll go now."

Fu Yun is tall and thin. His broad clothes shake gently with his steps. His face is cold and indifferent. He has a unique charm in the courtyard with warm flowers in spring.

Walking out of the gate of the post house, she was puzzled by the figure waiting with her head down“ Xue Jiu? "

The ninth master is now picked out by Pan Zhuqing. He has become twisted in the face of his sweetheart“ Fu... Miss Fu... Are you all right? "

"That's nature." Fu Yun's eyes floated blankly in the air, which made a strong man like Jiu Ye feel chilly in his heart“ If the ninth master has anything to say, just say it. " When she saw Xue Jiu clubbing in place like a wooden stake for a long time, she couldn't help being impatient.

"Well, ma... Please give this prescription to General Zhao."

"This is..." she picked her eyebrows and took the prescription.

"These days, young master and I have been looking for local herbal medicine dealers. We happened to meet a Miao native. His family has been making medicinal materials for generations. He knows what goes on the table and what doesn't. He changed the prescription of doctor Xu slightly and replaced the two Qi breaking and blood breaking drug introducers with other herbs. The young master has seen it with the imperial doctor. Even if it doesn't work, it won't be dangerous. " The poor ninth master was almost out of breath after he said so many words to his sweetheart with strong Qi field.

Fu Yun sighed softly and smiled faintly: "why didn't brother pan personally give this favor to General Zhao?"

"Miss yun'er also knows that the man surnamed Zhao has some doubts about our young master. It's important to save people now. He doesn't want to make trouble. It will save a lot of trouble for miss yun'er to say. "

Fu Yun put the prescription into his sleeve and murmured, "he always thinks so thoughtful."

After the matter was finished, he said everything he should say, but Xue Jiu finally met Fu Yun once. Naturally, he didn't want to turn around and leave so soon. After thinking about it, I found a good topic: "how's Mrs. Zhao?"

Just about to turn around and leave, Fu Yun called him again: "wait..."

He looked back with a red face, but he still didn't dare to look at others.

"Do you sleep very little recently?" Fu Yun asked expressionless.

In a word, the ninth master was elated. Isn't this care“ Well, the border cities have not been peaceful recently. We are on our way most of the time. "

She took out a small sachet from her sleeve, spread it in front of him and said, "this sachet contains more than ten herbs. It has a calming effect. If the ninth master doesn't dislike it, take it for fun. "

The ninth master was overjoyed and grabbed the sachet: "thank you, Miss Fu!"

But the next second, his mood fell to the bottom again.

"And... Please bring another one to your young master by the way." She also conjured a more chic sachet and handed it over.