2- Real (pt.2)

11.00pm

Lisa hears a car arriving in front of their house. She is excited and nervous at the same time but her smile faded right away when she sees the person 'Its Jisoo unnie and Chaeng'. She peeked from the living room window to see the person, she swears, and cold sweat runs nervously from her forehead waiting for Jennie to come home. It's late, but what must be done, must be done.

A car arrived shortly and parked in front of their manager's car. Lisa squinted her eyes, it was Jennie and.. a guy?.. She can see Jennie smiles widely and waves happily at the guy, that smile.. It should be only for me. She can't feel her soul, she can't feel..

Her heart broke into a million pieces. Jennie was meeting a guy..and she looked happy. She smile as her tears escaped from her eyes, looking down at her bare hands 'It looks like a heart break hurts more than these burnt and cut on my hand, It will heal easily but not my heart'

She looks at the table, 'Im proud of you Lisa, at least you fought' she said to herself, she took a piece of paper and write

I LOVE YOU JENNIE KIM.

-dorky

'I tried Jennie, I won't back out without spilling my heart out' she thought, even she knew the answer for her confession.

She quickly locks herself inside her room as she hears a twist on the door knob, Its Jennie.. She bury herself in the comforter, she hears Jennie call her name, twisting her bedroom door knob and even knocking for the nth time.

She can't face her in this state. She drowns herself in tears, trying to pick every pieces of her heart. How can she be so fool, so dumb and so blind to see, Jennie already had someone. They won't be real. Jenlisa won't be real, as much as she want them to be, it won't.

Morning

In the morning, she quickly get up from her bed. Opening her bedroom door as quiet as posible, its still so early and nobody has wake up yet. She goes to the dining room, she smile with a tears. The foods aren't touched, Jennie was eating at a fancy restaurant last night. Silly me.

She clean all the dishes and throw it in the bin. She broke again.

She went out shortly after that, not wanting to see Jennie, she is hell messed up, she is too embarrassed for everything, she feels so down that she can't face anyone especially Jennie and all the Jenlisa shippers. She quietly go out from their house.

Morning

The sun ray woke Jennie as she feels a fierce light on her face. Lisa! The brunette immediately stands up as she remember last night, she looks at the clock, fuck! Its 10. She quickly storm out from her room, Jisoo is reading her book on the couch while Chaeyoung is busy munching her food and Lisa is..

Her heart beat fast, aching to see the other brunette, she step to Lisa's room and peeked a little. The room is empty, no Lisa, her bed is empty, its tidy.. Did Lisa left? She is furious, she quickly walk inside Lisa's room and opened her wardrobe, her clothes... Its still here.. Jennie sigh a releif, she is still here, she haven't left.

Jennie feels uneasy all day because of Lisa, she has been waiting to confront her and explain about the matter.. or could she even explain? Will Lisa accept? She is too scared to think all the possibilty, she just want Lisa right now.

While Jisoo and Chaeyoung, they couldn't help anything but assure Jennie everything will be fine and she just need to give Lisa spcace and time. She smile bitterly, they are right.. I need to give Lisa space, I hope tomorrow Lisa will come to see me before I leave for Paris.

It's late already, Jennie still couldn't get in touch with Lisa, she's been calling and texting Lisa's phone but Lisa but all she got was nothing but being left on read. Lisa acting like this made her furious.

Jisoo comes out of her room to take a glass of water and that is where she find Jennie sitting while hugging her knees on the couch, "Jendeukie, its 12:30am..you should go to sleep, you have a long journey tomorrow" She feels concerned seeing her members in a such vulnerable state.

She steps closer to Jennie, she hugs her and rubs her back in a circle to calm her down, she never seen Jennies in this state. "Lisa will go see you tomorrow, trust me" Jisoo assured the younger girl, but she cries even harder. Jisoo hurts too when she sees her girls are hurting, she would do everything to make the members reconcile, but how?

Its complicated.

Too complicated.

With Lisa and her broken heart and Jennie with her mystery love affair.

It took Jisoo half and hour to persuade Jennie to go to sleep. The brunette finally asleep with a huge heavy load on her chest. 'I hope Lisa will see Jennie's off tomorrow'. Jisoo's mission to take Jennie to bed accomplished.

Flight Time

Everyting is ready. Jennie is ready. Her members are ready...without Lisa. She can't help but feeling stressed out thinking about their matter. She haven't see her for the past 2 days, she missed Lisa's smile, she missed her touch, her gentle care..she miss Lisa. She holds her tears as hard as she can..

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They arived at the airport and sees all the camera are focusing on her, she doesn't have any choice but to fake a smile, she hate to pretend happy when she isn't at all.

While the cameras flashing, the crowds forming, the scream howling, she eventually focused on a familiar figure. Lisa.. She want to hug her, she want to touch her, feel her.. Right now..right now.. She keep glancing at Lisa at behind, she walks beside Chaeyoung, she almost lost control when Jisoo hold her hand.

"Jendeuk, get a grip of yourself.. This is public" Jisoo snapped Jennie into reality, she can't help but feeling so down. She just want Lisa beside her.

While Lisa.. She managed to go to the airport after being dragged by Miyeon, her former trainee member, she went to Miyeon for the rest 2 days. She haven't turned on her phone since she left home. She can see her beautiful Jennie walking infront of her, she know.. Jennie keep glancing on her but she looks to another side, pretending to unnotice.

Jennie stopped glancing back when Jisoo wishpers something on her ears, Lisa sure.. Jisoo must told Jennie to stop her gesture. Jennie must be feeling guilty for not able to return my feeling, she must be guilty to knows that all this time, I was feeling someting while she doesn't feel anything. I shouldn't be like this, I look so pathetic. She holds her tears, but failed to control her expression.

Chaeyoung can feel the intense when she sees Lisa state, from the moment she appears and walk beside her, she  realized how broken Lisa is, she looks messed up. She wave at Jennie as she walk away, so does Jisoo... But Lisa, she stares blankly at Jennie.

Jennie is cracking inside when she looks at how broken Lisa is, she knows.. Her expression, her weak body gesture, her sadness..and..her tears.. She couldn't handle it, she turn around with a huge load inside her heart.

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Its been 3 days since Jennie went to Paris. Lisa is still healing, she try so hard to be the same goofy and playful Lisa infront of her other member but they know Lisa well, she's not in a good term.. So does Lisa, she knows the members awares of how hard she tries to be the same. They pretended that everything is okay.

Lisa was browsing on her Instagram account when suddenly the urge to check Jennie's account bombarding her. It only took a click to sees that Jennie is currently on a romantic date. She smiles bitterly when she reads

'had the most romantic dinner admiring the eiffel tower. #happyjen'

They are the real thing.