Four.

Attitude.

Chapter four.

VINCENT.

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We were finally off the plane and at someone's house. I couldn't let go of Marley, no matter how hard Zander or Sebastian tried.

I gently placed Marley down on the counter.

"Do you have any little space stuff?" Zander asks and I give him a certain look.

"No, of course not. I only found out I was a dumb little less that 24 hours ago. Why on earth would I have any little space things?"

"Alright, alright. We will go shopping for some later, okay?" Zander informs and I nod. "Okay."

I then look at Marley and suddenly images of my past flash in my mind. Images of him.

His dark brown hair, which was always styled in a low fade. His piercing brown eyes that looked so innocent but behind them held anger and irritation. His average sized body, that still managed to tower over me and my mother. The rings on his fingers that only made his beatings hurt more. The rough lips that always hurt on my skin. Always leaving invisible marks. His large hands that I can still feel all over me, no matter how hard I try scrub the feeling away. His knuckles that always had some sort of mark on them from punching something or someone. The soft face, which was nothing but fake. The devil in disguise.

I came back to reality and took a deep breath.

Zander was cooking and Sebastian was sat a chair away from me.

THE KITCHEN

"I thought you were about to pass out for how long you were in your own little world then." Sebastian comments when he looks at me. "Shut up." I sit a chair away from him and go on my phone.

"What was the need for that?" Sebastian says dramatically, "I don't know just wanted to say that." I shrug and start messaging on the group.

'Fagatrons'.

It's a group with Me, Carlos and Jake in.

Soon a whole English breakfast is placed in front of us and we all begin to eat, talking in between bites.

"We will all get ready and then go get Vincent's little space things." Zander says once we have all cleared our plates. "Are you having a laugh? We just got back from like a 6-7 hour flight and you expect us to go out?" I complain, "You can always sleep in the car and in the little cart seats that they have in the stores." Zander then says.

"Fuck me." I mumble making Zander raise a brow.

We all go upstairs and get dressed for the day with the clothes in our suitcases.

ZANDER'S OUTFIT

SEBASTIAN'S OUTFIT

VINCENT'S OUTFIT

We were stood on the porch making sure we had everything when I suddenly remembered Marley.

I ran up to my room hearing a voice echo behind me but I didn't quite catch what was said. I grab Marley and hold her close.

A look of realisation appears on both of the older males faces when they see who I'm holding.

We get in the car and I'm slowly falling asleep as we go.

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I hear a soft voice waking me up, only resulting a whine from me. "Time to wake up, Vinnie." The familiar voice of Zander says. "Nuh uh..away." I say, my voice soft.

"Come on, angel." He coos, I then hear a scoff, "I wouldn't say angel." Sebastian.

I glare at him and smirk when I watch Zander elbow him in the stomach and Sebastian wince.

Zander unbuckles my seat belt and helps me out the car, which I thank him for. As we're walking in, Zander is in front of me and Sebastian, the two of us walking side by side. And I will tell you what, Sebastian is fucking annoying to walk next to.

"Can you stop walking into me?" I huff, "I'm not doing anything." He lies and purposely walks into me more, "Dickhead." I growl and elbow him hard, "What the fuck is wrong with everyone using their elbows today!" He winces. This causes Zander to stop walking and turn around.

"Please, that's only the second time today. Don't be so dramatic." I roll my eyes, Zander sighs. "Stop arguing."

"He started it!" Sebastian points at me, "You kept walking into me! Fucking wonky bitch!" I snap.

"I don't care who started it. Stop arguing! And watch your language, Vincent." Zander says sternly, as he takes charge. I give them both the middle finger, this causes Zander to give me and stern, intimidating look. "Carry on and I'll punish you."

"You said you wouldn't punish me until a week!" I respond, "And? I can do it earlier if you would really like." I shake my head and stay silent, "good boy." Zander praises, I smile a little and we carry on walking.

When I look at Sebastian he has a smug smirk on his face, and my smile drops. "What?" I say, "It'll be so funny when you get punished."

"It'll also be funny watching you lose a fight to a little." I snap and go to hit him, only to have a hand catch my wrist. It's Zander, of course!

"Vincent." He growls, I whine. "Sorry." I mutter. He then holds my hand making me pout as we go get one of the trolleys.

Zander gets a trolley out and picks me up, putting me in the seat. "Noo! I don't wanna be in this." I whine, "You're staying in it. One, so you don't wander off and get lost. Two, so you and Sebastian don't start arguing and fighting and three, so I can keep an eye on you."

I huff but understand his reasoning and stop my whining and complaining.

"Where we off first?" Sebastian asks, walking next to Zander. "Paci's, paci clips, teethers, bottles, sippy cups. We don't know his little age yet, so we will get him all that stuff. Then clothes, then toys." Zander explains.

We go into one of the shops. 'Sunshine's bay.' The fuck does that even mean? It sounds like a shop for beach stuff.

"Fucking stupid." I mutter, "Want to repeat that." Zander says, looking straight into my eyes with a stern expression. "Yes. I said, fucking stupid, as in, this whole thing is fucking stupid!" I say quite loudly, causing people to look at us, some with shocked expressions and some with questioning ones. I give them a dirty look and they all look away.

"Lower your voice." Is all Zander says. "Dickhead." I growl. Zander ignored me and went further into the shop.

"Pick out 3 paci's." Zander ordered. I huffed but did as asked. I looked at all the paci's.

I saw a cute cat one and pointed at it, feeling my cheeks grow warm. Zander grabbed it and put it in the trolley, I then scanned the shelf for two more. I then saw a white one with white gems and little charms dangling from it, I pointed at that and Zander nodded and put it in the trolley.

I continued to look at the shelf, seeing a Winnie the Pooh one. It was yellow and orange with a puzzle piece and a bell dangling from it, it was adorable. So I pointed at that one and it was soon put in the trolley.

Zander then saw something and put that in the trolley as well. I looked at what is was and saw a fourth paci, "I thought we were only getting three?" I puzzled, "I wanted to get you that one as well." He responded. I hummed and looked at the one he added.

It was white with pink and brown (I think) gems around the sides. In the middle, it had picture of a brown bunny with a pink bow, which was adorable. And then in writing 'pouty' was on it. It was... cute.

THE 'CUTE CAT' ONE.

THE 'WHITE ONE WITH WHITE GEMS' ONE.

THE 'WINNIE THE POOH' ONE.

THE 'POUTY' ONE.

We then went over to the paci clips, "Pick out 2 or 4." Zander said and watched me as I turned to look at the shelf.

I got four paci clips. One with a bunny on, one had skulls on, one had Winnie the Pooh and piglet on and one had Tom and Jerry on!

THE 'BUNNY' ONE.

THE 'SKULL' ONE.

THE 'WINNIE THE POOH AND PIGLET' ONE.

THE 'TOM AND JERRY' ONE.

Zander puts them all in the trolley and we pick out 2 sippy cups.

Both were Winnie the Pooh themed. Yes, I love Winnie the Pooh.

We then got 2 bottles. One was a plain-ish one with Dream Big on it and the other was Winnie the Pooh, again.

Dream big one.

The Winnie the Pooh one.

I looked at all the stuff in the trolley and realised what we were doing. What the fuck? This is stupid! I'm 18 for fucks sake, i shouldn't be in a trolley, or out shopping for stuff a baby would use!

"Wanna pick out two blankets?" Zander said with a sweet smile.

I didn't respond. I don't want any of this stuff. I don't need any of this. I'm not a little, it was just a mistake!

Right.?

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A/N

I love you all so much and I'm so proud of you. Never give up and keep trying, my lovelies. Stay safe! <3

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