Chapter forty
Room 603
Through out this chapter her mind goes back to her favorite times with Bailey. So don't be confused
QOTD: Are you sad that this is the last chapter?
-MA- IM SO SADDD
Chapter 40
Dear Rilen,
When we met I was the bad boy that just wanted to party and get laid every night. I never thought that I would room with a girl and fall for her.
Rilen you drive me crazy. When I first met you, you stood at the door for 10 minutes just staring at me in disbelief. You didn't want to room with me and I didn't want to room with you. But I'm glad we stayed. You're so perfect in every way. I swear those late nights when we would cuddle and just talk about the dumbest things. That meant something. And when you started dating Elliot, that trigger something. It triggered my emotions. I became more aware that I was in love you and every little thing you did.
I had to leave. You see I couldn't focus or do anything. I couldn't stop dreaming of being with you. All I kept thinking about was you with Elliot and I about lost it. I'm studying over in Europe. I don't know when I'm coming back. Gosh I don't know if I will ever come back. It would probably be best for you to switch rooms with someone. You probably hate me anyways for telling you how to live your life. Telling you that Elliot isn't right for you( actually I still don't think he is right for you but that is just me.)
I love you and I will always love you. Till next time.
Love,
Bailey
P.s. When I do eventually come back. I promise take you so many dates and spoil the crap out of you and finally we will have our first kiss. I can't wait to finally kiss you babe
A tear falls down my face. I can't believe he's gone.
Ring Ring
I glance over to my phone to see Clare calling. I don't wanna answer. I don't wanna talk to anyone.
I walkover to my bed and reach down the crack of my bed and pulled out one of Baileys hoodie. I don't wanna seem like a creep but I'm sleeping with it and I don't care what anyone thinks.
I close my eyes.
Baileys gone.
I don't know when I'll see him again.
I'm already miss him.
I miss his smile
His laugh
I'm gonna miss the way we always fought over who was gonna sit in that bean bag we bought. But he always won and I just ended up sitting on his lap.
I'm gonna miss the way he smiled at me when I was upset just to make me smile
When I opened my eyes I suddenly feel sick. I run to the bathroom and throw up. I decide to jump in the shower. I don't see Baileys soap or his shampoo I was using.
I walk up to my bed seeing.
Bailey laying on it. He winks
at me. "Get off my bed" I say in disgust.
"Hey baby girl you do know this is MY bed I just let you have
it last night saying it looked
like you were having a bad day yesterday" he says standing
up off my bed.
I can't help but smile at the memories. I made him so mad because he wanted that bed. I remember soon after we cuddled up in the bed.
"What are you laughing at you weirdo" someone said.
I turned to see Clare. "On nothing I just though of something"
"Wanna go to the shack" she ask me?
I shake my head no. "Come on you just need to get out and moving" she said.
"Nooo" I cry.
"Please" she looks me in the eye.
I shake my head. "Would it be weird if I wear this" I pulled out One of Baileys shirt that I found in my drawer.
"Wait this is his favorite shirt" I say.
"I was about to say that" she said.
"He wouldn't just forget his favorite shirt" I say.
"Unless he wanted someone special to wear it" she points out.
I smile lightly and hold myself back from crying. God I'm so emotional. It doesn't help that about to start my period.
I slip on a pair of blue jean shorts and Baileys shirt. It smells just like him. When we walked out of my building I noticed that douchebag was still in my parking spot.
I tapped my chin while looking around the building for cameras.
None I see.
I guess I will just poke his car tire. No big dealð
"Omg why did you just do that" she gasp.
"That douchebag has been stealing my spot for I don't know how long" I reassure her
Like I said no time for thinking just do it and live life. We walk in the Shack and order some food. We look over to see the others just sitting over there just eatting and talking. "Hey Ri" someone says.
"Hi" I mumble.
I look to my left to see Clare, then Tyson, then Chase, Then Arin. Thank God I don't see Clayton but I wish just wish I Had Bailey right here by side. We would probably be bickering about why he always gets to pay for the food. 'Because I'm the man' he would claim.
I would just laugh and say I was more of a man than him. God I miss him.
I need to stop.
"Can we please do something" I say out loud.
They all look at each other.
"Yea I got an idea" Tyson says.
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"Why did you even think for one second that this would be a good idea" I yelled at Tyson.
"Don't yell at meee I'm sensitive" Tyson screeches.
I look up to see the Hollywood sign bight and bold.
"Why did you want to get Starbucks at 4 in the morning again"
I ask him. I glance up at the stars
in the sky.
"Well why not" he ask?
I just look at him.
"You're strange you know that"
I say to him.
"Normal is boring" he says.
I look back up at the stars.
"Why are we here. Like up here
near the Hollywood sign" I ask?
"This is where my mom
would take me when she was
upset with Dad. Of course
she wouldn't leave me with
him so she took me with her.
It was her, I don't know stress
reliever as she would say it" he says.
"Oh" is all I could say.
"We better get back"
he hops off the trunk
of the car.
I don't move for a second
then decide to move. I get in the
car and put on the seatbelt. I
glance over to see him with no
seatbelt on. "You should really
put a seatbelt on" I say.
He looks at me. "Why" he chuckles?
"It's dangerous" I say.
"I don't care" he confesses.
Fine. I don't care either. Jerk.
He lets out a big sigh and
puts on the seatbelt.
I break out in a big smile
I'm gonna miss you Bailey Thomas.
Until next time.
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