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Mushkil Kam Pyaar Karna Nahi,

Balki Use Sacche Dil Se Nibhana Hai..!!

Zoya pov:

Then she showed me nd as soon as i saw i frozed in my place..

What she said was true...that means he registered our marriage but what shocked me more was......it was registered few years ago...that too on my parents death day..

A few tears escaped from my eyes....😥

But...when did i signed on the certificate.

At now my eyes got blurred and tears were flowing from my eyes...😭

How can he do that with me..

It clearly shows that he cheated me...

He betrayed me by hiding the most important thing in my life.....

Not only my Abhi...but everyone in my family deceived me...

How can my beast do that to me... especially to his sweetheart..

And mostly why did he conceal it from me.

It's not like i disagree with him whatever he do or i scold him like other wives do nd added to that i have a right to know about it..but he hid it from me...why?

Did he thought that i don't have a right to know about it or what...

Hey baghwan...😩

Why did i love that jerk so much that even though he betrayed me by hiding it from me because now also i'm not getting angry on him...

Why?

Why...god..why?

I should be angry on him na then why i am not feeling rage..

Heart: Because your heart knows that he don't cheat you...and you also know that he always do whatever is good for you zoya...as he loves you so much...

May be i thought..But i don't understand one thing is why i was feeling happy & sad both at a time deep inside....

Women: mam...are you ok..

I came out of my trance and wiped my tears...and gave a fake smile and nod my head in yes...

Phuphi: choti have you registered it..

Phuphi came to me after ending her call. I glanced at my phuphi...not knowing what to answer...because i think like me she too doesn't know about it because if she knows then she definitely don't help me in this so...i'm 100% sure that she doesn't know any thing about it. It's better to keep mum..

I nodded my head in yes...

Phuphi: ok chalo...

"no..phuphi...you go na....i will go to office as i have an important work to do" i lied because right now my mind is in a mess and i wanted to clear it.

Phuphi: ok i will drop you at your office..chalo.

"no..phuphi...bulbul is near by our location as she came to meet a client hear..so i will go with her as her work had completed you go na why to waste your time on me" i said faking a smile.

Phuphi(glaring): choti...don't say like that as i can sacrifice all time for you ok..for us nothing is important than you.

"ok..ok..meri maa...i won't repeat it again..so go" i said hurriedly wanting her to go from here as i can't hold my tears longer.

She give a suspicious look not before saying...

Phuphi(concern): choti did you cry....

She said while caressing my cheeks...

"no...no...phuphi...why would i cry.. instead i'm so happy that i registered my marriage"i said while hiding my tears.

She left not before kissing my forehead and wispered a "take care".

After phuphi left i whirl around nd said...

"can you tell me who had signed as a witness for it" i again asked that lady.

Women: it's says that...Amith Singhaniya & Ram khurana

"Oh" i said.

That means..only papa & phupha know about it.

So they both didn't even told to their lovely wives nd hid it like my devil..

But why?

I left from there while my eyes are blurred with tears..

I was walking on the road like a lost soul thinking why did he hid it from me the most important thing in my life...

He could have told me..but no...he have to hide it everything..

He conceal everything from me..

He hid that he is a doctor..

He secretly kept that he was married to me a few years back that too infront of my parents.

Yes you people heard me right he married me infront of my parents.

When that lady showed me in the registration office at that time i saw the registration date of our legal marriage it's says that he married me on the day of my parents death day..

That's when it striked me....on that day of my parents death day my phupha asked me to sign some papers infront of my parents to which i had denied as i was mourning due to my parents condition but due to my mother pleadings i had signed it without thinking twice as i trust them.

But what they did to me...😟

They all know that still they hid it from me nd more over when i already married to him in my childhood then why did they again made me married to him..

If they could told me about it at that time or before i mean this traditional marriage then i will be the most happiest person in the world...

They all know that how much i wish to marry him...and they even know that how many poojas i did only to be his wife..

Why abhi...why phupha...papa...why did you people hid the most prior thing in my life.

I wish i could scream at you both but i can't do that because i respect you both a lot and i also know that there will be a strong reason behind this...

But i want to ask only one person..that is my Abhi...

I just wanted to ask him all my queries which are bothering me like a leech which is not leaving my brain..

But if i ask him will he give answer to my questions..

No...definetly no...because whenever i ask something he just dodge them by not answering me..

Hey baghwan...now a doubt also a raised in my heart..that wether he really loves me or not..

Some scenarios says like he don't love me..but some actions says like he loves me...

Why because all he does was yell, scream, shout at me everyday like a beast...from my childhood i used to think that in those screams & yells there is love but now i'm in dilema that Is there is a love for me behind his yells...

A sudden fear crept in me that What if he doesn't love me as whenever i convey my feelings to him he just humm's at me..

Now what should i think that he loves me or not.....if he loves me then definetly tell me everything with out hiding moreover if have feelings for me then he could atleast say something instead of humming at me whenever i confess na..

I'm a fool to belive everyone words...

I'm a dimwit to assume that he loves me..

Heart: wait zoya don't come into conclusion by yourself because he never said he don't love you...

But neither he didn't say that he loves me na heart...

I'm so navie to blush whenever he tease me with his lovely actions & words..

Hey baghwan...why are you doing this to me..why he is confusing me...

I love him from my childhood..i never took a glimpse of any guy except him...my day starts with him & ends with him from my childhood.

All i does was love him but in return i got nothing...but pain..

Why he is doing all this to me...what wrong did i do..

Knowing him very well...i never offend him nor i never say anything against him. All i did was obey his wishes...what ever he does with me i never say no because my love for him was beyond my heart limts.

Huff...

Now what i have to do. should i ask him about it..

If so what he says..

Will he get angry like a beast..

Will he become cold again...

Can i handle his beast form again... yeah i can handle it but in this suitation i can't..as i'm not in a right state of mind...

Thinking about all this...my head is becoming so heavy due my continous wailing....

I came out of my trance and glanced at my surroundings which is dark and a street light was lightening only to find myself in a park...

I sat on the bench...and wiped my tears but they didn't stop there nd continuously falling like a waterfall.

I sat there immersed in my devil thoughts..

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"What the heck are you doing here at this late night...."

I heard a very loud dangerous voice of my Abhi...

I gulped hard and turned around only to see my husband blazing in anger..

I didn't respond..

Abhi(shouted): maine kuch pucha tha tum se..

Still i didn't respond nd looked at somewhere not wanting to maintain any eye contact with him...

He in a fraction of second came near me and held my wrist harshly...

I immediately push him away saying..

"Don't touch me...you devil.."

He was taken a back by my words...because i think he didn't except this from me but who cares because i'm not in a mood to listen to his crap.

Because i'm in dilemma that wether he loves me or not...untill he says that he loves me nd till he confess his feelings for me till then i won't let him touch me..

Nd if he don't love me then till i make him fall in love with me till then i will stay away from him..

"Why to touch me Abhi...when you don't have any feelings for me" i said in loud tone wanting to know whether he loves me or not but i didn't get any response other than anger in his eyes i shook my head knowing he won't reply so i was whirling around..

But before i turn he held my wrist and pulled me towards him due to force my front collided with his chest...and my hands automatically reached to his torso for support and his hands were holding me tightly..

Abhi(yelled): what do you think of yourself...hmm..don't you dare to raise your voice infront of me...and about touching you...is my right...as i'm your husband..be happy that i'm not forcing on you.

"A-Abhi...you cheater leave me...you are so bad abhi...let me go...... .I hate you.." i cried.

Abhi(loudly): That you know that very well how bad i am and i can be...

"you...Abhi....i hate you...why did i love this devil so much "i started hitting him on his chest while sobbing..

"i hate you.."

"i loath you...you cheater"

"why did you do that to me"

"why did you hid it from me"

"why Abhi"

"Why ?"

"Why..am i not deserve to know about it"

Abhi(puzzled): what why!!...hmmm... nd what are you talking about?..

"why Abhi" i was saying continuously without listening to him what he was saying.

"zoya"

He barked making me flinch at his voice by holding my shoulders tightly..

I glanced at him with teary eyed..

Abhi(trying to clam down): will you care to explain what are you talking about..

I blinked my cute black boring eyes at him...

"why did you hid that we both got married a few years back..Abhi"i asked him looking into his eyes.

He didn't respond and was looking at me without blinking his eyes..

"why...abhi..why didn't you told me at that time..." i asked him again but there is no response.

I took a deep breath...

"it's ok...i will consider it as i was small at that time so you didn't told me but what about now you could have told me when i'm asking you about the registration of our marriage na..but no...why abhi...why did you hid it from me...i have a right to know about it as i am the most important person who got married without having a slightest idea"

I looked at him..He didn't even budge and was staring at me with an unkown expression..

"ok..i want to ask you one last question..do you love me?" i asked him..still he didn't answer me and was staring at me like a lost soul same like me but i am not ready to believe it now..

"Are you not going to answer my questions"

"ok...i got my answers abhi...."

I took a deep breath due to continous sobbing...

"From our childhood onwards i used to thought that even though you don't express your love through words i used to thought that my Abhi loves me but now i was completly wrong because if you love me then you wouldn't hide anything from me because a person who hides the things from his partner is when he doesn't have trust on her nd also when he doesn't love her..."

"And the most importsnt thing in a relationship is sharing each other burdens...that i was doing but what about you did you ever done it....no.."

"Next is sharing happiness nd sadness with each other...that i'm am doing nd what about you?...... did you ever shared your happiest & saddest things with me no..."

"And last prior thing is understanding eachother...in this you read me like an open book due to that you understand me well but what about me...how can i understand you properly when you are not letting me in nd not opening up to me..."

"Everyone thinks that i know you very well but what they don't know is i know nothing about you..."

"And today i completely failed abhi...failed to gain your trust... unsuccesful in understanding you nd failed to make you fall in love with me like you did."

"You never loved me Abhi i'm a dumb girl who assumed that you loves me...you know what abhi...Till now i thought i can change you but now i think i should reconsider it as you don't love me so it's useless.."

He was trying to stop my blabbering by shaking my shoulders to stop me with anger but i didn't because today i want to pour all my sadness in front of him as he is the soul reason of it..

"Abhi...now i understand why you married me because you don't want to break the promise which has given to my parents na that's why you married me na...now don't worry i will give you divorce so that you can be happy with whom ever you want...

Thud...

I froze to my place by holding my cheek with shock...

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Abhi(roared): first of all shut your pretty mouth or else i won't think twice to slap you again & again... second don't talk rubbish infront of me or else i don't know what i will do...third our whole family is waiting for you so you better come & sit in the car..

That's what he said nd with that he left...but i was looking at the figure who just slapped me for the first time in my life...

He never ever raised his hand on me...

But now he did..he thinks that what all i said was rubbish..

I got angry at him not because he slapped me it's due to he consider what all i said was a rubbish to him

You people may think i'm stupid but trust me i didn't felt any pain where he slapped me but i was feeling pain in my heart.....my heart was crumbling with pain..till now i was sad but now i'm angry on him...nd wanted to teach him a lesson..he sholuld learn how to treat his wife in soft romantic way.

So today...I The great zoya Abhimanyu khurana is pleadging that i will make my devil fall in love with me madly that in dreams also he have to say my name...only my name..

I will make him confess his feelings by hook or crook after making sure he loves me...

I will make him the most romantic husband in the world..

Haha...and mostly i will make him pay for what he did to me...

I will mark my words in my mind or else i will forget due to the stupid teenageral harmones...

You people may think that i'm mad that i was smiling..because i'm happy as well as sad too..

Happy because i got to know that i got married in the presence of my parents...that's the happiest thing happened to me.

Sad because h-he...he slapped me nd also hid it from me...nd also he don't love me like i do...

I sadly smiled nd walked to the car by wiping my tears..

I hop into the car and started the drive...throught out the drive we were silent only we can hear the horn of vehicle sounds..

We reached to our mansion..

Abhi: go in...all were worried for you..

What about you...i want to ask him but dropped the idea as he will humm at me like he always do...

I nodded my head and went inside...

As soon as i entered in i was engulfed in a bear hug by phuphi, maa nd aunty who were crying badly.

Phuphi(worriedly): where did you went choti..

Maa(concern): we got scared for you..

Aunty: ha pagali...where have you gone..you could have informed us..

I released from the hug and was about to answer but my beast had beaten me first..

Abhi: she is at the office..

Phuphi(confusion): but..bulbul said that she isn't in office..

Abhi: mom she is with me...in my office..

"Oh..."

Papa: Tik hai beta...go & get fresh up nd why did you switched off your phone.

"vo..p-pa..i-i"

Papa: it's ok choti no need to answer but carry your power bank with you from next time.

I nodded my head nd left to my room Thinking how to make him fall in love with me nd about how to punish him.

I took a shower and came out in just a towel...

Just then he entered in and stared at me lovingly nd I was getting shy..

Just now ..that devil husband of your's had slapped you nd in return you are blushing...

Huff...my mind mocked me...

zoya get a grip you idiot...control your hormones i told to my self and i riveted my eyes at him nd walked to closet..

I changed into my fluffy pyjamas and came out and heard the shower sound..

He was taking shower...i thought and walked to dreesing table and saw my cheek where his hand left finger prints of his plam...luckily none had saw it...I quickly took some foundation nd applied it on my face...while applying he came out of the washroom nd glanced at me...

I quickly turned my gaze from him nd applied sime compact powder and glanced at the mark which is completely hided now in the back of my make up...Without looking at him i left the room..

I walked dowstairs and had my dinner. I left to terrece where i find solac in the presence of stars in which two of them are my parents..

I stood at the railing and started gazing at the stars thinking about my mom & dad...

Dad!!Mom!! Why did you made me marry that devil..

He is not at all good as you people are thinking...he is so bad that he always hurts your princess mom...

But mom!! why i love him so much that even though he hurts me & doesn't love me.

Dad...i want him to love me like i do..i want a normal life like a happy couple but why isn't that happening to me..

what wrong did i do...

Loving him from my childhood is the best thing happened in my life nd i never regretted it mom but i want him to love me....trust me....open up to me... mom but why don't he do that like i do...

Mom...all this while what he said was true na mom...it's not at all fake na please maa..did he really loves me or not mom...someone give me answer to my questions..

Dad!!

That devil always scolds me when ever i ask him anything and today when i'm am asking him you know what he did dad...

He slapped me dad..

Your lovely son-in-law slapped your princess dad..

And he didn't even said sorry mom...

You know how much it hurt's..

All thinks that he loves me but he never did mom..

None knows how i'm feeling only i know how much he was hurting me..

It feels like infinty of needles are poking into my heart at a time mom..

That's how i'm feeling right now...😢

It's enough mom...i can't bear this sadness, pain & confusion anymore..

I have taken a decision that i will make him pay for what he did nd also i will make him drown in my love nd make him confess his feelings to me till then i won't talk to him nd only do my wife duties...

It's my promise mom dad...

I spent sometime their and went down only to saw my phupha & papa were in deep dissucssion...i want to ask them why did they hid it from me...but stopped myself because...i want to get my answers from my beast not from them..

I walked to my room...as soon as i entered...

Abhi :Zoya..

I didn't glanced at him and walked to the bed

Abhi(gritting his teeth): zoya....i'm calling you only...

I still didn't respond and took the pillow & blanket and was walking to the couch because his punishment for is staying away from him nd not talking with him..because i know very well that he wants me near him everytime when we are alone that much i'm sure...so staying away from him is his punishment..😎

Serves him right not only this i will also not talk to him..

He should know my value in his life..

I was thinking but suddenly he pulled me into him by holding my wrist and said..

Abhi(glaring): why are you not responding to me..

I didn't say anything and was trying to wiggle from his hold..

Abhi(shouted): look at me zoya..

Zoya...i sadly smiled at it thinking there is no more sweetheart from now on i thought....

Abhi(yelled): zoya don't test my patience..you know very well i can be very creal too..

Now i looked at him, Not with fear but to give a come back..

"yeah...i know that..but look Mr Abhimanyu khurana...all this while i thought that you love me that's the reason why i had listened to all what you said but not now because you are not my Abhi... Anymore...because you never loved me. so, why i have to obey you Mr....so leave me i have to sleep. I'm so tired of crying for you" i said and mean while listening to my words he slowly realised from the hold with kind of expression which i can't name it.

I went to the couch nd laid on it...tears were flowing from eyes...i can't even stop them..

Why abhi....

Can't you answer me when i was asking you..

Can't you say the reason behind for hiding it from me..

Can't you say that you love me too..

Why...is your ego is coming in the middle?

With those thoughts i don't know when i slept...

Next day i woke up only to see the bed empty...

I glanced at the washroom it's open..

May be he went to gym...i thought..

I went to fresh up and left to downstairs to prepare the breakfast..

After sometime..

All came expect him..

"paan go & call my abhi for breakfast" i said to her as i'm not talking with him.

Paan(confused): choti...he left in the early morning..

That's it....my eyes again got blurred but i controlled it anyhow..

Why didn't he stay like everyday for me.

Phuphi: choti...come & eat..

"N-No...p-phuphi i'm not hungry i am getting late i should go" with that i left from there without listening to them.

I came out and asked our driver to drive me to my office..

I went in and started doing my work and at evening i left with bulbul as she said that she will drop me..

I came home at 8. All were in deep disscussion..but i'm not in a mood to know about it. I walked to my room took a shower and wore my Abhi T-shirt as am already missing him so much..

I came out only to see my phuphi & maa..

Maa: did anything happen between you both..

"n-no maa..we are fine" i lied.

Phuphi: tik hai..then have your dinnner.

Maa: we shouldn't hear that you are not hungry..

I smiled at them and having no choice i ate my dinner and they left..

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It's 12:30 but still he didn't came..i was pacing here and there restlessly..

I looked at my phone and called veer bhai again..

"hello choti" bhai said.

"Bhai where are you nd did you find my Abhi" i asked him.

"choti..relax he is with me..we are coming home" he said..

I let out a deep breath nd ended the call and quickly ran to downstairs..

I opened the main door and saw a car was coming towards the entrance..

Nd bhai came out from the car and i was looking in side for abhi..but there is no sign of him.

Bhai shook his head nd said..

Veer: your Abhi is durken choti...come & help me.

"he is drunk"i mumbled

Veer: haan..choti..don't know what happened to him today...he was behaving like a beast with everyone.

anything had happened between you both.

"i-i. "

Veer: it's ok choti...but clear it as soon as possible as we can't see him & bear his beastly behaviour like you do.

I nodded my head as feeling gulity...i shouldn't have slept on the couch..i colud have talked to him nicely nd had asked for my answers..

Argghh....zoya...what are you thinking...don't be weak remember you should teach him a lesson..

Huff..hey baghwan make me strong..

I prayed to god and walked towards the car door and helped bhai in bringing him to our room..

He was really drunk nd was blabbering something..

Bhai laid him on the bed and glanced at me nd said...

Veer: choti..take care of him..he needs you..

He said & left ..

Everyone says that i have to take care of him but what about me..who will take care of me..

Huff..

I take off his shoes & blazer...while I was taking off his shirt..

Abhi(murmering): sweetheart... soiryy.. s-w...s-ory...i-i..

He was saying sorry but why can't he say it when he is conscious..

Hmm..idiot..

I never thought he would drink because i heard he never consume alcohol..

Arghh..Abhi..i will kill you for making me going through all this..

I glanced at him and kissed his forehead nd started caressing his face and don't know when i drifted to my sorrowful dreams

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Hey readers...😍

How is the update?

Hope you people like it as I don't know what i had scribbled right up there as i was so tired to write the update due to my busy life..

And one more thing don't give negative comments on Abhimanyu slapping zoya as our sweet navie zoya will take her cute revenge on her devil in her sweetest way...in coming updates ...😂😇

So please don't give negative comments on it..if you don't like it please stop reading it no offence.😊