67: Riley

After the eventful day I had yesterday I was happy to be able to relax and wake up in Quinn's arms today. I'm lucky that her parent's allowed for her to spend one more night with me, they seemed to understand that there's no way that Quinn and I are going to seperate. It's still hard for them to understand our relationship, but they are trying and that means everything.

"Why do you keep moving around? It's too early to be up," Quinn mumbles in my ear which tickles me. I giggle and Quinn hold me tighter as she kisses my cheek.

"It's not even that early. It's already nine. We would be second period by now in school," I reply. I'm happy that both our parents called the school saying we wouldn't go. I need to relax today and not worry about school for once in my life. My head still hurts a little bit and I just want to relax and spend time with my beautiful girl.

Quinn groans and turns over to go back to sleep, but I stop her. I pull her back to me and get up so that I can straddle her waist. Quinn's eye open wide as she stares at me. I chuckle and lean down so that I can stop mere centimeters from her lips. She tries to lean up to kiss me, but I move back slightly so that our lips only graze each other's. Then I tilt my head to the side and lean down to kiss her neck.

"You're being a tease, Riley."

Her comment makes me chuckle and I focus on her face and can't help but laugh at how annoyed she looks. "I had to wake you up somehow."

She rolls her eyes and quickly leans up to give me a surprise peck on my lips. "So, why do we need to be up early?"

"We are going somewhere now."

"Wait what? Why? I don't want to leave your comfy bed though," she adds.

"I promise it will be worth it. We'll go for a bit and come back with enough time to still relax for the rest of the day," finally convincing her as she sits up in bed.

"Where to though?"

"The beach."

"Why there?" She asks.

"Because it makes me feel at peace. It's a safe place that makes everything better. I want to go there with you," I explain. Quinn's eyes start to light up and she gives me an adorable smile.

"How could I say no," she replies as she scoots closer to me to give me another quick peck.

"Yay!" I yell which makes her chuckle. "Let's eat something then get changed." She agrees and we head downstairs to have breakfast. We have the place all to ourselves, my parents are at work and won't be back until the evening.

We end up making pancakes and having to clean up a mess since Quinn accidentally drops a lit bit of pancake mix on the flour. Despite that the pancakes are so yummy and afterwards we head back to my room to change. We both put on shorts and t shirts so that we can comfortably walk along the beach.

When we are all ready with our towels we head outside to get into the car. My dad gave my mom a ride to work in his car so that they could leave me my mom's car for the day. So, I hand the keys over to Quinn so that she can drive us to the beach. It takes about thirty minutes to get to the beach and we pay for our parking and hop out of the car. I quickly take my shoes off so that I can feel the sand beneath my feet.

Quinn grabs my hand and we begin out qalk along the beach. We don't speak for a while and just enjoy the noise of the ocean crashing along the shore. It's violent but also calming at the same time. It makes me feel at ease. And Quinn and I even walk in the water and try to splash each other every once in a while. It's cold at first, but after a while we get used to the temperature and it doesn't bother us anymore.

I feel happy today. I really do. I feel free. There are no more secrets. Well, maybe one secret technically. I haven't told Quinn that I love her yet. However, I'm planning on changing that today. So, after we get tired, Quinn and I sit down on one of our towels and stare at the ocean in front of us.

"I don't know where I would be without you," I blurt out after a few seconds of silence. Quinn looks at me in shock for a few seconds before cracking a smile and caressing my hand.

"I could say the exact same thing," she replies which makes me feel less nervous about what I want to say to her now.

"We've both changed a lot in these last few months. Sometimes it feel like I'm a completely different person from where I started at the beginning of the this school year..."

"That's true, you've grown so much and I'm so proud of you. At first you were such a shy person who wanted to part of the spotlight and who was scared of the world. Now though, you're this beautiful person who knows want she wants and isn't afraid to say something anymore," Quinn adds. Her words make me soften and all I want to do is pull her close so that I can kiss her, but first I need to tell her how I feel.

"Quinn, you've become everything to me. I love you so much. With all my heart. I've never felt so in love before and I never want to love anyone else," I finally blurt out.

Quinn opens her eyes wide and I can see her eyes start to tear up for a second before she grabs my face and pulls me close to her so that she can passionately kiss me. And I can't even begin to explain how I feel. I'm so unbelievablely happy. No, it's more than that.

Then she pulls back to whisper, "i love you too, Riley."

I'm feeling pure bliss. This absolutely euphoric feeling that I never thought i could ever feel in my entire life.

Is this what love is trully like? Is that what it feels like to completely give your heart to someone and have them feel the same way? Is this what freedom to love is like?

If it is then I never want to let go of this feeling. I finally understand what my parents mean when they talk about their love for each other. I get what Raf meant when he fought for a better purpose in life. When he fought so hard for the idea to spread love and not hate. This feeling, is the most powerful thing. Any fear that  has overwhelmed me before cannot take away the love I feel now.

I love Quinn. I love her so much. And I always want to be with her no matter what.

Quinn and I stay there for a bit longer, just talking, relaxing and kissing a lot before we realize it's time to head back home. We've been at the beach for a few hours and honestly I'm starting to feel a certain thing with Quinn. I know she's feeling it too. We would both rather be alone in the comfort of my bedroom now. Which is why when we finally do get back to my house, we immediately head for my room.

The second we get through the door, Quinn pushes me against the wall and we start passionately kissing. It's as if this was our last day by the way we are kissing each other. Perhaps it's because we have been through so much and are finally free to love each other without a care in the world.

Quinn puts a hand under my shirt and grazes my hips as she lifts my shirt up and I help her take it off of me. Before I can do the same to her, Quinn tips my chin up so that she can give me another electrifying kiss. Then after a bit she slowly pulls away, yet our lips are still grazing each other's. "I love you," she mumbles and I can't help but smile.

Before I can say it back, Quinn pulls me towards the bed and pushes me down so my back is against the soft blankets. She straddles me and pins my arms above my head. I swear I look like a tomato now, I'm so shocked but turned on by her dominant action.

"Sorry for the little romance now, I just want you so bad," she admits which makes me chuckle.

"Then what are you waiting for. Let me help you take of your clothes, then you help me," I suggest with a smirk and Quinn immediately complies as she lets go of my hands so I can help lift her shirt. Once that is off I reach for her shorts and instead of pulling it down like she is expecting I just slip my hand in so that I can caress her over her underwear.

Quinn gasps and stares at me with wide eyes for a second but closes them and moan slightly as I start rubbing my fingers against her. She leans her head down against my neck but holds her body arched up so that i can continue what I'm doing. I start rubbing faster and her breath hitches then she starts breathing faster.

I'm not sure if she would orgasm or not right now, so I stop to let her calm down a bit before I slip my hand into her underwear. Quinn gets tense as she awaits for my next move, then I kiss her cheek before slipping a finger into her and listening to her moan out. She's wet so it's not hard for my finger to go in, I play around with pumping it in and out for a bit before moving my finger to focus on her clit. I move my finger in slow circular patterns around her clit, teasing her necause I know she wants me to directly touch her clit.

However, I can tell it's getting hard for her to keep herself lifted up now, so I remove my hand and I get a groan in protest from her. I chuckle as  Quinn moves her out from my neck and looks down at me. Her cheeks are flushed and her eyes at looking at me lovingly and I can't help but want to tease her more. So, I lift my hand up and put the fingers that were inside of her in my mouth so that I can taste her. Quinn looks at me in utter shock and stays silent as I comment, "You taste so good, baby."

Quinn stops holding herself up and falls on top of me which knocks the air out of me. "Oh my god, I'm sorry! I just, I just lost balance," she replies while laughing.

"Yeah, I can see I really made an impact there," I tease. We laugh for a few seconds before Quinn pulls me close for a kiss. Then we start making out and I can feel her trying to pull my shorts down. So I help her take them of me and she focuses on my breasts next. After she takee of my bra she massages my boobs and a small moan escapes my lips. This encourages Quinn to lean down and start licking and sucking my nipples and it feels so good. I thought this was the best feeling until I felt Quinn put her hand in my underwear so she could start playing with my pussy. I gasp at the contact with her cold fingers, but start to moan when she starts rubbing around my clit. Now this feel so pleasurable and I close my eyes as she continues to do this.

However, I feel Quinn shift and I open my eyes to watch her kiss down my abdomen and reach my inner thighs which makes my breath hitch. She pulls my underwear down and blows on my pussy which makes me shiver and sends goosebumps all over my body. Then she starts to kiss around my pussy, teasing me and it slightly makes me go crazy because I just want her tongue in me right now.

"Quinn, please...," I whisper and not even a second passes before I can feel Quinn's tongue against my clit. I moan out in pleasure as she licks and sucks around. Then I feel her put a finger in me and she pumps it in and out. The things I'm feeling right now are extraordinary.

Quinn continues to swirl her tongue around in me and I start to feel the buildup to my climax as time goes on. "Quinn," I moan out and I think she understands that I'm close because of how my body is reacting. She licks faster and pumps her finger deep in me so that she can hit my g spot again and again. I can't take it anymore and I orgasm as my body starts shaking and I feel this euphoric feeling. Even though I already climaxed, Quinn keeps going, not as hard now, but it makes my body continue to shake after each wave until I become to sensitive and tired. I pull Quinn up to face me and she wipes the lower half of her face so that she can kiss me.

I break the kiss so that I can say, "I love you. I really do. I will never love anyone as much as I love you. That's a fact."

She gives me a beautiful smile and I can't help but brush a strand of her blond hair out of her face so that I can see her beautiful green eyes better. She's absolutely gorgeous and I'm so lucky to be able to call her mine. I will never stop loving this girl. "I love you too," she says before kissing me again.

Then I suddenly push her over so that I can straddle her now, "My turn to make you feel good." Her eyes are wide at first from my action, but then she starts to smirk and pulls me down to kiss her again before I start to pleasure her.

I'm the happiest I have ever been. I can't contain the smile and excitement for life now. I have so many years left for all these wonderful things and I'm never going to regret a single moment. I'm no longer afraid. I'm ready for whatever comes next in life.

The End

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Author's note: I have never had sex before, so I'm not sure how this chapter turned out. I hope I gave you guys some of the smut you wanted lol.

The first 3 pictures is what I imagine Riley to look like. Like a mix between the three girls.

The pictures below are what Quinn would look like. Honestly to me she is Dianna Agron lol.

You can imagine them however you want though, these are just my reference pictures for what they look like.

Also, thank you for reading this story. It means the absolute world to me. I love you all so much and you guys encourage me everyday. I don't know where I would be withoit you all.

You are my family. Thank you for always sticking around.

And I will be taking a break trom writing for a couple of weeks or months to focus on me, my job and also editing some of my books so that I can self publish by the end of this year hopefully.

So, this is not the end of my writing. I have many ideas and will always write. It's my passion. I love it.

Will a make more lgbt themed books? Yes I will. However, I will also write other books, like supernatural, adventure, drama and even horror books as well.

I'm excited for what the future holds in store for me.