65: Riley

I keep looking between Mason and Quinn, not knowing which I need to talk to first. However, Quinn speaks up first, "Are you okay?"

"Yes, so far. I just have a concussion but I have to wait for some test results," I reply.

Quinn gives a sigh of relief along with Mason. Then she suddenly adds, "I'm going to wait outside, while you two talk."

If I'm being honest, I'm bit surprised she said that because she used to be a bit jealous of my relationship with Mason. Yet I know she understands that I need to explain what really happened.

So, Quinn leaves the room and closes the door behind her before Mason walks over to sit in the chair next to me. "So, how you holding up with everything that went down?" He asks.

"I think I'm the one that's supposed to ask you that. I know things may seem confusing with what Joshua said, but I just want to say that I never cheated," I reply.

"I know you would never cheat on me, that's not you. Yet, why didn't you tell me you have feelings for Quinn?"

"I don't know. I was scared," I reply.

"Of what? I would never judge you."

"I know you wouldn't judge me, but back then I didn't know that we were both feeling like it was time to end the relationship. Then I also wasn't sure if I was gay or straight or bisexual. I've barely figured out what I am," I explain.

Mason sighs before grabbing my hand to give me a small squeeze. "Damn, you're right. The last few months have been pretty hectic. I understand you. I'm sorry that I added to the stress."

"It's not your fault, Mason. It's just part of life and I'm so happy I went through all these things with you. You're the best friend I could have ever asked for, because of you I never had to go through a time where I felt unsafe or unloved. You were always there for me and I can never thank you enough for being so understanding."

"Riley, don't you get it. You do all of that for me as well. You've taught me so much in life. And I will always be by your side, no matter what. I want you to be happy and if that means being with Quinn, then that's even better. I know Quinn is an amazing person, she will treat you right like you deserve. And if she doesn't, then tell me and she'll have to deal with me," he teases which makes me laugh.

I never imagined getting my ex boyfriend's blessing to date my friend who's a girl, but life surprises you in ways you never imagined. Even though I know that Mason doesn't care what my sexuality is, I know he'll treat me the same no matter what. Yet, I just want tell him that im bisexual. I just want to say it out loud again.

"Mason, I'm bisexual. I know it. I'm certain. I did love you romantically at one point and I now feel the same way for Quinn. That's just how it works for me. I can fall for more than one gender," I announce.

Mason smiles widely and gets up to give me a big hug. "I'm so proud of you, Riley. You've grown so much as a person," he whispers. I instantly feel amazing with his words. He's right. I've been through so much and never thought I would get to this point. I'm happy now. I'm actually happy.

"Remember, you can always tell me anything. Also, if anyone messes with you because of your sexuality or any other reason then tell me and I'll fix the problem. No one messes with my best friend," he adds.

I can't help but hug Mason and say, "I love you."

"I love you too, Riley. As much as I would love to keep talking about everything, I bet Quinn must be going crazy outside. She was so worried about you. You know she cares about you so much," he explains.

"You're right. She's something special. I'll talk more with you later, Mason," I reply. We hug one last time before he gets up to open the door and motions for Quinn to come in.

The second she sees me she runs in the room to give me a hug and I love feeling her so close to me. I instantly relax into the hug and hold her tightly to me. We stay like that for a few minutes before she pulls away. I move to make space for her to sit next to me in the hospital bed.

Then Quinn blurts out, "I'm so sorry for everything. I never meant for you to get hurt or involved in all that. I'm sorry for outing you to the whole school and for Mason finding out now."

"Quinn, it's okay," I try to explain.

"No it's not. I ruined everything, I'm so sorry," she interupts.

"Quinn, stop apologizing. It's not your fault. None of this is your fault. It's Joshua's fault, the little shit is an asshole. He's the only one to blame for everything."

"I know, but I still feel bad," she whispers.

"Oh baby, don't. It's okay. We are okay. We have people who support us and we have each other...," I stop myself before adding that I love her as well. I'm not afraid to admit how I feel, but i just don't think now is the best time to say it. I don't want to say it out of trying to break the tension or to be less scared of the situation we had today. I also don't want to say it in a hospital room, of all places this is not where I want to do it.

I want to tell Quinn in a safe place where it's just her and I. Where we don't have to worry about anyone else or be upset over a situation. I want to rant for the right time.

"You're right. You're right. I'm just riled up now, I guess," she replies.

"Hey, it's going to be okay," I whisper as I pull her closer to me. "Don't worry, beautiful." I grab her chin and pull her in for a passionate kiss. It's so meaningful, probably one of the best kisses with her because this means that we overcame a tough obstacle for the two of us. It means that despite everything we still want to be together.

"Excuse me, I need to go over the test results with you," the doctor announces. Quinn and I pull away from each other with sheepish smiles and I notice that we are both blushing.

"I'll go get your parents really quick," Quinn says before she runs out of the room. I bet me face looks priceless, at the fact that Quinn left so fast, that the doctor starts laughing.

"You two are very cute," my doctor comments and I immediately agree with her. I think the cuteness mostly comes from Quinn though. She's adorable, beautiful, extraordinary and more. I love this girl so much. She means the world to me. I can't imagine my life without her.

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Author note: I loved writing this chapter.

I expect about 2-3 more chapters left in the story. The steamy chapter is coming as well.