Chapter 7: Human Touch Part 2

Chapter 7: Human Touch Part 2

I am panting hard as I felt it caress my naked bottom up on my waist by

sliding its hands. I don't understand why I feel like a person is caressing

me and not a beast. I can't look back and check because I am being

held tight. The more I move of wanting to break free, the more the

beast is tightening its grip on me.

I had goosebumps when the beast leaned pressing his hairy body on

me. His furs are soft, but my fear is overpowering me.

“STOP! STOP!" I shouted hard when I felt him caress my feminine area.

It's like my soul went out of my body that I wanted to just literally die.

It's molesting me, please, make it stop.

I don't know what happened next when I felt it entered me fully. The

pain it inflicted me is too much that I passed out. I didn’t know how

long but I felt it raped me. My tears were streaming down my face after

waking up, it was still moving from behind me faster.

His strength is too much for me to handle, it seems like I am being

pushed on the ground while it's making mess of my body. My tears

keep falling down, I can feel my body cold but at the same it's giving

me the pleasure that I never wanted.

Vigor entered his fingers on me earlier making my feminine part throb

in pleasure, and this beast is taking advantage of it.

“Ugh.” I heard a groan from behind me, my eyes widened when I heard

a human voice.

I moved my body to get it off me, but it just moved harder making me

stop and groan in both pain and pleasure. The pain is overpowering

me, I stopped moving because I am feeling weak, and before I could

think again, I passed out again.

I woke up feeling dizzy, I am already alone but I can feel the pain in

between my legs and my body felt like it's being torn apart.

I sobbed, “H-help,” I whispered.

Why am I still alive in this moment? Why did that beast didn’t kill me

right away?

I continue sobbing. This is so bad; I am so dizzy and everything in my

body is painful. I feel so dirty too. A beast..a fucking beast took my

virginity that I can’t even give to my boyfriend. That fucking beast

ruined my life.

I know the fact that I strived to live earlier but now that it happened, I

just want to die.

“HEEEELPP!" I shouted. I don't care if the beast comes back and kill me,

that would be better after what he did to me.

I look at my legs, I am already wearing my pants. I sobbed again. H-

how did that happened, how can a beast do this when it obviously

raped the fuck out of me!

It didn't touch my chest and it's obvious that it only wanted to make a

use of that part of me. And that part of me is the most important gem

that I can give to my husband to be. But it took it away from me.

I am crying like hell, I can't even breath properly now. I held on a tree

and tried to stand up. I walked around and I feel that someone is

looking at me.

I runaway from there immediately, I don't care if my body hurts

everywhere.

I keep running.

My limbs felt heavy, my legs were sore, but I have to keep running.

Then suddenly, I felt it from behind me... I am panting.

Tears came falling on my cheeks and to the ground every time I stop

running to breath. I can't run anymore.

The loud howling sound coming from the beast that I have never seen

before covered my senses. So, it came back. The wind blew wild as my

breathing hitched and my lips bleed from cold.

“Help..HELP!" I shouted again.

When my legs couldn't take it anymore, I tripped on the ground

making me fall, my ankle is hurt from earlier and now I tripped again. I

am confident that this time I will die.

Before ever losing my sanity, I look back and I had a glimpse... I had a

glimpse of the terrifying beast who took my innocence.

It slowly walked towards me. I couldn't see it properly because my eyes

were falling again.

I felt it kneel before me. I tried opening my eyes. My heartbeat faster

when the beast caresses my face softly... it changed shape again, but I

wonder if I saw it right... why does the beast looks like someone familiar

to me?

When I woke up, I saw a blinding light. I can hear cries and loud

quarrels and it annoyed my hearing sense.

“SHH.." I managed to make a sound at least.

Am I in heaven? Did I die?

“Darling!” I heard my mom's voice in front of me, covering the white

light.

She's crying hard while holding my hand. I frowned. What happened to

her?

“Mom, are you okay?” I asked her.

She seemed hurt, she just cried and cried. I raised my head to look at

my dad who's teary too. He is standing strong, but I can see anger on

his face.

“Miss Canda,”

I look in front where I can see my professors and the principal. They

were all looking down and regretful.

“Leave!” I startled when my mom suddenly shouted

I saw them sighed and left the room.

I frowned. What's happening?

“Mom why am I here? And why were you so rude with my teachers?” I

asked.

Mom froze a bit and looked at dad. Dad somehow nodded and went

out.

“Are you okay, darling? Where were you hurt?” She asked softly and

painfully.

I creased my forehead and pouted. “I am fine mommy. I don't like it

here.” I just said.

I can't remember why I am here from the first place.

The doctor came inside with daddy and they checked me. They also

asked so many things that made me feel weird.

“Where were you the last time you remember before coming here?”

“I am with my boyfriend and he escorted me back home to prepare for

the camp.” I said honestly to the doctor base on my previous memory.

My mom sighed and held her breath while dad is attending her.

“And after?” The doctor asked again.

“I took a nap and woke up here.” I said confidently.

The doctor wrote something on their record and faced my parents. I

don't want to gossip but I just heard it.

“She has dissociative amnesia, it occurs when a person blocks out

certain information, often associated with a stressful or traumatic event,

leaving the person unable to remember important personal

information. Base on the test, it resulted to it. According to your

information as well about what's happened to her.” The doctor said

faintly that I can't even almost hear.

I am just eating apple, it's weird that I am actually here. What really

happened?

“It's also good since she might not suffer from trauma. I guess her brain

helped her somehow.” The doctor said.

My mom cried again, “Will it stay forever? Or is it temporary?”

The doctor sighed. “There are cases that patient blocks certain memory

forever. But it will depend on her. If you want her to stay like this for

long, you should avoid her from any places related to that event.”

Then the doctor left.