Chapter 20: Pain

Chapter 20: Pain

THIRD PERSON'S VIEW

The Vista's stopped running when Vigor suddenly stops. They were in

the middle of hunting the deer and they can almost reach it when he

stopped running.

“What's the matter.” Lex asked, catching his breath.

Vigor transformed into a man and turned around to see the distance of

the mansion. He doesn't know what's happening too. He can feel it, he

knows something's wrong.

It's normal for them to convey their words in telepathy, however, it's

only possible if the brethren drank his blood. In his case with Pyress,

she couldn't read her mind but can feel her emotions.

He can feel something vague, but he knows, it's something negative.

“I have to go back,” he said and run back the distance. It's faster in his

animal form.

PYRESS' POV

I heart froze as I saw him standing on the doorway. I inhaled sharply

and I wasn't able to exhale back. My breath froze too.

I can feel my chest tremble in fear and anger and pain. The mixed

emotion that I am feeling right now is surreal. I wanted to get out. I am

desperate to get out of here.

“Love,” His voice echoed in the four corners of the bedroom.

My tears from earlier wasn't dry, but I wiped it fast before ever looking

at him straight. I don't care how bad I look; I don't care how ugly I look

right now. I don't care if I am not as beautiful as the woman in the art

room. I don't care!

When he stepped closer to me, I panicked. I don't want him to come

close to me.

Since 1 am on the bed, I can't step anywhere. I am in the middle of

wearing my boots and it's making me frantic as hell!

"S-STOP!" I finally said.

The more I don't want him to know about the thing I found out today,

the more I am slipping. My fear is too much, this is because of the

trauma that I had that night.

I can't believe how fast the situation changed. I was so happy in the

morning and suddenly I found out 3 possible things that could be the

cause of my death.

“What's wrong, baby?” He whispered.

The worry in his voice annoyed me, so I looked at him sharply.

“G-get away!” I shouted.

My tears began falling again, pain, fear and anger were going round

and round. I don't think I can live like this any longer.

I stood up, my knees hurt because of my fall earlier. I held my big

tummy, and I froze.

I-if he’s a monster, i-if that mythical creature was real. Then...

I looked at my tummy and a flickering pain on my head made me close

my eyes.

What's happening. Why is this happening to me. What did I do wrong

to deserve all of this?

I feel dizzy, everything on me was going round and round.

I held on the wall, and before I knew it, I lost my strength and expecting

for a bad fall.

I don't know if I am dreaming or not, but I was back on the forest where

it happened. I looked around and I saw a little bamboo house. It's easy

to see because it is radiating with light.

I slowly took my steps forward and went on the bamboo house.

As I get closer, it's getting warmer and warmer, comforting me from the

pain, cold and fear that I was experiencing. As I get closer to the warm

house, it keeps going away too.

What the fuck!

I became frustrated, I wanted to reach the house and feel its warmth.

But I froze when I saw Vigor on the doorstep, handsomely waiting for

me.

I stopped; he’s reaching his hands on me. I know I am angry but it's

warm, I wanted to go.

“Do you think you can replace me?” I heard a whisper on my ear.

I can smell rose everywhere; the scent is so fascinating.

“W-who are you?” I asked. I don't know but my voice was loud even if

it's only a whisper.

“Viennese,” Her soft voice whispered on my ears again.

I turned around to look, and I saw her radiating beauty. I feel sad for

myself. She has this beauty that would make every woman anxious of

the way they look. She's she’s something else.

“Why are you here, are you real?” I asked

She smiled, “Of course I am real.” She then looks at the bamboo house.

“That's Vigor's spirit force. He's waiting for me.” She whispered.

My heart breaks. “I am his wife! You can't do that, bitch!” I said angrily.

Her laughter echoed all over the place. It sucks but even her laughter

was gentle.

“Yes, you are. But you can't compete to me. I own him already.”

My tears were falling, he walked towards the bamboo house and why

does it look like the bamboo house itself is coming closer to her, but

running away from me?

I dropped my knees on the ground and cried.

I watched them hug, it seems like I was watching a television of their

drama. They look good together.

Then Vigor transformed, I saw him turned into an animal with his

shining golden eyes.

I do feel fear, but the pain of jealousy was even powerful.

I cried and cried and cried.

And when I opened my eyes, our room's ceiling welcomed me.

I am crying still, even after I wake up.

I turned aside and sobbed even more. It's so painful. Who is she, why

was she on my dreams?

I know it's a work of mind but why does it feel real.

I remembered before I was molested by the beast, I had countless of

dreams of being chased. Does that mean, my dream just now has a

meaning as well?

I sobbed again.

“Love,” I heard Vigor's voice on my back.

I am scared of him, but I want to fucking punch him and ask him many

questions too.

“W-who is Viennese?" I asked and turned around to see his reaction.

He froze, and I can see how his expression changed as I mentioned her

name.

That's even more painful, for me.