Chapter 9: Gentle touch

Chapter 9: Gentle touch

I don't exactly know how to react to the man I love being in front of me

after three weeks of not showing up. At the same time, my heart is

pounding out loud upon remembering what has happened that night.

According to the doctor, my brain removed those memories inside my

head for the mean time because of great trauma, but it was triggered

when I chose to remember them all.

I couldn't sleep for weeks, every time I close my eyes that memory

keeps on coming back to me. I was so scared. The change in my body is

too evident that sometimes I don't want to move at all. What happened

to me is too much that it changed my world forever. And being in front

of my boyfriend made me think that I am so dirty and that he doesn't

deserve me.

“How are you,” He asked casually. He is looking at me directly in the

eye, but I just shrugged and looked away.

“Why did you come?” I ask coldly, he did not answer so I glanced at

him.

I caught him looking down below me, so I checked, he was looking on

my tummy.

I frowned but didn't mind at all. “I'm sorry love.” He whispered and

pulled me.

I tried to get away but before I can do that, he hugged me so tight. He

even kissed my forehead.

I bit my lower lip and sighed. Will he accept me?

“I love you so much, I am here now.” He whispered that made my heart

jumped in happiness.

I invited him inside and he was only looking at me as I cooked his

favorite dish. Vigor loves meat so much so I cooked all the meat I can

find on the fridge. Right now, I was totally enjoying everything because

he's here. What happened to me in that camp temporarily went off my

mind.

When I'm done, I offered it to him and he was smiling while eating

everything of it. I am serving him as a am enjoying just watching him

eat everything.

My tummy is growling, and my saliva wanted to drop off my mouth,

but I am repeatedly gulping. Vigor seems to notice so he offered me a

bite and 1 did. I love it so much that I ate everything on his plate. I got

embarrassed in the end.

I saw a ghost of smile on his lips as he looks at me. I know I am

ridiculous, so he doesn't have to laugh at me.

“Love, let's go out.” He whispered.

I pouted and dramatically act like I am thinking.

Later on I just nodded.

We went to the mall and everywhere he wanted. We also watched a

movie, and it contains adult contents. Instead of getting affected, I got

scared because I remembered what happened that night. I don’t know

if Vigor knows about it but I didn't told him anything.

Vigor held my hand in the middle of the movie and leaned on to kiss

me.

I sobbed while looking at him.

I can see pain reflected on his eyes as he is wiping my tears. I don't

know but I can sense guilt.

"S-sorry love! I- 1 am—" I sobbed again.

“Hushh.. it's okay, I know.” His whispers were like lullabies on my ears.

He wiped my tears away and kissed me. “I want to remove the memory

of what happened to you,” He whispered again.

I looked at him confusedly.

"How?" I asked.

He didn't answer me, instead he only leaned closer and kissed me more

deeply.

When his hands traveled on my chest, I gasped.

“Vigor..” I called his name, but he didn't even flinch a bit.

He continue kissing me and touching me. It's weird but I can feel that

he's being gentle- like he's doing his best not to put trauma on me.

I didn't know what happened, but I am already inside his car and were

going to his house. My chest is pounding loudly as we are closer to our

destination. And when were there, I found out that the awkwardness

was just at first and eventually, I was lost of longing for his every touch.

After what happened, I was blushing so much that I can’t even look

directly on his face. He was cuddling me from behind and I pouting in

embarrassment.

“How's it,” He whispered in his bedroom voice.

I gulped and a flash of memory of what happened earlier crossed my

head. It was great.

“It's okay,” I just head.

He growled and buried his face on my shoulders as he is touching and

gripping my breast.

“I'm sorry, did it hurt you?” He asked.

I bit my lower lip as I remember how he did it so fast and rough. I

couldn't almost keep up with his strength and to my surprise, he was

holding back.

I just shook my head in disbelief.

“Hmm. You're being so rough.” I said a little bit shy.

Although I had a memory of what happened to me in that dreadful

night, I was overpowered from the memory we just made because it

gave me extreme pleasure.

“Should we do it again so we can revise it?" He asked playfully sniffing

my neck.

“What do you think of it, a text that should be revised?” I said acting

angry.

He let out a soft chuckle and sat on his bed to be on top of me.

And I don't exactly know he bewitched me again that we did it more

than twice... again.

THIRD PERSON'S POV

Vigor was extremely punishing himself about what happened but

seeing the woman he loves being lost by their love somewhat makes

him happy. Upon looking at Pyress on that morning, he exactly knew

that she’s already carrying the heir that the clan has been waiting for.

He couldn't accept the idea that Pyress would lose her sanity if she

happens to find out that she was pregnant by the beast that took her.

But because of the love that they shared at this moment, she would

think that she is carrying the child that they made together- and not

the child of the beast that ruined her.