Chapter Ten

🔞 Mature content ahead.

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I felt like a foreigner inside his house, like I no longer belonged there. Obvious signs of vacancy for a long period of time were evident. The surfaces were covered with dust and the house was cold.

I opened up the windows and took out the broom and mop, ready to clean. I silenced my phone, not wanting any distractions. No one knew I was here and I didn't want anyone to know. I know they would be bothered after a while of not hearing from me but I don't care.

I lied to Miles and my mum when they asked if I wanted to go anywhere. I knew that if I told them, they wouldn't allow me or they would insist to follow me and I wouldn't be able to clean up the house as I want now.

They've been treating me like and egg for the past two days since I got back. I'm not allowed to go anywhere without letting them know. I know that they are worried about me but the last thing I need is someone watching over me like a hawk.

I started with the foyer, living room and kitchen before I went upstairs. As I got into his room I couldn't help the tears that rolled down my cheeks. That didn't stop me though, I put away the clothes that were lying around and started cleaning from inside the closet

As I got to the pieces of broken glass that were lying on the floor, I knelt down and carefully put the broken pieces into the trash bag. All the while memories of that day kept replaying in my head.

Then if it's mine, I don't want it.

Please Andrew I'm sorry, please come back.

The look on his face, the anger in his eyes, the hate and worse the fear I felt, that I'll never be good enough for him, that maybe we were just not meant to be, that that was the last straw.

An hour after, I was done cleaning soaked myself in the bathtub. My mind drifted to the times when we'd both get into the bathtub and talk for the whole while in there, sometimes we'd get down on it.

I couldn't stop crying because it hurts like a bitch.

I heard my name and before I could do anything the bathroom door swung open. Thank God for the soap lather that covered parts of my body.

"Miles, what the fuck are you doing here?" I didn't bother to get out from the bathtub.

He sighed heavily and his eyes ran over me and he gulped. "I've been calling you for the past three hours, your mum is worried, like sick worried." He sounded out of breath.

"How did you find me?" I still wasn't interested in getting out of the bathtub, he'd have to carry me out.

"I just guessed." He stretched a towel forward. "Now please can you get out of there, we have to go."

"I'm not going anywhere Miles," I sunk a little deeper in.

"Victoria, please don't start now, just get out of there." He walked closer to me, almost shoving the towel in my hand.

"Miles please stop!" I yelled. "I'm not ready to leave. Besides what the fuck do you need me for?"

"Your mum, she-"

"Can y'all stop. Just stop. Y'all have been treating me like I'm going to break anytime soon and I'm not. So just stop!" I sat up and used my right hand to cover my nipples.

"But Victoria-"

"I said stop. I've had enough of this! What is it?" I kissed my teeth. "See you can either sit down and wait for me or you leave, I'll go home whenever I feel like it, if I feel like it." I once again sunk deeper into the bathtub and closed my eyes, trying to calm down.

Silence ensued for some seconds before I heard him close the toilet lid and he settled himself on it. He sighed deeply and I knew he was going to say something again.

"I'm sorry, I've just-"

"Been doing everything my mother has been saying. I get it." I cut in, not really wanting to hear what he was saying.

"No Victoria. I really care about you and I just don't want to see you hurt. I don't like seeing you cry because everytime you do a part of me breaks. I just want to do everything to right my wrongs." He explained.

"Right your wrongs?" I opened my eyes and looked at him. "What wrongs?"

"The one where I slept with you and caused Andrew to leave you." He dropped his head.

"That was a mutual decision. I wanted you just as much as you wanted me, what's wrong in that?"

"I could have said no, I could have stopped it but I didn't and I caused you more pain over my pleasure." He looked up at me now and I could see you the emotions swirling in his eyes.

Pain, anger love and... Regret?

"Do you regret ever fucking me?" I sat up again and this time I didn't bother to cover my nipples.

He looked at me, unmoving and silent. I couldn't read his face now no matter how hard I tried. That's one thing with him it's hard to tell what was going on in his head through his face, it was like he always wore a mask.

"No because it was the best day of my life."

"But..." I started for him.

"I regret that it caused you so much pain. That it caused you and Andrew to break up especially after realizing that you are pregnant and it may be for me."

"So if I didn't turn up pregnant, would you still regret it? Would you still want to fuck me?" I got out from the tub and rinsed off before tying a towel loosely around my body. I unplugged the tub and stood in front of him.

"Yes," he looked up at me.

"Do you want to fuck me now?" I clamped my legs together and he noticed that small action.

His eyes trailed my legs up to my face then he stood up, now towering over me. Something about the way he looked at me with so much desire and fire in his eyes made me just want to jump his bones.

Sue me but I'm attracted to this man. I know I just finished crying over Andrew but maybe it's time I move on. Andrew is probably never coming back so why cry over spilled milk?

If something happens between Miles and I now, that's it for Andrew. And if he turns out to be the father of the child, maybe he'll just be my baby daddy because I guess I've been right all along.

We were never meant to be. So I'm done fighting with life and it's fucked up game of playing with our hearts.

"Yes," his voice was deeper now and his eyes hooded. "I want to fuck you so badly Victoria." He sucked in a deep breath. "But I can't."

"Why?" I held his bicep and didn't break eye contact.

"Because you belong to Andrew and he made that very clear." He was just making up excuses because there was really nothing holding him back. Andrew and I aren't together anymore and no one knows if he's ever coming back. Even if he comes back, I owe him nothing except if the child is for him and even if, it doesn't matter.

"That didn't stop you before did it?"

God I'm such a whore, literally pushing this man to fuck me. Technically it's not pushing because he wants this as much as I do, I can see it in his eyes. I see it everytime he looks at me. I'm just giving him a reason to not hold back.

"Victoria," he growled. "Are you positive you want this?"

"More than anything at this moment." I answered truthfully.

"At this moment? Will you still want me after this, after your hormones aren't allover the place, after you're down from your high?" He gripped my waist, still leaving a little space between us.

"Yes." I was definitely sure of that. Maybe it's time I stop denying the chemistry between Miles and I.

His eyes trailed to my lips and to my chest that was half exposed and to my thighs then back up to my face, his green eyes searching mine. I pulled away from him.

"This is Andrew's room, let's give him that respect." I walked out of the bathroom and room and shortly after I heard his footsteps behind me.

I walked into my personal room and I heard the door slam shut seconds after.

Miles spun me around and held the part of the towel that was keeping everything together. "No going back Victoria."

"No going back Miles," I nodded, completely sure of this.

He dropped the towel and his eyes greedily took me in before he slammed his lips on mine. His kiss this time was completely different.

This was dominant, like he was claiming his prize and marking his territory. He picked up my naked form and started moving us towards the bed. I shook my head, not wanting it that way.

"Don't go easy on me Miles," I told him.

"You're pre-"

I placed my index finger on his lips. "It doesn't matter."

"Victoria," he gave me a warning look.

I shook my head, "fuck me the way you've always wanted Miles."

"You won't be able to handle that babe," he smirked.

"Miles can you just fuck me, please." I pleaded.

"As you wish." He led us to the table in the corner of the room and set me there.

His shirt went first, then his slacks before he slipped a finger into me, then two and three. He pumped in and out of me, so fast and I tightened my hold on him.

He lowered himself so he was face to face with my pussy. His thumb circled my clit and I threw my head back and my leg unconsciously went over his shoulder.

He pulled me to the edge of the table, holding my legs in place. He trailed kisses from my thighs only increasing my need to feel his tongue on me or better still his dick in me.

"Miles," I tugged at his hair and with his other hand he pushed my hand away.

"Don't touch me babe," he warned and I rested my hand on the table instead. That only made me more wet, my juices dripping out of me.

"Fuck Miles," if he went on kissing my thighs I might end up cumming like that. I was that aroused and I just need him to fill me up.

"Calm down babe, it's one at a time." He looked up at me through his lashes and fuck, that was so sexy.

"Miles plea-" I didn't finish my plea before his tongue was on my clit, together with two fingers. "Fuck," I threw my head back.

His pace didn't drop and he didn't stop. He kept going and a string of profanities left my lips, his name included.

I could feel the climax building at the pit of my stomach with every stroke of his tongue. "Miles," I was closer to the edge now and he abruptly stopped, standing up straight and dropping his boxers to his ankles.

This was the first time I was seeing his length and let me say, it was huge. If I was still a virgin I'd think that it'd never fit into me.

He slammed his thick cock into me causing me to gasp. He hit my g-spot and he went at it again and again and again.

He didn't stop and I didn't want him to and with every second his pace increased. He pressed my left leg to his chest, filling me up more.

His grunts matched my groans and his eyes met mine. His thumb began stroking my clit, only increasing the pleasure I felt. This was definitely different than the last time.

It was like I could feel his emotions as he pounded himself into me. His dominance rolling off of him like waves.

He pulled out told me to lay halfway with my chest on the desk and legs spread widely for him. "Keep your hands on the table," he instructed.

He slammed my ass, not to hurt me but to build the pleasure I felt. He spanked it again and I sucked in a breath. He groaned before filling me up once again. He fisted my hair, lightly lifting my head up as he slammed himself into me. The sound of flesh hitting flesh reached my ears and the smell of sex filled the air.

"Fuck you feel so good," he groaned, his hold on my hips increasing. "Don't come till I tell you to." He warned.

How the fuck did he know?

He abruptly stopped again and this time led us to the bed. He got on top of me, resting his weight on his elbows as he once again buried himself inside me.

"I love you," he kissed my lips and when he broke the kiss he looked into my eyes and said "come."

And I did the same time I felt him expel his warm seed into me. He still remained over me till he was able to move to the side.

We both had our skins covered in sweat. He pulled me to his side and planted a kiss on my forehead. "I mean it Victoria, I love you."

I nodded. He knew I didn't know what to say and that didn't bother him.

I have no idea if I'll be able to say those words right back to him but if things go on like this, just maybe.

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A long chapter because y'all need it. Things are slowly picking up.

Where the fuck is Andrew?

And what has Victoria done, again?

Do you support her or you just want Andrew back?

A lot of questions. Please drop your thoughts, vote, comment and share.

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