Chapter 50
Accepting My Twin Mates
Accepting My Twin Mates Chapter 50 Chapter 50 â You Ate Them?!
Badru My second biggest disappointment of the day after having to leave Evie behind, was that there wouldnât be any sparring in my training today. I would have liked my payback in full where my twin was concerned. Yes, our mate would have found out how ticklish I was, but I could have kept her in the dark for a little while longer. Normally, I hid it pretty well. Only Astennu knew and it wasnât as though anyone was going to go about tickling a full-grown Alpha; that was asking to have their head taken clear off.
My wolf and I kept up the pace behind Astennu, with Tamlyn and her mate, Suzanna, at her side, as we ran the scent trails for tracker training in our wolf form. There would be no retribution for me today.
Astennu was the faster and more agile one of the two of us. There wasnât a chance I was beating him.
âRevenge is best served cold anyway,â Baniti muttered, laying his head between his paws and pining for Evie and Evva.
I would have loved to have her here, running beside me, even if her wolf sense of smell wasnât yet fully attuned and awakened. If she had grown tired or was unable to keep up with us in our wolf form, we could have carried her on our back. But with Lucyâs return imminent, my mate wouldnât have left the pack house for anything. My one consolation was that this meant Catalina would be leaving. The sentiment may have been selfish and I knew Evie had grown quite close to her, somehow, but I would be glad to see the back of her. She was pushy and obstinate. I couldnât foresee any future where I would want to be around her.
A subtle elation, out of nowhere, began to bloom in my chest. Astennuâs emotions were so strong through our bond, they were almost indistinguishable from my own at times. So I knew this happiness wasnât his. It was Evieâs. Her friend must be back home. And for some reason, this made my wolf grumble and whine.
âWhy, in the moon, are you moping?â
âWe should be making our mate that happy. Not someone else,â he sulked.
Baniti was jealous of a tiny she-wolf? He was officially at peak melodramatic absurdity.
âWe do make her happy. Sheâs known Lucy longer⦠and sheâs been a good friend to our mate⦠much better than we ever were,â my mood floundered. Oh goddess, I was catching my wolfâs irrational jealousy!
What halted our run, bringing us to an instant standstill, was the sensation of rage. Astennu had stopped too, mid-stride. One glance and we knew. Evie. I was about to mind-link, wondering what the hell had happened to have her emotions take such a drastic change, when her voice rang clear, laced with an edge of fear.
âAste! Ru! Finley is harassing Lucy again at her room⦠I might need help.â
âWeâre coming!â Astennu and I replied immediately, already prepared to run back to the pack house.
Our training had been coming to an end, as the sun had begun to set, and we were barely a few minutes away. The lights of the pack house could easily be seen through the trees.
I had warned him. I had given him a direct order he wasnât to go near his ex-mate. And now my own mate could be caught in the crossfire. If he hurt my nour el-ain⦠I would do more than punch him. I would kill him.
Our squad of trackers behind us were long forgotten as Astennu and I took off at full pelt through the sparse trees, heading in the direction of the pack house. The trackers may have been fast, but we were faster. Two Alphas were all that was needed to deal with one Beta wolf. I was vaguely aware of Tamlynâs voice including us in the mind-link instructing Suzanna to lead the squad back to the training centre.
âWhatâs happening?â Our Gamma kept up behind us, following our scent trail.
âFinley! Thatâs what happened!â Astennu snarled, his anger aimed at our former friend, not Tamlyn.
âThe Alpha is on the way too,â she replied after a few seconds of silence.
Our father was back at the training centre, leading the warriorsâ training with Kate.
âContain Finely. Donât kill him. He will be dealt with properly and face judgement,â our father commanded, already knowing we were out for blood.
âHeâll be dealt with alright. By our teeth!â Baniti was singularly minded about how he wanted to âcontainâ
the situation.
I felt a surge of faint fear flow through me. It had to be from Evie. She would never back down from a confrontation, and she was loyal. She would never turn her back on her friend. If she was scared, it meant only one thing. Finley was about to become physical.
My brother was first to slam through the door, obliterating it to splinters, at the rear of the pack house in the Omega quarters. By some good fortune, Evie and Lucyâs doors were on the nearest hallway and on the ground floor, as though fate knew something we didnât. Bursting through the now-destroyed door, I heard a womanâs faint yelp, Evie, and the sound of a wolf shifting. Rounding the corner, I cut the inside to get ahead of Astennu and surged forward. Evie sat sprawled on the floor, keeping Lucy behind her.
In front, Finleyâs wolf stalked forward.
I leapt clear over the girlsâ heads, pummelling into him, and rolled us down the hall. He was now trapped between my brother and me. Astennu stood protectively over Evie, brushing his chest against her cheek and blocking his escape, with Tamlyn snarling in back-up of us.
In a desperate bid to push past me to get to his only avenue to flee, the window at the end of the hall, he swiped out with his right paw, his claws extended. I ducked my muzzle out of the way and then snapped forward in one fluid motion. My jaws clamped down on the last two digits and tore them clean off. Blood filled my mouth and I swallowed on instinct, the small severed limbs disappearing down my gullet.
âHe ainât getting those back anytime soon,â Baniti snickered. And I would admit, there was a sick sense of self-satisfaction in that.
Finâs roar of pain transformed to a humanâs yell as he shifted back, clutching what remained of his hand which poured with blood. I spun and kicked him square in the chest, sending him sailing towards my twin. Astennu shifted, clamping his arm around Finleyâs neck. The rage was clear on his face. He wanted to kill him and I wanted him to do it.
âStop,â Tamlyn shifted, hearing Finâs gargled gasps. âDonât lower yourself to his level.â
We felt our dadâs aura approach, along with the pounding of several othersâ footsteps. He turned the corner, with three warriors and Beta Kate flanking him.
âAstennu, please!â Kate was about to rush forward for her son, who was quickly going limp and unconscious, only to be stopped by my fatherâs hand on her shoulder.
He gently held her back and approached my brother slowly. âAste⦠release him,â his voice may have been filled with authority, but his tone was a plea.
My brother growled in frustration, the muscle in his forearm flexing, and for a second, I thought he was actually going to do it. He dropped Finâs body with a resounding thud. His heartbeat was weak, but still present. Heâd live.
âGet him to the clinic,â our father pointed to the now unresponsive Fin. âHeâs not to be left alone or unguarded for a second. And make sure heâs cuffed to the bed in silver.â
Kate was about to follow after the three warriors and her son, but our dad once again stopped her, âsend his father. We need to discuss the repercussions of this. Tamlyn, get yourself dressed and meet us in my office. Boys?â He turned to us both. âGet cleaned up, get the full story and meet up too.â
âLucy? Evie?â He crouched in front of the girls where they still sat, coming out of their shock. âYou both ok?â
They nodded, not saying anything. My heart plummeted seeing Evie look so vulnerable. She had probably never seen a full-on wolf brawl before.
âGood,â our father stood back up straight, his gaze settling back on Astennu and me. âDonât keep us waiting too long. And if anyone finds that boyâs missing body parts, please send them to the clinic. He might be able to get them reattached.â
My wolf howled with a sadistic laugh and I narrowly contained my own in my throat. Those fingers were never getting reattached.
With everyone else gone, I wiped the blood from my mouth and chin on the crook of my arm and rushed to Evie along with my brother, while Tamlyn checked Lucy.
âWhat happened?â Astennu softly stroked her cheek.
âShe throat slammed him into the wall, and told him sheâs his f*****g Luna,â Lucy timidly said, a small smile curling on her lips.
âAnd we missed it?â Tamlyn chuckled, standing Lucy upright.
âYou did?â I said proudly, nuzzling into my mate. âAnd here I thought you saved all your rage for me. Iâm a little jealous. You know, you can throat slam me anytime.â
âYou do have a habit of going dumb, so you just might,â she nuzzled me back.
Astennu and I helped her stand, gripping her tightly. Her chest still rose and fell in subtle shallow breaths and her skin trembled.
âIâm fine, I swear,â she answered my invisible concerns. âItâs just the come-down from the adrenaline high, thatâs all. Iâve never faced a wolf like that or seen a real fight.â
I kissed into her neck, as Astennu kissed her temple, comforting her that it was all over. She had stood up to a full-grown Beta wolf male, without the ability to shift herself⦠I was still both terrified and aroused by her bravery.
âLucy, you really ok? He didnât touch you?â My brother asked.
She blushed, looking everywhere and anywhere bar at us. âIâm fine.â
âGuys? Maybe strap your copilots away first? Theyâre flying loose and wild,â Evie pointed to our lower halves and shakily went to her room to grab us a couple of towels.
âOk, so what was fuck-face doing here,â Tamlyn tucked the towel under her arms and secured it, while Astennu and I followed suit.
âI wasnât thinking when I opened my door. I thought it was Evie coming back with dinner,â she sheepishly looked up at my mate. âHe said he wanted me back, that he could change⦠I wasnât convinced⦠he hasnât done anything to prove it,â Lucy wrung her fingers. ââ¦And thatâs when he got a little more insistent.â
âHow delusional could he have been?!â Tamlyn threw her arms in the air. âWhat did he think, that youâd just say âokâ, and thatâs it? Happily f*****g ever after?!â
âHe got what was coming to him⦠say, what did happen to his fingers?â Evie looked about the floor, still with a slight tremor to her voice. âI canât tell you how much I donât want to trip over one later.â
I stood silent as the others searched about the hallway floor, expecting to find that Finleyâs two severed fingers had rolled away from the scene of the fight. This was going to be awkward to explain. Astennu slowly looked my way, the realisation dawning on his features.
âTell me you didnâtâ¦â
âIf he wants his fingers back, heâll have to wait till I s**t them out,â I folded my arms over my chest. It wasnât as though it was intentional.
Lucy and Evieâs gaze bounced between us in scrutiny, before they too registered.
âYou f*****g ate his fingers?!â My mateâs beautiful face gawked, dumbfounded.
âUhh⦠so⦠he wonât be getting them reattached?â Lucy was as good as green. âYou know rotten meat is bad for you.â
âI donât care what happens to him as punishment. I just want to be there when you tell him exactly where his fingers are,â Tamlyn gripped her side in laughter. âI might not be able to see his horror, but Iâll sure as s**t be able to taste it!â
âOn that note,â Astennu sighed, clutching the towel about his waist tighter, and slapped my back. âWe need to go, otherwise dadâs gonna get demanding.â
âAre you two gonna be fine on your own?â I gazed at Evie with concern. Every fibre within me was begging me to stay. My wolf was about ready to cling on to her leg and never leave. âWe can send for a couple of guards, if youâll feel safer.â
âFinleyâs unconscious, in silver handcuffs and is under watch,â Evie raised her brow. âIâm pretty sure the threat is neutralised. Go make sure he isnât about to be let off.â
And reluctantly, we left her.
After the quickest shower possible, back in my room, to remove the blood I was coated in, my brother and I were sat in our fatherâs office. Kate had barely looked up. Her head had remained exclusively buried in her hands as our mother rubbed her back, with the odd sniffle and shaky breath coming from her.
âDid you manage to find the missing digits?â Our dad asked as we lowered into the carved wooden chairs by his desk.
âI will give you every single one of my desserts for a year if you stay quiet,â I mind-linked my twin, trying my best not to side-eye him.
âWeâre not 10 years old, Ru⦠but deal.â
âNope,â was all he revealed and I could see Tamlynâs lip twitch, holding back a snicker. âItâs truly a mystery.â
The room settled into a tense silence after Astennu, Tamlyn and I shared Evie and Lucyâs version of events. The atmosphere grew palpable to hear what my father had decided and, by the looks of him, he had reached a verdict. I knew what verdict I wanted and I could feel what Astennu wanted, too. It radiated off of him in waves.
âPlease, Isaac, please donât execute him,â Kate broke the silence, her voice ladened with anguish.
âThis is all my fault. I encouraged him to go talk to Lucy, to start over⦠I would have loved to have her as a daughter-in-law⦠I never thought he wouldâ¦â she trailed off.
âThis isnât your fault, Kate,â Tamlyn guided herself with her cane over to where the Beta sat. âHeâs a grown man. Heâs responsible for his own actions.â
âHe disobeyed a direct order from his future Alphas,â our dad sucked in a deep breath. âHe threatened my sonsâ mate, heâs repeatedly hurt and now threatened his own mate. I donât feel any lengthy stint in the pack cells will change him. But I wonât execute him either. Once heâs fully healed, heâll be banished from the pack, under pain of death if he returns.â
I noticed Astennuâs fists clench, as did mine. Our father saw too, judging by the subtle glare he threw us to remain quiet. With how he looked at our mother and his twitching features, they were mind-
linking. She quietly led Kate out, who was trying her best not to fall apart.
âDonât even think of starting a tirade,â our dad spoke calmly once the door closed.
âI want his f*****g head!â Astennu surprised all of us by leaping out of his chair and slamming his fists on the desk. âHe could have killed our mate!â
âWhen you sentence a wolf, you donât just sentence one. You sentence their whole family,â our fatherâs composure remained intact, even though I knew he would be taken aback by my brotherâs outburst.
âKate has already lost one son. Would you make her go through that again, while sheâs pregnant? She could lose her pup and be left with nothing. You might want personal revenge, but think what that will cost the innocents around you.â
I had very little valid argument. f**k, I hated reasonable arguments.
My wolf seemed to have little to add either. Actually, he had nothing to add. Now I had noticed, he had gone completely silent. Baniti was focused elsewhere, rigidly fixated on it.
âAste, is Aasim qu-â
âYeah⦠somethingâs going on.â
âWhy donât the two of you go do something productive, burn up all this extra energy,â our dad stood, pushing away from his desk.
Energy?
⦠Wait, he was right. I was starting to feel the faint buzz of vigour that came when the moon was closest and its gravity nearing its apex.
The same understanding must have washed over my brother, because we shared the same thought in rushing to the window. Night had descended and there, glowing brightly and brushing the treetops, a full moon.
Evie had held Finley off of his feet, her skin was still trembling as we left⦠this wasnât an adrenaline high of fending off an attack⦠her body was preparing to shift.
âSheâs coming!â Baniti suddenly cried out for the first time, and by how Astennu flinched, his wolf had said something similar.
âAlphas!â Lucyâs panicked voice shouted out. âEvieâs shifting but I canât move her.â
Evie âNow Iâm his mate? Now?! After everything heâs done,â Lucy shrieked in frustration, screaming into her pillow.
I stroked her back, coaxing her out of her hiding.
Once her door had closed, she had burst into tears and then into a fit of swearing, followed by more tears, bringing us full circle to pillow screaming. She didnât deserve any of this. She deserved a mate who would cherish her, eat all her baking and put up with her f*****g weird taste in music.
âWhy couldnât he have just wanted me from the start?â She lifted her head. Her eyes were rimmed red but her tears had dried up a while ago. âThat mate of yours should have bitten something else off,â a snarl rippled from her.
It looked as though we were circling back around to anger and swearing again.
âI doubt thereâs much to bite in that department,â Evva was still delirious with laughter, to the point I was becoming concerned. âBrings a whole new meaning to the concept of finger food.â
âAre you still trembling?â Lucy asked after blowing her nose and adding to her pile of tissues.
âYeah, I think I was more shaken up than I realised,â I pulled at the collar of Astennuâs shirt I wore. âCan you turn your heating down? Itâs stifling.â
âThe heating isnât on⦠itâs actually kinda cold in here,â she placed her hand on my forehead. âDo you have a headache? Any aches in your joints?â
âYeah?â I just assumed that was the normal reaction after having narrowly escaped a mauling.
âEvie, I think you might shift soo-â
A red-hot jolt shot down my spine. It drove the very breath from my lungs. I wanted to scream from the agony, but I hadnât the air to expend. Another wave, then another, in quick succession, spreading to every inch of my body. I simultaneously felt as though my skin had been set alight and quick-frozen in a block of ice. A screaming sound mixed with a howl ruptured out of my mouth.
My vision was gone. All that remained was a pulsating blackness and a never-ending wash of fiery pain. It wasnât until I felt a pair of strong reassuring arms slip under me that I finally found a pittance of calm. I could hear voices but it was as though they were underwater, garbled and distorted by the rushing sound.
My hands fisted in what felt like frozen ground under my fingers, clawing the dirt and snow. I heard the first of my bones crack and rearrange, and if I thought I was in agony before, it was nothing compared to this torture. An inhumane noise came from my throat, a shuddering roar that echoed through the trees.
Every sound and image now burst through clearly. I was outside, in the forest. Astennu and Badru held me, together, their faces frantic.
âAste, this isnât normal! It shouldnât be this bad.â
âSh-sheâs almost through it. Evie, just hold on, youâre nearly there.â
I had never seen them scared before⦠what was wrong with me?
With a final snap, I felt whole, completeâ¦
The pain finally subsided, but I was still rocked by the experience.
âUgh, Iâm over having a physical form, Iâll just stay in your head,â Evva groaned, her voice sounding sharper, more distinct than my own.
I attempted to stand on my feet. Well, I suppose my paws. My muscles felt new, eager to be broken in.
Looking down at my mates, I was confused by their wide-eyed expressions.
âWhy are you guys staring at me like Iâve grown a bunch of tails?â
âUhhh,â was all the reply I got from Badru.
â¦Wait⦠why was I looking down at them? My brain finally caught up. I should be looking up.
âI feel like Iâm bigger than I should be,â a rippling grumble spread out of my chest. These new sounds would take some getting used to.
âYeahâ¦â I received a more articulate answer from my nugget.
Astennu still gazed at me in disbelief, and I wasnât entirely sure I had heard him right.
ââ¦Youâre a lycanâ¦â