chapter 4: Night

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I was in the park newly renovated, near the house. I loved this park so much, it was beautiful. The grass was short but green. There were a few yellow flowers here and here. The trees were big with a lot of green leaves. There were benches made in wood and a small playground in the middle of this park with a few games as swings, slides and so many things. This place was perfect; it was very popular with the children and young parents because everybody knew this place was safe. Alex was laughing, his eyes glittering with jubilation, as he threw the ball towards me.

"Stop! I'm tired!" I whined sitting on the grass, Alex sat next to me. He put an arm around my waist and put his head on my shoulder. We were breathing hard.

"Do you want an ice cream? My mother gave me money so I can buy one! We could share it!" Alex said looking at me with bright eyes showing his excitement. He was so beautiful when he smiled like that. I could stare at him for days.

I nodded and he ran out of the park to buy an ice cream. I was waiting for him just like he told me to. I played with the grass while I was waiting, staring at Alex while he picked an ice cream, a small smile on my lips as I saw him scrunch his cute little nose. He was in deep thoughts but finally, he picked a chocolate one, our favorite. He crossed the road without looking if there was a car or not. He was looking at me with a smile, he was careful because he didn't want the ice cream to fall.

My eyes widened when I saw an enormous black car. Everything happened so quickly. The car hit Alex making him fly in the air before falling on the hard, grey, and dirty road with a loud noise. I heard the car stop and a young man got out of the car. He looked completely panicked. He called someone with his phone. At this moment, I realized the importance of the situation and I ran as quickly as I could before sitting next to Alex. He didn't move, blood was pouring from everywhere. His eyes were glassy, he was crying. Carefully, I took him in my arms. I was crying too. He tried to speak but blood came out of his mouth.

I stroke his hair gently with shaky hands. His breath was slow and his eyes were now, half closed.

"Don't leave me, please. I can't live without you! We're supposed to be best friends, you can't leave me!" I whispered in his ear so only him could hear. He looked at me, fear and sadness in his eyes, a few tears fell slowly on his white cheeks.

I was covered in blood but I didn't care. His shirt was full of blood and we were in a pool of blood. The smell was horrible and made me want to throw up. My tears were falling on his shirt making the blood lighter. He showed me something with his finger, I looked at it and I saw the ice cream. The dark chocolate was everywhere on the ground next to us. I looked back at him and I saw his eyes, his beautiful eyes.

"I'm...I'm sorry for the...The ice cream..." He whispered vomiting more blood on me. I hugged him and pulled him closer to me. His usual tan skin was now white as dead. His skin was cold as death but he was alive. Why was nobody helping him? Was it because of me? Of course it was he wouldn't be here if he didn't buy this stupid ice cream. He wanted to share it with me and now he was hurt, because of me. I cried harder but Alex put a hand on my cheek gently. His eyes were close and he had trouble breathing, he was dying and nobody was helping him...

"I...I'm sorry...I..." He coughed, dark red blood dripping from his mouth making a contrast with the white of his skin. "I.. I promise you...I will always be here for you...Always...Even...Even if you can't see me.. I... I love you..." He whispered, coughing more blood.

"You're not going to die. You can't die. I...I will kill myself if you die... You can't leave me like that. You can't!" I said in a shaking voice, I couldn't stop crying. I was desperate.

Suddenly, I was pushed away. A young man took Alex in his strong arms. He was a paramedic. I cried and tried to join him but a woman, a neighbor, held me. She was crying too.

"You can't let him die, please!! Just...Please... I will do everything you want but he needs to live..." I screamed as loud as I could, sobbing louder.

I saw my mother; she ran toward me and took me in her arms. She carried me and put me in the car before driving to the hospital...

I opened my eyes breathing heavily. I wiped my eyes, I had been crying. My body was drenched in sweat. I looked at the alarm clock and saw its only 3a.m.

"Why did I dream about that? It happened six years ago. I shouldn't have said that to Sam. These memories should have been burnt, it hurts so much." I took my IPhone quickly and called Alex. I needed to hear his voice. I needed to know that everything was okay.

"Mmhh...Are you okay babe? It's 3a.m..." He mumbled. From the sound of his voice, I woke him up.

I sighed in relief. It was just a bad memory, Alex was ok now. I put my back against the cold wall as I closed my eyes, trying to calm down.

"I... I just had a bad dream; it's good to hear your voice..." I whispered as a lonely tear ran down my cheek, I wiped it quickly, wanting to forget this moment forever.

"Are... Are you crying?" He asked in a worried tone. I opened my eyes and breathed slowly. I shouldn't have called him, he was worried about me now, and I didn't want that.

"That's ok... I just had a bad dream... I promise you I'm ok. You should go back to sleep and I will see you tomorrow, alright?" I told him quickly biting my lip in anxiety. I looked carefully around me; the small light next to the bed wasn't enough. There wereshadows, itscared me.

"Do you want me to come? You know I can be here in ten minutes. We could sleep together, I mean in the same bed, and go to school in the morning. I'll take my bag and I'm coming ok?"

He hung up before I could answer him. I took my IPad to listen some music. (Music here ~~~~>

He's still alone in the darkness

And the ways back home are endless

'Cause his life is out of fire

That's his one desire

That's his one desire

One desire

He's still alone in the darkness

And the ways back home are endless

'Cause his life is out of fire

That's his one desire

Comes a fairy close to his face

And gives him three, wishes for his helpless night

Situation gone at least back home

All the fairy wants is war

One desire

He's still alone in the darkness

And the ways back home are endless

'Cause his life is out of fire

That's his one desire

One desire

that's his one desire

He's still alone in the darkness

And the ways back home are endless

'Cause his life is out of fire

That's his one desire

The power of these lyrics, the truth... I closed my eyes, trying to stop myself from doing something stupid. Alex would be here soon, everything would be ok. I would be ok. It was hard to keep a happy face when you knew something was wrong with you... I always smiled, laughed and dressed with colorful clothes but I didn't mean all of them... I'm broken. The only reason I was still here was for Alex and my mother but they didn't know that. They couldn't learn the truth, not all of it, not when I was still alive. I was so deep in my thoughts that I didn't even hear the door of my room when Alex entered without making any noises.

"Stop listening that song. Don't do anything stupid, I'm here now. Stop that, please. It's been a while since you listened to that song, why now?" Alex asked me in a worried tone while he took me in his arms, pulling me in a strong hug and kissing my temple gently. I didn't even hear him coming.

"I... I had a nightmare... You were dying... It... It wasn't a really nightmare, it was a memory... It was the car accident; you almost died this day..." I whispered as a sob escaped my mouth. I hugged him back with all my strength.

"That's ok babe. It was just an accident, and it wasn't your fault. And I'm here now! It's alright. I thought the nightmares stopped months ago? Why did they come back?" Alex asked me raising an eyebrow while he was stroking my back gently.

"A man came yesterday...  Sam Winchester... He... He asked me a lot of questions about my life, about you... I... I feel like something bad going to happen but I don't know what..." I murmured, whispering the last part as another tear ran down my cheek.

"I promise you everything will be ok... We will be ok... Don't listen what they say, some people don't like our relationship... They will try to make you believe things but don't let them, nothing is true. I'll always be here for you as I promised you years ago." Alex whispered in my ear, kissing my tears away.

"Thank you... For being here I mean." I sighed snuggling closer to him before falling asleep peacefully in Alex's arms....