CH 7
Silent Kohinata-San Headbutts My Chest for Some Reason
During lunch break that day, an event that I had assumed but did not want to have happen happened.
âUm, â¦â¦ Sugino-kun, I just need a minute of your time.â
Just like yesterday, Saejima came out of the door.
What was different was her attitude and facial expression.
I could feel that Saejima was sorry. By the way, Kohinata was pecking at the lunch box she brought with her while being adored by her classmates.
ââ¦â¦ Haa.â
Not that I forgave Saejima, but that was a misunderstanding to begin with. I donât doubt her desire to protect Kohinata.
I honestly didnât feel like talking to her, but I felt bad about ignoring her.
So, I gave Keiichi the heads-up and asked him to take care of it. I was busy with my onigiri (rice ball).
âSaejima, what do you want with Tomoki?
âKa, Karakusa-kun! Why are you here?!â
âBecause this is my seat. I mean, I was here yesterday too.â
âOh, thatâs right,â¦â¦, I didnât notice because I had my back against the wall â so I want to apologize to Sugino-kun for what I said yesterday,â¦â¦.â
Saejima asks Keiichi with a raised eyebrow, âIs it no good?â
Since they are in different classes, it wouldnât have been a problem to leave them alone, but they are so disciplined. Itâs probably because of that sense of justice that she acted the way she did.
I kept her out of my sight as much as possible and looked down at the screen of my phone before chewing the rice. Todayâs ingredient is plum. Itâs sour.
âTomoki, can I talk to you briefly?â
I nodded, keeping my eyes on my phone. I feel like a little sunburned.
âSaejima, Tomoki doesnât like girls.â
I almost blurted out rice. I know he said he was going to talk lightly, but he was going to be too brief about a lot of things.
âWell, Iâve heard a few rumors about that. â¦â¦ I knew Sugino-kun likes boysââ
âNot! Donât get me wrong, Saejima! Itâs going to be another weird rumor!â
I couldnât help but interject. The leap of the story is amazing. Why does âhating girls = liking boysâ? Is your head in a flower garden?
I mean, what do you mean by âI knew itâ? What? Is there already such a rumor?
âI-Iâm sorry! I misunderstood something again.â
Saejima put her hand over her mouth and moved her eyes impatiently.
I could have asked Keiichi to explain, but I had a feeling that the conversation was going to take a strange turn, so I had no choice but to join in the conversation.
Keiichi, donât tell me you didnât anticipate this and invite me to make a mistake like that. â¦â¦? This guy could do it.
It took me and Keiichi five minutes to explain the situation to Saejima.
âSo, I have a physical ailment when girls talk to me vigorously. It might be similar to a fear of heights or something like that. Thatâs why I donât like Saejima who talks a lot. I threw up a lot yesterday, and to be honest, Iâm still a little uncomfortable.â
Saejima, perhaps feeling the pain of being called âbad at itâ to her face, raises her eyebrows with a face as if she were about to cry. She rubbed her eyes with the sleeve of her uniform and then opened her mouth.
âSo youâre saying that Sugino-kun tried to talk to Asuka in order to move on, but I got in the way, and in turn, rekindled the trauma. â¦â¦?â
âThatâs exactly right.â
keiichi says directly
I could sense a little bit of a thorn in his tone, so I guess he was a little angry with her.
Saejima looks even more depressed, so I decide to give Saejima a little help. I canât watch this.
âSo, this is not only Saejimaâs problem, this is my problem too. Itâs also true that we had a confrontation in elementary school that became a rumor. â¦â¦ Iâd appreciate it if youâd leave me out of it, since I donât need to worry about yesterdayâs incident. No need to go out of your way to tangle with someone youâre not compatible with, right? Dogs and monkeys are happier living in separate places.â
I said to her, comparing usto a dog and a monkey, but Saejima didnât say a word.
Keiichi also looked somewhat bitter. I think weâve come to an agreement, but I wonder if it wasnât a good result for him.
âThereâs no more time to eat. Go home go homeâ
I gesture to Saejima as if to shake her off. She put her hand on the door and muttered a small âIâm sorryâ before walking out of the classroom.
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âI have a guilty conscience too, you know.â
While playing video games in the apartment, I repent to Keiichi, who is standing next to me. The topic of discussion was the conversation with Saejima during lunch break.
âIf youâre going to feel guilty, you shouldnât have been so cold,â
âColdness is just fine. I donât want to get involved.â
âI understand how you feel, but what would you do if you went out in the world and your boss was someone you didnât like?â
âIâll just get over it â¦â¦â¦â¦.â
âThatâs a very unrealistic answer.â
I work on my days off at a coffee shop about 15 minutes away by bicycle.
I work as a waiter in the hall and have no problems. There are not many customers, and even on weekends, when I hope to attract more customers, there is only one staff member in the hall. My main jobs are cleaning and talking to the manager.
This is fine for now, but I know I will have to improve it someday.
I also know that I canât keep this disadvantage forever.
That is why I approached Kohinata that day and obeyed Saejimaâs call.
While I was staring at the large âGAME OVERâ message on the TV screen, Keiichi called out to me, âHey, you know what?â His gaze remained fixed on the screen.
âHey, why donât you let me take care of it? I wonât make things worse.â
âWhat is it? Youâre going to guard me like Saejima?â
âWell, well, thatâs just for fun.â
ââ¦â¦, youâre not thinking of anything strange, are you?â
âIâm always thinking of Tomoki first!â
âItâs statements like that that give people the wrong impression about you! Youâre a standout, so plan what youâre going to say!â
Iâm getting goosebumps even though Iâm not even facing the girls.
What in the world is this guy trying to do â¦â¦?