Chapter 14

Noah’s  P.O.V

I woke up in the morning to the sound my phone ringing. Who the hell is calling me right now? I checked my caller id, off course it was Cassie. “Hello.” I mumbled sleepy. If she thinks I was asleep she won’t talk much. Cassie can talk for hours alone without doubt. It was quiet irritating.

“Hey baby, did I wake you up?” she asked.

“Yeah. Why did you call?” I asked. I had spoken to her last night. She had insisted on driving to school with me and Rebecca and I had agreed. Everything was decided then what does she want?

She giggled. I frowned here it goes. “You will pick me up in an hour then we will go to Rebecca’s. From her place we will go directly to school. Am I right so far?” she asked.

“Yes.” I said. We had been through this twice, is it so hard to remember? We have been going out for 3 days and she is already getting to me.

“Ok baby.  See you in an hour. Is it necessary to pick up Rebecca? I mean she can come on her own.” Cassie said in an irritable tone.

I groaned. What the fuck is her problem? “Cassie we have been through this. If you want you can come on your own. I will ditch Rebecca for you. Am I clear?” I said sternly.

“Whatever.” She mumbled and hung up. Rebecca is one of nicest people I know. God knows why Cassie doesn’t like her. Most of the people think Cassie is a bitch and a slut even though she is new in school. She has a bad attitude, I agree.

I got up from my bed and walked to the bathroom. I got showered quickly and threw on the first clothes I saw in my closet. I stuffed my bag and went downstairs. The house was quiet as usual and I was alone walking around like a zombie. My dad is never home, he calls twice a week that’s it. I have been living like this since I was 14 but I still hate it. I felt so lonely and depressed in my house. I usually try to stay out of the house as much as possible.

I grabbed a bowl, cereal and milk and sat on the counter. I didn’t like it here, I liked Rebecca’s house. It was so homey and comfortable. Her parents always treated me so well. I wish my parents would be like this. I don’t know what I would have done without Rebecca in my life. I don’t why but I need her. I love spending time with her. She is amazing; I wish I could be half as nice as she is.

I left my house a little early because I had to pick up Cassie. She has a car, why can’t she come on her own? Rebecca will not talk to me much in front of her. She is very shy. I pulled outside Cassie’s house and called her so, she would come downstairs. After a few minutes, she came and stepped in the car. She looked hot but not beautiful. Rebecca is beautiful. Why am I comparing them? I should stop it.

We sat in awkward silence. “I am sorry about this morning. I shouldn’t have snapped at you like that.” I said keeping my eyes on the road.

“It’s ok. I just….forget it.” She said and took hold of my hand interlacing our fingers. I just smiled at her and looked away.

I and Cassie didn’t speak the whole way to Rebecca’s house. It was an uncomfortable silence. I pulled up at Rebecca’s house and stepped out of the car relieved. I saw Cassie following closely behind. I opened the door and walked into the kitchen where I knew they all would be. I looked around but Rebecca was nowhere to be found. Am I early? I looked at my watch, I am on time. Is she still unwell?

“Hey Brian, Amanda.” I greeted Rebecca’s parents. They smiled at me and looked behind. What are they looking at? Oh crap! Cassie. I tugged her a little forward to my side. “Cassie this is Brian and Amanda and guys this is Cassie my girlfriend.” I said.

They both gasped in shock and stared at us for a few seconds. “Hello, it’s nice to meet you.” Amanda said. Rebecca was like her mother in some ways. Thoughtful, caring, good cook and way too nice. Looks wise she was more like her dad.

I heard footsteps and turned around to see Rebecca running down the stairs. She was coming down quickly; she lost her balance but regained control very soon. “Hey, easy there.” I said when she was near enough to hear. She just smiled at me.

She was wearing a black fitting skirt and a blue tank top. Damn, she looked beautiful. The skirt was showing of her long legs and the top was clinging to her body making her look amazing. I raked my eyes over her body slowly taking everything in. I looked up at her beautiful face; she bit her lower bit and smiled a little. That did it, I got a hard on. I quickly covered it with my hand. She always did this to me.

I moved to her and wrapped my arms around her pulling her for a hug. God, I missed her yesterday. She fitted me so perfectly. She buried her head in the crook of my neck and breathed me in. I don’t know why but she always did it. She pulled away and I reluctantly let go of her. She looked behind me and her smile faded slightly but she changed her expression immediately. “Wow, you look beautiful.” I said trying to cheer her up a little.

But she did look beautiful no doubt. Many guys at school lusted after her but she never noticed them. I was the only one who she let be this close to her. I felt special that she trusted me so much. I looked away from her face reluctantly. Rebecca went into the kitchen and came out with a chocolate bar and a juice box.

She looked a little sad today. Like when she saw Cassie, her mood changed. Something was bothering her I could tell that, I knew her well. She wanted to tell me something the other day but, she came home. I should ask her about it today. Cassie and I don’t have all classes together which is good so, I can spend time with Rebecca.

Rebecca’s P.O.V

I, Noah and Cassie made our way out of my house. It was my fault, I was late today. Till the last minute I was deciding whether to go to school or not. I made my way to the car with Noah and Cassie walking in front of me holding hands. I felt so jealous but I had no right to. Cassie sat in the front and slammed the door shut. Noah opened the back door for me like he always did and I smiled at him. He closed the door and ran to his side.

Noah started the car and pulled out on the street. I removed my I-pod from the bag which I packed earlier so, I didn’t have to talk to Noah. Plugged my headphones and started listening to songs while eating my chocolate bar. Noah looked at me in the mirror and smiled sweetly. I smiled back and looked away from his beautiful face. Cassie took Noah’s hand and intertwined their fingers.

I felt sick and wanted to get away from both of them. As soon as we reached the school and Noah parked his car, I grabbed my bag and jumped out. I wanted to be away from them. I have no interest in their PDA’s. I looked behind me just once and felt a bile rise in my throat. Cassie pushed Noah against his car and kissed him.

I gulped and started walking as quickly as possible. I am not going to cry for him anymore but I wanted to. I reached my locker and removed my books, stuffing them into my bag roughly. I slammed my locker door loudly and walked to my first class. Noah is my partner in this class, just great. That is the last thing I need.

I sighed and made my way to my regular seat. I pulled out my books when I heard gasps. I wish I hadn’t but I looked at the door to see Cassie kissing Noah again. He pulled out of the kiss and was about to step in when she stopped him and pulled him towards her. She was running her hands over his body trying to be sexy. I just wanted to throw up. I looked away and shook my head trying to block out all the thoughts.

I love him so much and what do I get? I see him running his tongue down some girl’s throat. Well, in this case she is his girlfriend but still. I was gripping the pencil in my hand so tightly that it split into two. I was so angry, I wanted to rip Cassie’s head off and kiss Noah in front of everyone to let them know he was mine. “Hey, you okay?” Noah said taking a seat beside me.

I didn’t even realize when he came. “Yeah. Why wouldn’t I be?” I asked looking away from him. I couldn’t even stay mad at this boy.

“You sure? Why did you just walk away from the parking? We always go together. Why didn’t you wait?’ He asked.

“Um just like that. You were with Cassie so.” I said trailing off, still looking down and not at him. He was staring at me. I could feel his eyes on me.

He is still staring at me. Stop staring Noah. You know I don’t like it. I looked at him from the corner of my eye. He was not staring at me anymore like; he knew I wanted him to stop. Noah was about to say something when the teacher entered the class. Thank God! The class passed incredibly slowly. I walked out of the class when Noah started to walk with me.

He will never leave me alone. He took my hand and we started walking to the next class in silence. It was a comfortable silence. We understood each other well so; there was no need to fill this silence with unnecessary words. I was walking quietly looking at the floor with Noah beside me.

“You wanted to tell me something the other day. What was it?” He asked looking at me curiously raising his eyebrows.

I wanted to tell him that I love him. Now what will I say? “I don’t remember.”It was nothing important.” I said shrugging. It was not important anyway now. It would have been better if I would have never realized about my feelings for him.

He stopped me and made me turn to him. I was still looking down trying to avoid any contact with him. I knew I would melt at the sight of his face. He put a finger under my chin making me look at him.  “Something is bothering you. I can tell. What is it?” He asked looking into my eyes.

Noah was the only person I didn’t want to tell this to. “Nothing. I am not feeling well.” I said looking into his eyes and trying to keep my tone normal.

A look of hurt and disappointment crossed his face. “You still don’t trust me. You are hiding something.” He said and sighed.

He looked so sad and disappointed. I just wanted to wrap my arms around him and tell him that I love him. I controlled myself and looked straight into his eyes. “I trust you with my life Noah. I am not hiding anything from you.” I said.

Noah looked into my eyes for the longest time. He was trying to decide if I was lying. Then he looked away and smiled at me tugging me along with him for our next class. I wish nothing would have changed and we could be this way forever. I had never been in love before so, I didn’t know how am I suppose to move on? I am not even sure whether I will be able to forget him at all.

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