chapter 53

Anshika tried to look into Ruhan's eyes. However, Ruhan wouldn't give in. He tried to shift his gaze."Listen to me Ruhan." Anshika said holding is hand."Tell me what's wrong. Did Avinash say something?""It's nothing. Whatever he said was correct.""Tell me. What did he say?""Just leave it......""Ruhan...... just look at me...... don't you think I'm worthy of knowing what he said? I know he said something which involves both of us. So please say. You know right that after so much we are together...... so please don't hide it from me....... we have to face it together. It's not that I don't trust you..... but just give it a thought. I know that you're craving for your alone space now so I'll leave you here for a while." Anshika got up to leave when Ruhan caught her hand from behind."Yes..... it's about Avinash and about us."Anshika turned towards him and smiled."What did he say?""You know what? Every word he said was correct and I can't deny the fact.""What did he say to you?""I left you like a trash.""What?" Anshika said as a part of her triggered to the incident of their breakup.She kept quiet as she had nothing to object. Ruhan had indeed humiliated her a lot. However, she knew that she had forgiven him."I feel so terrible as a human.""Ruhan...... you realised this some time ago right? We have talked about this and things were sorted. Yes I know and we all know that you did wrong but the most important thing is you realise what you've done and you're ready to rectify your mistakes. For me that matters the most.""Ever since he has pointed this to me...... I feel extremely bad of myself. You know what he said...... I came to you since I was jealous of the thought of you being with Avinash.""So?" Anshika said with a sudden shudder."So what?""So tell me about your opinion on this." Anshika said as she left his hand.Ruhan saw her leaving his hand which made both of them uncomfortable.Ruhan held Anshika's hand once again."I need to introspect a bit.""So that means Avinash was right? You're not sure of your own feelings?" Anshika said as she smirked and got up."No..... I very well know that I love you.""But I don't see that in your face. All this while I was again giving into it all...... just like the previous time. Now you say that you're not sure?" Anshika said trying to control her tears."What was all that all about? You know how much I love you and in spite all of that you played a fling with me...... are you serious at this point?""No...... you're getting me all wrong. I just said that I need some time to introspect.""About what?""Anshika..... just please..... I don't want to quarrel with you right now. I just need some time. I'll talk to you after a while.""Of course."Anshika stormed out of the room and slammed the door. She leaned onto the door and let her tears flow. She couldn't digest the fact that after all the while Ruhan was not sure of what he felt.