35: Ghar

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AALIYANA'S POV:

I opened my eyes, my vision was blurry. My head hurts. I rubbed my eyes and opened them. The surroundings weren't the same, it hit me what had happened, and I could feel the tears in my eyes. Why wasn't it a dream? Why is it the reality?

The reality, I just don't want to face it.

I tried to move but felt a sharp pain in my feet, I glanced at it, it was band-aid, and I realized when it happened. I placed my head back on the headrest of the bed and closed my eyes, letting all the tears flow. I wish these tears could wash away all the sorrows. I wish it would be a dream, but it's the reality. My heart, it hurts.

Why, why?

Maybe this is it, or this is how it was meant to be. Zaviyaar never trusted me. I believed it was destiny, but now I don't think it is destiny because if it was then this is not how it would meant to be. Zaviyaar, why didn't you let me speak? Why didn't you trust me? Zaviyaar please come for once. At this point I still want him to come and fix everything, maybe he'll never come.

Please.

Just come for once.

My thoughts were broken with the clicking sound of the door opening. I opened my eyes, only to see him standing in front of me. Did he come? Is he for real? Am I hallucinating?

Zaviyaar.

He's here.

It reminded me of what happened. It made me cry even more. I again closed my eyes. Why is he here? To again remind me that I was a cheater? To tell me that I'm not worth trusting? All these thoughts made me cry more. It was breaking my heart. But again my heart wanted to hug him tight and never leave his embrace, just because I love-- no, no I don't then why do I want him to come and assure me that he'll never leave, that he'll trust me?  Or it's just in my head. Does Zaviyaar love me or is it just a mere attraction?

"Aaliyana," he called

ZAVIYAAR'S POV:

I sat in the car and rushed towards my-in-laws house. It was a mere 15 minutes away but it felt like an eternity, what had I done? I let my anger empower me which was completely wrong. I broke her, my sweetheart.

Zaviyaar, you idiot, my mind mocked me.

I don't even know what will I say to her, how will I face her? Will she even talk to me? It hurts what I've done. All I know is that I need to fix everything, and I need to bring Aaliyana back.

ALMOST AT THE HOUSE:

I stopped the car, building all the guts just to face her. My heart pounded in my chest. I got out of the car and went in. I entered the hall, Daniyal, Ahmed, Mama were all there. I could feel the tension in the air.

"Zaviyaar, Aaliyana ko kya howa hai," Mama asked, her voice filled with concern. I was ashamed of myself. I felt disgusted.

(Zaviyaar, what has happened to Aaliyana?)

"Zaviyaar, dekho human nhi pata kya howa lakn jo bhi howa theek karo koike main Aaliyana ko rote howe nhi dekh sakta, aur ager tumne kuch kiya hai toh," Mama didn't let Ahmed complete.

(Zaviyaar, we don't know what happened but whatever has happened fix it because I can't see Aaliyana crying, and if you have done something then)

"Where is Aaliyana?" that's all I could ask.

Mama told me that she was in her room, sleeping. I asked if I could go there, and she permitted me. I made it to the room. I stood there, looking at the door blankly, not having the courage to enter. I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned only to see Ahmed.

"Zaviyaar, I know you will never hurt her, and she needs you. All I want is happiness for my sister and she is happy with you," Ahmed said

I nodded, and he left. All I knew was I needed to fix everything, needed to mend what was broken.

I entered the room, and she was there, lying on the bed, with tears flowing from her eyes. She opened her eyes and saw me and again closed her eyes. I moved towards her and called her.

"Aaliyana,"

She opened her eyes, but her tears never stopped. She passed a broken smile, indicating for me to speak. I sat on my knees near her bed. But the words were stuck in my throat. I was unable to speak.

"Zaviyaar, why are you here? To remind me that I'm a cheater, that I'm not worth trusting, that I'm not loyal to you," she said with a raspy voice, tears flowing down her cheeks. It was breaking my heart. Just please stop crying.

"Aaliyana," I said

"Zaviyaar, ghar wapis chale jao," she said, closing her eyes.

(go back home Zaviyaar)

"Aus jagga ko ghr khe rhi ho jahn ap nhi ho, mera ghar wahn hai jhn ap ho, mera ghr ap ho Aaliyana," I said, tears in my eyes.

(calling the place a home where you don't live, my home is where you are, you are my home Aaliyana)

She looked at me but said nothing.

"Aaliyana mujhe maaf kardo," I sought for forgiveness

(forgive me Aaliyana)

There was this awkward silence between us.

"Zaviyaar you don't even trust me, how can I go back with you? You can go back home," she said.

"Apne ghr ko chor ke kese ja sakta hu," I said, guilt washing over me.

(How can I leave my home?)

"Aaliyana, janta hu bohut bari galt ki hai maine and I don't even deserve your forgiveness, but please just for once forgive me, please," I said, controlling the tears because I couldn't see her crying.

(Aaliyana, I know I have made a big mistake)

"Ager main maaf kardo gi toh kya chale jao gaye?" she questioned

(If I forgive you would you leave)

"ager ap kaho gi toh haan," I said, knowing very well how hard it would be to leave her here, but if she wants it, then I'll leave.

(if you want then, yes)

"It's okay Zaviyaar," she said, forgiving me.

I got up, all ready to leave. I took a step with a heavy heart but felt a grip on my hand. I turned only to see Aaliyana shaking her head and crying. She hugged me tightly, making my shirt wet, which I least cared about.

"Apne ghar ko chor kar jarhe ho," she said, making me realize that she never wanted me to leave. She wanted me to stay.

(you are leaving your home behind)

"Zaviyaar," she called me while crying.

"Kahin nhi jarha main, just stop crying," I said, making her calm.

(I'm not going anywhere, just stop crying)

I gave her water to drink, she drank looking at me as if I'd disappear any second. She was broken and I was broken seeing her like this.

"Zaviyaar, mujhe chor ke mat jana," she said

(Zaviyaar, just don't leave me)

I wiped her tears and nodded. She needed rest, she was exhausted.

AUTHORS POV:

Zaviyaar realized his mistake, realized he should have trusted Aaliyana, and listened to her once. Aaliyana wasn't expecting Zaviyaar to come to take her back, she was heartbroken but when he came, she could see the guilt and tears in his eyes, she wanted to go back because she knew she couldn't live without her Zaviyaar and knew Zaviyaar wouldn't repeat the same mistake, and maybe this would make their relationship more strong. Aaliyana wanted to live in his embrace forever, knowing he wouldn't hurt her.

And not knowing Zaviyaar made a promise to himself, that if Aaliyana cried because of him again that would be his last day. Zaviyaar hated himself for not trusting her, for believing a random person and Azlaan was still looking for that person. Soon Zaviyaar took Aaliyana back home, no one was home and it was only them, Aaliyana slept on the way, so he carried her to the room.

It was almost night so he didn't try waking her up because he knew she was exhausted. He too lay down, the moment Aaliyana felt him in the bed she snuggled into him. Zaviyaar felt peace, he was there with his home, and he never wanted to leave her side, never wanted to leave his home. Zaviyaar kissed the crown of her head.

"I'm sorry Liyana," he said.

Zaviyaar was about to sleep when his phone rang announcing the call of Azlaan. He picked it knowing it would be an important call.

"We have found the culprit," Azlaan said on the other side of the phone.

"Who's it?" Zaviyaar questioned.

Azlaan took the name of the man who was behind it. Zaviyaar already had an idea but he wasn't sure about it, now he's confident about it. Zaviyaar is impatient to have a "talk" with him.

"Where's he?" Zaviyaar questioned.

"The old basement," Azlaan answered.

Zaviyaar smirked evilly, knowing well what he was going to do with him, just because he deserved this. Zaviyaar and Azlaan, his partner in crime, discussed the plan that they are about to execute. The plan that they weren't able to execute last time.

"Zaviyaar, are you sure about it?" Azlaan asked, sounding all worried.

Zaviyaar didn't answer Azlaan about that because he knew he was ready to KILL the guy who had made him hurt Aaliyaana, who had hurt Aaliyana.

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Note:

I'm really sorry for making you guys wait but guess what from on now I'll update after max 3-4 days. And next chapter will contain all the torture and killing stuff get ready for that, plus you follow me on Instagram __bibliobazaar_ you can also follow Zaviyaar and Aaliyana on Instagram, their IDs are mentioned on my Instagram account under the highlight named accounts.

Ignore if you find any mistake as English isn't my first language.

Lots of love,

Zaar <3