Chapter 30
love is a pastime
dirty gold
I think I write too much
poetry nowadays
about pretty much everything;
about the blue sky, the setting sun
and fields of golden wheat
about love, lust, regret
and the hummingbird you
locked in my chest.
the hummingbird no longer hums
i think its in there
somewhere
dead
and my poetry comes out
bland and monotone
like moss in the desert
all dry and flaky
and prone to wilting away
i looked up the symptoms
of being dead
but i don't have any of those
i can feel my pulse
and my skin is still warm
but my nerves are as silent
as usual
although your blaze no longer
trails my skies
i can still feel you here
if only hot summer nights
lasted a lifetime
and the conch shells carried
the songs we wrote for each other
now the rains have come
and love is a pastime