CH 21
My Girlfriend Who Is Older Than Me Teases Me When I'm Working At A Bar, But Maybe Because Of Alcohol, Her Face Turns Bright Red Very Quickly.
(Wait, a lot of people are gathering around me⦠could it be that Iâm being treated as a suspicious person?)
I was waiting for Toma-kunâs arrival in front of the main gate, playing with my smartphone, and feeling anxious about that.
For some reason, students from South Public University are gathering near the gate.
And as the students pass through the gate to return home, I feel like theyâre staring at my faceâ¦
(Ugh⦠I canât calm down⦠I want to run awayâ¦)
But I canât just run away from here just because Iâm feeling anxiousâ¦
I made a promise with Toma-kun today to go home togetherâ¦
If I canât fulfill this promise, Iâm willing to buy three⦠no, five of those bitter black coffees⦠Thatâs how determined I am to be here.
(Anyway, letâs confirm what happened today⦠The first mission of going home together seems to be cleared, so next isâ¦)
I have âthat strategyâ that I discussed with Nanami written in the memo section of my smartphone. Itâs best to spend the waiting time reviewing it until Toma-kun arrives.
According to Nanami, if I can execute this well, Toma-kun will start to notice meâ¦
So I have to be perfect. I absolutely want to make it happen to achieve my goalâ¦
âYeah, I have to do my bestâ¦â
Thatâs when I pumped myself up.
I heard footsteps running towards me. âTap-tap-tap.â I turned around in response to the sound.
ââ¦Ah!â
Finally, the person I wanted to see had arrived.
âI-Iâm sorry, Sasaki-san. Did I keep you waiting?â
âItâs⦠itâs fine.â
My heart pounded in my chest, and my breath caught in my throat. My hands trembled with nervousness. I looked away, trying to maintain my composure, thinking it would take me some time to recover if I met Toma-kunâs eyes right now. Then, at that momentâ¦
âHuhâ¦? T-the Nursingâs Angelâ¦â
âMeeting a guy!?â
âNo wayâ¦â
âPlus, one of our studentsâ¦â
âIs that her boyfriendâ¦?â
ââ¦Maybe?â
âThatâs big newsâ¦â
At this point, I heard some of the nearby South Public University students talking about me. âWhat?!,â I thought to myself.
(Toma-kun is my⦠my⦠boyfriend?)
I feel so embarrassed that my face is on fire. I canât even face Toma-kun right now.
I instinctively lower my head.
ââ¦â¦Huh?â
For some reason, Toma-kun let out a dumbfounded voice.
ââ¦â¦â
ââ¦â¦Ah. Letâs just leave from here for now⦠because weâre getting a lot of attention.â
Nod
I agree with Toma-kunâs opinion and nod. I wanted to speak up, but I was worried that my emotions would make my voice tremble.
âHey, Toma-kun.â
âYes, what is it?â
âWhy were the students gathering near the main gate earlier? Did they see me as a suspicious person?â
After some time had passed, I regained my composure a little and asked Toma-kun why the Nanda students had gathered there.
âWhat, a suspicious personâ¦? Sasaki-san?â
âYes, thatâs right. They were whispering and talking secretly, so I thought they might call the policeâ¦â
âSasaki-san, thatâs a misunderstanding.â
âA misunderstanding?â
âI donât mean to say this in front of the person herself, but Sasaki-san , you are known as the âNursingâs Angel,â rightâ¦?â
ââ¦.!!â
When I heard that word for the first time from Toma-kunâs mouth, I covered my mouth with my hand and widened my eyes. I never thought that Toma-kun knew about that embarrassing nickname.
âI just found out about it myself⦠When I was talking to you at the main gate, I heard the voice of another student saying itâ¦â
âI see⦠Even if they saw me, thereâs nothing interesting about it, rightâ¦? Wait, Toma-kunâ¦â
I understand why they were gathered in front of the main gate, but itâs not really satisfying. Thereâs one more thing that bothers me. No, this is a complaint.
I call out to Toma with a voice that accuses him. I put my hands on my hips and squint my eyes, expressing my full dissatisfaction.
âUm, yesâ¦?â
ââ¦Private mattersâ¦â
Toma-kun, who is sharp in situations like this, should understand what I mean just by saying that. I think itâs wrong to force it. I also think I should leave it up to Tomaâs pace.
(Butâ¦I want to be called by my name as much as possible by the person I likeâ¦)
I know Iâm being spoiled. But Iâll take advantage of it because Toma doesnât get angry even if I am.
âOh, right, Mio-sanâ¦â
âT-tthatâsâ¦betterâ¦.â
(I wish he wouldnât call me with that kind of smileâ¦)
I turn my face awkwardly away from Toma-kunâs friendly gaze and immediately hide my profile by playing with my long hair.
I canât let Toma-kun see my face like this to maintain my seniority. Iâm not a shy three-year-old who feels⦠embarrassed just by being called by my nameâ¦
âWhat, whatâs wrong?â
âN-nothingâ¦â
Itâs nice to be called by name, but itâs embarrassing to just be called. Itâs really inconvenientâ¦
But Iâll get used to it eventually⦠Thatâs why I need to be called by name a lot.
And today, I canât just keep getting done in by Toma-kun⦠Today is my turn to defeat Toma-kunâ¦
âU-um, Toma-kun⦠Are you free after thisâ¦?â
âFree time? I donât have work today, so yes.â
ââ¦I-Iâm also free at that time.â
âI see.â
âUm⦠Iâm free too, butâ¦â
ââ¦â
ââ¦â
A long silence ensues, and I feel like burying my head in a hole right awayâ¦
If only I had the courage to invite him, but I donâtâ¦
(B-because if I make this invitation⦠itâs like saying, letâs go on a dateâ¦)
I know that this silence is because of my persistent pursuit. Even so, in order to spend time with Toma-kunâ¦
âIf itâs okay with you, would you like to stop somewhereâ¦?â
âNod!â
I nod vigorously at Toma-kunâs invitation.
(Yes!)
Iâm so happy that my face relaxes and my body feels light enough to skip at any moment.
âBut, do you have any place you want to go?â
âWell, today is my shopping day. So, I want you to come with me.â
âI understand. From here, I think TRIYL, which is open 24 hours, would be goodâ¦what do you think?â
âItâs fineâ¦â
âShall we go then?â
âYesâ¦â
And so, we walked together to TRIYL.
Even during that time, Toma-kun seemed quite at easeâ¦
(Get ready, Toma-kun. Iâll definitely turn this situation around for youâ¦)