King of Always: Chapter 8
King of Always: A Fae Romance (Black Blood Fae Book 2)
Danaâs name are you up to?â
Damn. The rough voice behind me is nauseatingly familiar. I let go of the gooseberry bush and it springs back, a thorny branch lashing my face. âSon of a draygonet!â
Rubbing my smarting eye, I glance up, wishing it were anyone other than Kian who had discovered me.
A tiny pair of bat wingsâa recent edition to his pompous appearanceârasp loudly as they unfurl above his shoulders, looking more than a little ridiculous.
His bright-blue eyes glare at me as I fight a grin, laughter bubbling in my chest. He stares down his pompous nose as though is the one with royal fae blood, the shriveled wings fluttering like a young pixieâs. If Kian Leondearg could see himself at this moment, he would be appalled. For him, appearance is everything.
âNothing terribly exciting. I am searching for berries for Spark,â I say, omitting key details concerning this morningâs quest as I point at my mire fox on my shoulders.
He sniffs and elbows me aside, his bejeweled fingers parting the gooseberry branches. Then he peers through the gap into the clearing, just as he found me doing only moments before. âI see. That is quite an interesting view.â
My anger burns, a fierce, almost uncontrollable urge to set his hair alight. But alas, I cannot hurt him because this is Kianâmy oldest, most despicable friend. The friend who my brother Rain begged me to take care of as he died in my arms. So, in honor of Rainâs memory, I must suffer the insufferableâKianâs constant jealousy and petty meddling.
âMove over. Let me see,â I say, hustling in the space beside him.
In the clearing, the mortal girl sits cross-legged inside a circle of blue-capped mushrooms. Does she not realize that elf rings are dangerous in Faery too?
âHow did you manage to pass a lie through your lips?â snarls Kian. âYou were most definitely seeking gooseberries for Spark. You were seeking a human for .â
I mold my expression into one of great offense and pull a pitiful collection of berries from my pocket, passing them to my mire fox. With one hand, Spark stuffs them in her mouth, and with the other, she slaps Kianâs head.
Cornflower eyes simmering with rage, his cheeks turn the same color as his hair.
âControl your wicked little ape or I will do it for you.â
Spark screeches, the sound nearly bursting my eardrums. âYou will do no such thing. If you touch her, I shall consider it a declaration of war. Is that what you wish, to be at war with your prince?â
Expression contrite, he laughs and pats my shoulder. âOf course not, old friend. I merely jest with you.â Wisely, he draws me around to peer through the shrubs again, distracting me with locks of gold tumbling around the lithe shoulders of a perplexing girl. âLook, Raff. What do you think the little human is doing?â
A tiny fire kindles on the ground in front of her, wisps of smoke curling through her fingers. âI believe sheâs playing with fire.â
His gaze shoots to mine. âOh, ho! How appealing you must find this remarkable vision. But you must calm yourself, for that girl is not the fated mate you seek.â
âAnd when did you become an expert in such matters?â
âEvery Elemental in the kingdom knows it would be preposterous to have a human queen. We would be the laughingstock of all the lands.â
âYou forget that the first Black Blood heirâs mate was human, and Queen Holly was much admired throughout the realms. Their reign was one of long-lasting peace.â
He shakes his head. âIt seems you are as foolish as your brother, Everend, is.â
No. Kian is the foolish one. Does he want me to fry him alive? For that is what he is risking with his insolence. I compress my lips to seal in the rage. âIf you are as fond of your well-coiffured locks as I think you are, I suggest you leave me in peace.â
âAs you wish.â He shrugs and begins to turn away, but because he must always try for the last word, he glances back over his shoulder to give a parting jibe. âI shall leave you to spy on the girl to your heartâs content, but be quick about it, or you may find yourself left behind. The procession departs after breakfast.â
âI am not on her. I need to speak with her, that is all.â
âCall it what you will. At last nightâs revel, your spellbound gaze did not leave the human once. She sat frozen, desperate to close her eyes and cover her ears. And I watched your face, read your thoughts, your longing to soothe her. I saw you. Can you deny this?â
Each slow breath I take is painful, hot as a desert wind. I want to deny the accusation. I to deny it. Shaking my head, I open my mouth. Words will not form because what Kian says is the truth. I watched the girl all night. I longed to go to her.
Bitter triumph alights in his eyes. âThen it is precisely as I thought. Please try to remember that humans are stupid animals. They respond best to a firm hand rather than being cosseted and coddled.â
âAs do you,â I reply, lifting my chin in challenge.
Nostrils flaring, he bows, which causes his wings to spread out behind him like angled sails.
Delivering my own parting blow, I say, âI am much amused by your new appendages and note they suit you perfectly.â
âThen pay your compliments to your brother, for they are his design.â With a sneer, he spins on his heels and hurries through the forest, heading in the direction of the main camp.
, I think, grimly. Kian obviously hasnât spent much time with this particular girl.
responds best to nothing and to no one! But, still, it is inconceivable that anyone would wish to harm her or attempt to subdue her magnificent, spirited nature. Wild and beautiful, fire cannot be tamed.
As obnoxious as Kian is, it irks me no end that he witnessed my behavior last night, the way I watched as she sat on her hands and tried not to run screaming from the rituals taking place at the Lake of Spirits.
Fae and all manner of unnatural creatures writhed together. Gods took human shape to join with whoever or whatever would have them. Beings in their animal forms, coupled with abandon. Bonfire flames and sparks leapt for the stars as the entire court replenished their magic at the sourceânaked in the moonlight, bathing in the glowing waters of the Lake of Spirits.
But I sat white-knuckled, rebuffing each invitation to join the debauchery, while telling myself not to go to Isla. To leave her be, to not browbeat and cajole, and repeat the fated-mate story until I wore her down and she accepted her role in it.
Last night the poison begged me to approach her, to take what is mine. To claim. To own.
, it chanted. But I did not listen, for I am not a monster.
Not yet. Not yet.
As I watch her now in clearing, the same dark feeling tugs at my chest, an invisible cord running from my heart to hers, pulling me forward. Under a spell, I push through brush and foliage and move into the clearing, my boots crunching twigs and Spark chirruping excitedly in my ear.
With each step, my black heart pounds harder.
, whispers the poison.
Be quiet, I tell it. You are not my master yet.
Sunlight shines through the emerald tree canopy, tiny insects floating in the golden beams. My favorite smell of burning pine perfumes the air. I draw the fresh scent into my lungs, stopping in my tracks when the scene ahead of me crystallizes, the girlâs actions clear and distinct.
A tiny fire made from twigs and leaves burns at Islaâs feet. She blows once and the flames rise higher, then her fingers play through them one by one as if she caresses a delicate instrument. To my astonishment, her expression, tight with concentration, shows no sign of pain. Why do the flames not scorch her?
I tug Spark around to face me. âQuickly, you must go now. Balor is waiting for you to terrorize him.â
Disappointed, she scolds me with loud chirrups and then scurries through the long grass toward the wagons and silk pavilions positioned on the edge of the lake.
Islaâs head snaps up as I arrive beside her.
âYou should move out of the circle of blue caps before you are spirited away to an even more dangerous realm than this one.â
She curses under her breath as I blast the mushrooms with fire, destroying them. I wait for her to greet me, but she says nothing, her gaze fixed on the flames in front of her.
I walk around the fire and crouch opposite, watching her in silence for a few moments. I take a stick and rearrange the burning twigs. âDonât you know it is dangerous to play with fire?â
She laughs. âEveryone knows that.â
âPerhaps. But do humans understand how perilous fireâs true nature is? The most ruthless of elementsâit will reveal all secrets before taking everything, purifying and regenerating without mercy. And when the flames are done, there will be nothing left.â
The quick smile she flashes is sorcery in its purest form, drawing me closer. âNot all humans know this, but I certainly do. I understand that it brings destruction, followed by renewal, and sometimesâ¦eternal damnation. Itâs terrifying really.â
âAnd even so, you are not afraid of it.â I turn my palm up and tiny flames, only a finger-tip high, burst into life, spiraling over my skin.
Sky-blue eyes widen as she leans close, entranced by the fire magic. She brings her hand up and moves her fingers through the tips of the flames. âDoes it hurt?â she asks, her breathing shallow and rapid.
Staring at my palm, I whisper, âNo. It doesnât hurt.â Our heads lift, gazes locking. âI feel the heat,â I tell her. âIt tingles, but that is all.â
She nods. âYes. It feels good, doesnât it?â Her tone is certain, as though she has experienced it herself.
âRaff, what did the sylphs mean yesterday about the chosen one dying?â Her fingers lift higher, and my flames stretch toward them as if drawn by a strong breeze. Or magic.
My pulse quickens. I can hardly believe what I see. She is beckoning the flames, controlling my elemental power. But by conscious act or by accident? Chest tightening, I scrutinize her face, searching for her secrets.
Take The beating pulse at her neck taunts, dark savagery clouding my vision. And red, the color red washes through my being, blinding me. I imagine biting her open like sheâs a ripe peach, spilling dark juice over my chin. Licking blood from my lips.
, snarls the poison.
My muscles tremble, jaw clenching so hard it cracks.
âRaff? Whatâs wrong?â
Shaking my head, I blow out a harsh breath and wake from the poisonâs grip. âIt was nothing. What question did you ask? Oh, yes, the sylphs. They were reciting part of the Black Blood curse. Most likely the nonsensical section. Do not worry about it.â
âSure, if you say so,â she says, her voice full of suspicion and doubt. Slowly, her palm passes through the center of the fire on my palm, the flames vanishing in her wake.
Shocked, I blink at her then study my palm again to be certain Iâm not hallucinating. There is no fire. No flame. How in the seven realms is that possible? My magicâextinguished by a human girl.
I flick my wrist and fire ignites once more. This time the flames dance even higher.
She gives me a cheeky smirk and moves her palm above mine, lifting it slowly, her brow creased in concentration. At once, the flames leap to follow her hand. Incredible. This girl is controlling the fire and is well aware that she is doing so.
Then, hard and fast, she presses her hand down, and my magic vanishes. Boom. Gone.
I reel backward on my heels. âYou vanquished my fire magic!â
Hands covering her mouth, she laughs. âYeah. I did, didnât I?â
âHave you done such a thing before?â
âNever.â
I leap to my feet and pace in a tight circle. âSeven hells, human, let us try again.â
With a slow breath, I expand my chest and set the wildness inside me free, conjuring flames at my feet. Blue flames. Crimson flames. They roar, sparks flying, as I draw them to chest height, my fingers spread wide. âCan you put this out?â
She rises and stands opposite, planting her bare feet wide. The fire writhes and crackles between us. She points at my neck. âWhoa. Thatâs wicked, Raff! The tattoo on your throat is glowing like lava.â
âYes, that happens when my elemental forces are released.â And for other reasons Iâd best not mention. âStop distracting me and try to destroy the flames.â
âSure thing, Fire King.â She thrusts both palms forward, and the shell of my magic tears like itâs made of silk instead of a tough, flexible field of elemental energy.
A hot shiver rushes down my spine as I work to keep the fire intact. If fae could sweat, right now my brow would be sheened in it. Despite using all my strength, the flames surge toward me, caressing my jaw. She is winning this battle, and the notion exhilarates me.
âIâm a prince, not a ,â I remind her, laughing at our game.
âEh. Whatever. Pretty soon youâll be the big boss of the Emerald Court. And I wonder, will it make you happy, Raff, to be king?â
Moving the flames away from my body, I speak through gritted teeth. âI dare say Iâll be happy enough. At the very least Iâll be extremely glad to be rid of the poison. But youâre forgetting something.â
âWhatâs that?â
âTo become king, Iâll need a queen.â
As she registers my meaning, her face tightens. She grunts, flicks her fingers at me, and my fire vanishes again.
Arms folded, she grins smugly while I scowl in disbelief.
Shaking magic residue from my hands, I step closer. âWell that proves it then. There is no doubt you have the power to extinguish fire. But I wonder if it can burn you?â
âIt probably would eventually. Iâm human, and weâre as flammable as hair spray.â
âIs that a magical formula from your realm?â
She laughs. âKind of. It makes peopleâs hairstyles look betterâ¦or in many cases, worse.â
Sounds interesting. âThen we shall find the ingredients for you to make some, and I will try this spray myself. In the meantime, let us test if the flames can harm you.â
The black blood drips through my veins. My heart beats slowly. I step close and cuff her throat with the fingers of one hand. With my other hand, I cradle the side of her face and raise tiny flickering flames against her skin. âDo these hurt?â
Lips parting, her ragged breaths mix with mine. Blue eyes drop to my mouth. âNo. Thereâs no pain.â
âAnd curiously the fire doesnât spread either,â I say, my voice a low rumble.
âIt never spreads. Even at home when I cook, I can play a little with fire.â
âWhat would happen if I made the fire grow?â
âTry it,â she whispers, leaning into my touch. âLetâs see.â
I blow sparks into her hair. At once, flames grow and twine around her loose waves. They caress and stroke, but they donât catch alight. Her hair isnât itâs merging, becoming one with the fire.
âIsla, you have fire magic,â I murmur, my lips so close they almost graze hers. âJust as my queen should.â
âNo!â She shoves me away, and the flames draw back inside me, the black heart caged in my ribs absorbing them.
She sighs and crumples to her knees on the grass, then crawls to her travel pack and rifles through it. âThat was amazing. And now Iâm ravenous. Playing with fire is hungry work!â
Fascinated, I watch her closely. For a human, what she can do is near miraculous, but she doesnât seem shocked or even particularly pleased with herself. What a strange being she is.
âDo you want a cookie?â she asks, withdrawing a cloth-wrapped parcel. âI baked these yesterday morning. I wasnât sure what kind of nuts theyâd have in the castle larders, so I couldnât believe my luck when I found pistachios. Theyâre my favorite and Iââ
âYou baked them yourself? Why not leave such menial chores to the cooks? It is their job, and you are a guest in this land.â
âBecause I love cookingâespecially baking stuff. Itâs my passion, and it fills me with joy; thatâs why. Do you understand what I mean when I say that?â A smile that rivals the beauty of sunshine glows on her face.
âYes. I think so. We fae have our obsessions too.â I donât offer to tell her what mine are. Gazing at her now, skin shimmering in the dappled light, I wonder if I might be developing a new one.
The scent of wild bluebells permeates the air as she flops backward on the grass and smiles dreamily at the sky. âThereâs nothing better than watching someoneâs face when they first bite into something Iâve cooked, seeing how happy it makes them. Here, Raff, try one.â
Leaning on an elbow, she holds out a large biscuit. Itâs specked with green lumps; the favored nuts she mentioned, I suppose. Or perhaps theyâre something even more vile.
âGo on, try one,â she coaxes. âTheyâre much better hot and gooey straight out of the oven, but still pretty damn good like this.â
I wish to please her, but green things are a terrible trial for me to eat, a torture in fact. Iâve long frustrated the castleâs cooks by refusing dishes that contain wild sorrel, fennel, and spinach, and I canât imagine green nuts will be palatable. Even so, I take the cookie and lift it to my lips. She stares at my mouth as I bite into it.
It tastes delicious. Crunchy on the outside, the moist inside dissolving on my tongue. I drop to my haunches next to her and smile, preparing to compliment her baking skills, but without warning, a sickening memory slams into my mind, shuddering through my flesh and bones.
Blood. Thick and black, bubbling from my brotherâs mouth, the liquid creeping and spreading until Iâm certain it will drown me. Rainâs deathâI see it as if it is happening this very moment. I feel it as intensely as the day I witnessed it.
This vision cleaves my chest in half, scrapes it hollow, refilling it with blinding grief and the sharpest, deepest longing I have ever felt. The pain is so visceral I scramble to my feet.
My arms wrapping my stomach, I frown at Isla, shaking my head as she reaches for me, worry lining her face. âRaff? Whatâs wrong with you?â
I have no idea. But whatever the hell this is, I am certain she is causing it. Magicâhot, bright, and elemental. It emanates from the cookies in rippling waves, fire magic, only perceivable to those who can weave it themselves.
âIâll be fine,â I say, which is the truth. Eventually this feeling will pass. âItâs naught but a wave of nausea, a residue of magic.â
not mine.
Unappeased, her gaze flits over my body, inspecting me.
I fight an urge to drag her close. I would do almost anything to drown this feeling in her warmth and light. I would beg at her feet. Promise her my crown, my city. Anything but my devotion.
Before she can question me further and draw out the truth, I stammer the first words that pop into my muddled brain. âI must go now. Ever waits for me. May I take some sweet treats for later?â
âOf course. So, you liked them? If you did, you can take the rest.â She holds out the parcel, and I bend to collect it.
I bite back the words:
. Or at least what they did to me.
âI have never tasted anything like your cookies before, Isla.â Thatâs certainly not a lie. âThey were incredible.â
I want to leave here now. I have a theory, and I cannot wait to test it. But I dare not raise her suspicions. Not yet anyway.
âAre you sure youâre okay? You lookâ¦weird.â
âMy thoughts are preoccupied, that is all.â I hope she does not ask by what. Gazing down at her as she sits with her travel bag in her lap, I sift through several subjects that might distract her from my peculiar episode, finally deciding on what must be the most boring question in the seven realms. âSo, how did you sleep last night?â I ask, admiring her look of rumpled ruinâtwigs and leaves crushed into her shining yellow hair.
âNot great. After the revel, there were a lot of weird noises in the dark, odd singing, screaming, and crying. It felt more like a war camp than a traveling wedding party.â
âYes, fae processions are similar to a Wild Hunt. They begin tranquilly enough but quickly devolve. As you witnessed last night, all manner of unspeakable things happen under moon shadow. But do not worry. You and I should form an alliance. A truce, if you like. Then when you are under my protection, no creature, wild or tame, would dare harm you.â As soon as the words leave my mouth, I know I could not have chosen them more poorly.
Her eyes narrow, peachy cheeks darkening to scarlet.
Employing my latest talentâIâve offended her again.
When will I learn to keep my mouth shut?
âI know youâll find this idea shocking,â she says, her eyes flashing fire, âbut Iâm quite capable of looking after myself, and I certainly donât need your assistance to stay safe.â
That cannot be true. She looks young, fragile compared to the creatures of the wild woods who will have her in their sights. âHow many human years have you attained?â
âIs that your extremely odd way of asking how old I am?â
She is the one who speaks oddly, not me. Refusing to be baited, I nod.
âIâm eighteen.â
âOnly ? Then you have hardly any experience to speak of! You are a mere babe.â
âAnd how old are you, Mister wizened-old owl? Three thousand and seven?â
âIn human years, I am twenty-two. But were I to count by fae time, well, the answer would be considerably more complicated.â
âWhatever.â She waves her hand in my direction as if sheâs brushing away an insect. âRun along now, Prince Raff. Iâve had enough of your smugness for today.â
The nerve of this small human! âYou ought to be careful how youââ
âYes, fine, whatever you say. Time for you to go.â
She drops her head, foraging through her bag again, ignoring me.
In awe of her boldness, I stare for far too long before I gather my wits and head for the edge of the lake where Ever and Lara are camped.
âGood morning, Raff. Whatâs the hurry?â Lara asks, looking up from her teacup as I crash through the trees toward their breakfast party.
The group of threeâLara, Ever, and Magretâstare up at me from their picnic blanket while Merri leaps around them, trying to catch the dragonflies that flit above her head. Like a typical fae babe, she is sturdy and able-bodied beyond her young age.
âWhat excites you so, Brother?â asks Ever, shifting his dimpled smile my way. âIs it the thrill of living with the creatures of the woods again? Or does the memory of last nightâs fire dance still run hot through your veins?â
âHardly. You of all people know how the curse turns every occasion into a bore.â I thrust the cloth-wrapped sweets forward. âBut let us not focus on such tedious things. LookâIâve brought treats to tempt you with.â
âIn case youâre wondering,â Ever says, the flash of his armor nearly blinding me. âSpark is with Balor. Theyâre fishing in the Lake of Spirits, even though they know it is forbidden.â
Everyone laughs fondly.
âI blame your mire fox, of course, Brother.â
âRightly so,â I reply. âThank the Elements your hound will bear her company. Sheâs been an insufferable nuisance since sunrise.â A nuisance I would gladly lay down my life for.
In the late-morning light, Magret looks like a woodland sprite, ethereal and pale against the picnic clothâs richly embroidered falcons and owls. âWeâve eaten enough cheese and fruit to last us until tomorrowâs breakfast, Prince Rafael,â she says, her laughter tinkling like bells. âI could not eat another bite.â
And lo and beholdâmy experimentâs first subject has revealed herselfâMagret who is always happy and never overcome with sadness.
âBut, Magret,â I say as I crouch next to her. âLife can be short. My motto is to eat sweets whenever they are offered.â Summoning my most charming smile, I withdraw a cookie from its wrapping and offer it to her. âYou say you have no appetite, but you will want to sample these. Iâm certain of it. They were made by Laraâs cousin in our kitchens only yesterday morning. She is a very talented baker.â
âOh, in that case, I would love a sample. Thank you.â She plucks one from the pile and takes a delicate bite. âIndeed they are delicious,â she says, crumbs sticking to her wide grin as she chews. She takes another bite, and another.
Suddenly, she gasps, her eyes filling with tears.
âMagret, what ails you?â I ask just as Ever reaches over and grabs a cookie, placing it in his mouth. This will be interesting.
âNothing. It is nothing really,â she says. âItâs justâ¦â Gut-wrenching sobs spill from her mouth. âI feel such terrible sadness. All I can think of is that one day my brother, Alorus, will die, and there is naught I can do to stop it.â
Alorus, with his mischievous yellow eyes and curling ramâs horns, is a great favorite of the ladies of the court, a charming troublemaker, and nowhere near close to his death age. âBut your brother is young and hale,â I remind her, a chill prickling the flesh of my arms. âHe will surely live for many thousand more moon turns.â
I glance at Ever who is staring at Merri with horror, his silver eyes glistening suspiciously. âBrother,â I say, âYou look upset. What in the seven realms has come over you and Magret? I have never seen you both so stricken.â
Dark clouds sweep overhead, thunder rumbling. Grimacing, Ever rubs his eyes. âI donât know. I can see Lara and Merri as they sit here smiling, but beneath their skin lies rotting flesh and desiccated bones. I see ghosts. Corpses. They will both pass from life one day, and I cannot bear the idea of losing them. I simply cannot.â
Laraâs arms wrap around his shoulders. âYes, Ever, one day we will be dead and gone. It is the one thing all beings can be sure of. But as with Magretâs brother, our deaths shouldnât mean a thing to you at this moment. Weâre safe. I have power. Merri has power. We canât be harmed easily. Weâre not leaving you, my love. Not ever, if we can help it.â
Nodding as he scowls, he reaches absently for another cookie, and Lara slaps his hand aside. âNo more of those. Islaâs sweets are delicious, but they can affect people strangely. These are weird, though, because usually her food makes them happy. I think she somehow unknowingly enchants it.â
I move to sit in front of Lara. âYou knew about this? You should have warned us.â
âI was kind of joking.â
âThis is no joke. These sweets draw forth a personâs greatest fear and drown them in the terror of it.â
Ever nods. âItâs true. Thatâs precisely how it feels.â
âIâll speak with her.â Worry darkens Laraâs green eyes. âShe must have some form of power here in Faery. Her natural talents are exaggerated, like my singing became the weapon that saved me from the draygonets. Iâd bet anything she was thinking of something horrible when she baked these cookies. Until we work out whatâs going on, donât eat anything she makes.â
Yes. It is as I suspected. Islaâs magic is powerful. And quite possibly very useful.
I wrap up the sweets and stash them under my armorâs breastplate. âI shall save these for when the queen arrives.â
Ever and Lara freeze, staring at me in horror.
âWhatâs wrong? I cannot wait to see Motherâs cruel eyes spilling tears. No matter how hard I tried, never once as I child did I manage to make her cry.â
The sky rumbles again as Ever scowls. âAre you mad, Raff? Do you not realize the hell you wish upon us by desiring tears? Her grief for Father and Rain fueled by the vast powers of her water magic could end us all, dispatching us to watery graves, her shrieks and howls tormenting us for all eternity.â
âHm. Perhaps you are correct. I will bury these cookies in the ground.â I turn to rush off and do just that when a pertinent thought occurs to me. âLara, why have you not told your cousin who she is to me? She needs to know her place in our storyâwhat she must do to save our kingdom. Every time I speak of it, she acts as if I ask the impossible and gazes at me as though I am a madman.â
âOh, Raff. It would be a bad move for me to bring that up with her. If you tell Isla she must do something, sheâs the kind of person whoâll do the exact opposite. You need to forget the curse. Forget that sheâs your queen and her. Itâs the only way, believe me. Sheâs as stubborn as Ever is, possibly worse.â
In a mocking gesture, my brother raises his silver brow at me, his wide grin evil.
It seems that I am faced with difficult times ahead. Impossible times even. How does a prince who has never been rejected court a human who possesses her own fire magic and is not the least bit interested in him?
Realizing I am doomed, I lean my elbows on my leather-clad knees, hands raking through my hair in despair.
Lara pats my back. âDonât worry, Raff. Islaâs not that bad.â
âShe doesnât even like me.â
âShe will eventually. Iâm sure of it. She wonât be able to resist the fire thing. And youâre just her type. Youâre girlâs type.â
Yes. Iâm a cursed fae princeâa brilliant matrimonial prize. Who wouldnât want me?