After Story 233
Life, Once Again!
After Story 233
âYou wonât have any schedule for a while. Iâve also postponed everything thatâs coming in, so get some good rest. Tell me if youâre uncomfortable anywhere. You know that youâll suffer your whole life if you get hurt the wrong way when youâre young, right? Or should I just book an orthopedist?â Yeonjin said as he poked his head out the window of the driverâs seat.
Maru waved his hand in denial. âItâs not that bad. Iâll recover fully if I rest at home for a while, so donât worry. Iâm sure the bruises will subside in a few days.â
âDonât try to hold it in thinking that a man should endure that much. Tell me as soon as you feel something off. Iâll take you to the hospital.â
âHyung, Iâm halfway through my twenties right now. Iâm not a kid anymore, so you should be rest assured and go do your work.â
âMy work consists of looking after you. Anyway, give me a call if anything comes up.â
âOkay. Stop nagging and get going already. Good work driving me home today.â
âNot as much as you. Have a warm shower and get some sleep.â
Maru watched the van leave before going inside a convenience store. As he had spent the past few weeks at the set, he hadnât been at home. His wife must have also been busy practicing for the musical, so the refrigerator was probably totally empty.
âHello.â
The part-timer he had gotten pretty close to greeted him. It was a girl, which was rare to see working at night. He responded with a smile and grabbed some instant noodles, instant rice, a pack of salad, and some ready-cut fruits.
âHave you been traveling?â
âI havenât been able to visit because I had a shoot in the countryside for a while.â
âFor a movie? Or for a drama?â
âA movie.â
The part-timer stopped asking any further questions and proceeded with the payment. Maru was grateful that she knew when to stop.
He took the plastic bag and headed home. He heard a sound inside the house as soon as he started typing in the passcode. It was the sound of the cat scratching at the floor.
When he opened the door and went inside, he found the cat staring at him.
Ricebun â he tried calling out. The cat brushed her tail against the floor a few times before turning around to go inside the room.
âFine, itâs my fault for expecting you to welcome me.â
There was a faint smell of cypress trees in the house. A diffuser he had not seen before was placed in front of the TV.
He placed his nose against the brown lead stick in the long ceramic bottle.
His nose stung from the pretty intense smell. It seemed that it hadnât been long since it was opened.
He walked past the robot vacuum crawling across the floor of the living room and went to the bedroom.
The neatly laid out duvet, the neatly organized makeup table, and even the book placed under the bed lamp next to the table were the same as before he left for the movie shoot.
He could picture what kind of lifestyle Haneul must have had during the past while. She was probably doing her business alongside practicing for her musical and barely came home to get some sleep. He could picture her burying her face in the pillow and snoring softly.
âI just got home. Where are you now?â
-Iâm at the office. The samples for the new product were thrown away, so Iâm making them again in a hurry.
âI wonder who made my wife suffer.â
-Itâs one of our new guys on the R&D team. He mixed up the sample and the scarps and threw them all away.
âThat new guy must be feeling terrible right now.â
-He said he was okay, but Iâm sure heâs feeling complicated inside. The manager seems to have scolded him separately as well.
âHe should get scolded if heâs done something wrong. So, do you think youâre going to be late?â
-The manufacturing starts tomorrow, so I have to do this tonight. Everything else, I can hand the work to other people, but developing trial products needs me. I have practice for the musical tomorrow morning too.
âYou should eat some vitamins and tonics.â
-Everyone has been eating that for a while now. Are you done with the shoot, sweetie?
He could hear someone call out âdirectorâ amidst Haneulâs voice. It seemed they were really busy.
âShould I call you later if youâre busy?â
-No, she was just asking what I was going to eat. We have to eat to get some energy.
âThatâs true. Iâm done with the shoot. I donât know if the director was considerate of me or not, but my death scene was the last one.â
-How was working with Geunsoo-oppa after a long time?
âItâs semi-joyful and semi-regretful. Looking at him act made me think that maybe heâs chosen by the God of Acting.â
-He might as well be.
âI can tell where Iâm lacking wherever I act with him. Thanks to that, I had to gnash my teeth the whole time. I have no other choice if I donât want to lag behind, right?â
-Your biggest advantage is your persistence. How about your injuries? You told me you twisted your wrist the last time we called.
âIt wasnât anything big. It healed in a short period of time.â
-Any other injuries?
âNothing. Iâm totally fine.â
He asked about the diffuser in the living room. His wife replied to him that it was a product that would go on sale.
-Howâs the concentration of the fragrance? There are opinions that itâs too strong, but I think itâs okay.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âIt stung my nose when I smelled it up close, but no oneâs buying diffusers to do that, so I think it should be fine?â
-If itâs like that, then I guess a warning label should do it. Oh, how about dinner? There shouldnât be anything to eat at home.
âI thought about that and got something to eat at the convenience store. Donât worry about me and just focus on your work.â
-Okay. Also, I think Ricebunâs been feeling lonely these days. She should have gotten adjusted to the new house after we moved in, but she still looks somewhat depressed. Should we get her a friend since we have a bigger house now?
âIâll look into adopting abandoned cats.â
His wife shouted âIâll be right there.â It seemed that someone was looking for her.
âBe on your way then.â
-Okay. See you later.
âIâll be sleeping though.â
-Itâs okay, Iâm going to wake you up.
âI guess I have to lock the door then.â
-If you wish to hear me wail in front of the door, then sure.
He hung up and then went out to the kitchen. The cat, which was looking at what he was doing from her own abode, came to the living room. The way she glared at him looked like a native resident looking at a foreigner.
He cooked some instant noodles and warmed up the instant rice. Inside the refrigerator, which they bought a new one when they moved, was just a single box of kimchi that he brought from his own house. If his mother saw this, then she would scold him, asking if this place was inhabited at all.
He took some of the kimchi out onto a plate. Rice, instant noodles, and kimchi â he ate a meal with the food loved by all people living alone in South Korea.
He then turned on the TV and picked up his phone.
âPark Daemyung. You still alive?â
-Iâm half alive, I guess.
Daemyung responded in an exhausted voice.
âWhere are you right now?â
-The office. The lonely office where Iâm by myself. The office where no one comes to visit. The office where Haneul only occasionally visits to toss some food at me.
âSounds like half of your soul has left you. Howâs the writing coming along?â
-The scenario is done, and Iâm polishing the script. The writing is going well, but I donât think Iâm well. It wasnât this bad when I was working at the shipyard. Home, work, home, work⦠even modern-day slaves would cry at the sight of my schedule.
âItâs you who keeps coming to work even though we told you to rest.â
-Thatâs because itâs fun. Iâm also writing my own novel while Iâm at it.
âNow you sound like you have some time to do other things, huh? Let me have a look once youâre done with the draft.â
-Iâm still far from done. I think Iâll only be able to get a firm grasp on it after Iâm done with the script.
Maru laughed and asked, âWhatâs it going to be about?â
-The life story of a full-time writer who met a quiet death in a small room somewhere.
âAnd the writerâs named Park Daemyung?â
-Should I go with that?
Daemyung giggled but said that he hadnât decided on anything concrete yet. Apparently, there was nothing he could tell Maru because he had only put the first dot on a piece of blank paper.
âThen I hope you can write some great lines in that script. Donât forget that Iâll be acting based on that.â
-Donât give me so much pressure. Itâs enough as it is already. It wouldâve been better if you let me do this when you were moderately famous. Thereâs a lot of pressure on me when I think that Iâll be writing something that Han Maru will be doing.
âThatâs the point. Iâll visit you tomorrow or the day after.â
-You finished your shoot?
âYeah. Iâm back at home right now.â
-Good work. Come over and buy me some meat.
âThatâll depend on how good the script is.â
-You two really are a match made in heaven. Youâre both quite vicious. Haneul nags me like that too.
Daemyung hung up. After all he said, he seemed to be enjoying writing.
Maru called the next man. He originally shouldâve gotten a call during the day, but from how there was nothing, it seemed things didnât go according to plan.
âYoonseok.â
He called out his name after the calling beeps ended, but Yoonseok did not reply. Maru once again called out to him in a soft voice.
-Uhm, hyung.
âYou donât sound energetic. Were you sleeping?â
-No.
âAccording to my memory, you were supposed to call me earlier today.â
Yoonseok fell silent again. Maru sat down on the sofa and waited for Yoonseokâs answer.
-Uhm, hyung. I received an email and I checked it⦠and I didnât get the support program. Someone else was chosen instead.
His sighs were very loud. Maru did not say anything and kept listening.
-I looked into banks as well, but even the 2nd financial sector seems difficult. I saw a few posts on the interest about loans for college students, but all of them are shady with phone loans and fake employment loans or whatever.
âReally?â
-Iâm out of options now. I canât just rent a single camera like before and shoot with that. Itâll take money to rent out that store too.
âThere are no other options?â
-There isnât anything I can choose right now.
âThen what do you plan to do?â
-Iâm really sorry about this, but I donât think I can do the shoot.
âAre you giving up?â
-No, Iâm not giving up. I think we need to delay it a little. I did earn some money through part-time jobs throughout summer vacation, but itâs nowhere near enough. Thatâs why I plan to apply for a gap year and earn money properly.
âYour family will find out if you apply for a gap year.â
-Iâll gloss it over just once. Iâll tell them that I feel insufficient after getting discharged and that I need to study before going back. Of course, Iâll do my studies as well. If I earn money for a full year, I think Iâll manage to scrape together 20 million won.
â20 million? Thatâs going to be hard.â
-I just have to keep up what Iâm doing now. Iâm doing part-time jobs on weekdays and weekends. Also, Iâm running chauffeur service whenever I have time. The earnings are pretty decent. Though I have to admit, itâs quite taxing.
âIf you spend a year like that, youâll ruin your body.â
-There are people who provide for their families like this, so I can do it when Iâm in my prime. Hyung, so can you just wait one more year? With 20 million, that should be sufficient for a minimum production budget.
âMinimum production budget,â Maru repeated Yoonseokâs words.
âThe city-funded support programs for indie movies was 500 million, right? How many minutes of the final film do you think you can make with that?â
Yoonseok did not reply.
âAnd how many minutes can you make with 20 million? Youâll use half of it for rental fees like cameras, lights, and the building.â
-Will it be too difficult after all?
âYouâre at the stage where itâs no longer a hobby anymore. There is one reason why directors who have shot a good work take years to start on their next work. Itâs money, so, the production budget. Iâll just conform to whatever payment youâll give me, but what are you going to do for the other people like the production staff? Is 20 million really going to cut it?â
-No, it wonât.
âIâll ask again. What are you going to do?â
-Thereâs no option. Finding an investor is no good, and me earning money is no good either.
âHave you looked for investors?â
-Where would you find people to invest in someone like me? I mean, I didnât make the support program, so thereâs that. I actually knew that I wouldnât make it. Thatâs why I couldnât call you even though I knew I had to. No, I guess I didnât call you. I was afraid of having you tell me that there is no answer.
Yoonseok laughed before continuing.
-If thereâs another opportunity later, then you can listen to me then. I donât know if I will ever get one though.
âAre you giving up?â
-For now, I donât have a choice. If one year isnât enough, then I just have to bide my time for two or three years and try again at that time. Iâm still in my early twenties, arenât I? Iâm still too young to blame the world. If thereâs a problem, I guess itâs that your payment will have gone up even more by then. I know Iâm being shameless, but can I ask you next time too?
âI donât think I can do it next time.â
-Then I guess I canât help it. Working with you once felt like a dream to me. Iâve realized reality now, so I have to get ready. Iâll hang up now. Iâm working right now too.
âAlright then. Good luck with work.â
Yoonseok, who said he was going to hang up, did not end the call for a long while. Maru waited patiently.
-Uhm, hyung.
âSpeak.â
-I know Iâm being crazy, but can I ask you for something even more shameless than before?
âWhat is it?â
-Are you perhaps interested in investing in me?
His voice was shaking like crazy. He must have gone through a lot of hurdles just to say those words. Shame, guilt⦠despite all those feelings, his persistence and his desire to work on film must have overcome everything to ask that question.
âOf course, the answer is yes.â
-...What?
âI said Iâll invest in you.â
-Really?
âIf you asked me for an investment at the beginning, I wouldâve taken care of it right away. Why go through so much trouble?â Maru said while laughing.
On the other side of the phone, Yoonseok huffed and puffed for a while before turning silent, then ended up chuckling.
-How could I say that? I'm a nobody.
His voice sounded tearful.
âDonât cry. The person next to you will look at you strangely.â
-Iâm not crying!
âLetâs talk about the details once we meet up. Cut some slack on the part-time work and watch out for your stamina. Youâll be having the hardest time once the shoot starts.â
Yoonseok muttered something intelligible for a while before thanking him and hanging up. Maru smiled and put down his phone.