Chapter 283

Zhang Wei was filled with heartrending feelings. He looked at Chen Yao with difficulty and said powerlessly, "Chen Yao, don't ask me, don't ask me why. I can't explain myself. I can only say, I'm an asshole... Because of He Ying... Because of my asshole... I hurt her... Hurt her so much... I lost her... I lost her forever... "

With these words, Zhang Wei's face muscles twitched in pain.

Chen Yao's chest heaved violently for a while, then gradually calmed down and drank two mouthfuls of water: "sorry, I've embarrassed you. I shouldn't ask you this question, because it involves your privacy again..."

Zhang Wei said: "this is... This is the first time I want you to talk about my personal affairs, because... Because I regard you as my good friend, as a good friend who has nothing to say. However, this matter, never ask me again. This is the end of it. Don't mention it again. I can only say this to you, and never ask about it again in the future..."

Chen Yao said, "don't you, don't you want to go to her again? Can you forget her? "

Zhang Wei roared: "Chen Yao, I can't find her, I can't forget her, I have no face to see her again... Otherwise I won't be so painful... Please, don't mention this matter again... Please..."

Zhang Wei's expression is full of pain.

Chen Yao looked at Zhang Wei: "Zhang Wei, do you think you can get rid of everything by avoiding? Do you think that if you don't mention it again, you can forget the pain in your heart? "

Zhang Wei shook his head: "Chen Yao, please don't talk about it again. Today I took the initiative to talk about it with you. But please give me face and don't talk about it again. At least don't talk about it now, OK?"

Chen Yao looked at Zhang Wei: "OK, let's not talk about this, but really, I like your sister very much in my heart. Maybe, we will be good friends, maybe, we will be the same good people, maybe, we will be the same beautiful women."

Zhang Wei nodded: "yes, it must be. Of course it is. I told her that if you meet, you will be very good friends. You are all excellent. You are all excellent. It's just --"

"Just what?" Chen Yao asked.

"It's just that you're not as beautiful as she is." Zhang Wei looked at Chen Yao and said, "don't be angry. I'm not hitting you. You are not as beautiful as her."

With these words, Zhang Wei regretted and worried that Chen Yao would be angry.

Unexpectedly, Chen Yao looked at Zhang Wei and suddenly laughed: "really? Mr. Zhang said

"Really," Zhang Wei said, "it's absolutely true."

"Ha ha..." Chen Yao suddenly laughed happily: "I think I'm a beautiful girl. I didn't expect that Mr. Zhang's ex girlfriend would beat me. I really want to see her... Tell me where she is. I want to visit her and make this friend."

Zhang Wei shook his head: "I don't know."

Chen Yao looks at Zhang Wei: "why don't you know?"

Zhang Wei: "because she is missing."

Chen Yao: "can't you find it again if you are missing?"

Zhang Wei murmured: "never come back, never..."

Chen Yao: "are you sure? Maybe you are not sincere enough. If you are sincere enough, I think she will appear again. "

Zhang Wei wry smile shook his head: "Chen Yao, you do not understand, you do not understand her, I understand her, she will never appear again."

Chen Yao: "do you really know her well?"

Zhang Wei said: "yes, I know her very well. I know her too well..."

Chen Yao: "are you desperate? Have you forgotten her? "

Zhang Wei shook his head: "I have not forgotten her, I will never forget her in my life, she will always be the best woman in my heart, but I am desperate, I am almost desperate, I can only see her in my dream, in my dream..."

Chen Yao looked at Zhang Wei's dejected face: "brother, don't be dejected. If you really use your heart, maybe you can recover it."

Zhang Wei suddenly sent out a bleak smile: "Chen Yao, you don't understand. If you think about it, I have hurt others. Do I have the face to make them change their mind again? Besides, even if people change their mind, do I have the face to accept it again? We are all shameful people... "

Chen Yao is silent and drinks water.

Zhang Wei was also silent and drank water.

After a while, Zhang Wei raised his head: "today, I'm the first time to tell you my most private things. I hope you can keep it secret for me. No one will tell me."

Chen Yao was moved to look at Zhang Wei: "you can rest assured that this is absolutely not from my mouth to let the second person know, thank you for telling me this, let me know you have such a beautiful sister."

Zhang Wei smiles: "because I believe in you, I see you as my good friend, as my trustworthy friend..."

Chen Yao nodded seriously: "well... I know, maybe I will slowly understand your heart, understand your ideas, maybe we can really be best friends..."

Zhang Wei looks at Chen Yao and feels that Chen Yao's expression seems to be drunk and confused when she says this.

However, Zhang Wei didn't think much about it and left soon.

In the evening, Zhang Wei wandered in front of the computer as usual. However, he doesn't want to write anything in the document today. Anyway, he sent so many things yesterday, so he will just write here in the future. Anyway, I won't come.

Zhang Wei logs in to QQ and opens the dialogue window of umbrella man. Just as he is about to speak, his head in the lower right corner flashes. When he opens it, it's Chen Yao.

"Well, what are you doing? It's the weekend. Do you work overtime? " Chen Yao asked.

"No, I just turned on the computer and wanted to get some information." Zhang Wei said.

"Oh, it's hard work. Then I won't disturb you. You can be busy." Chen Yao said.

"OK, goodbye." Zhang Wei wants Chen Yao to say goodbye.

Then, Zhang Wei began to leave a message in the dialogue window of umbrella man.

Zhang Wei thought of Chen Yao's happy mood after she said that she had expressed her feelings freely last night, and suddenly wanted to express her depression here. So, full of guilt and regret for umbrella man, he explained in detail what happened between him and He Ying, what happened before and after Valentine's day, and what happened during her ideological struggle.

After that, Zhang Wei felt relieved. He took a long breath: elder sister, I know you can't see it, but I have to say that it's like you and my priest. I'm confessing to you, and I don't expect to get your understanding. I just hope you know that it's all my fault... I have to bear the evil I did, and I'm asking for it, I should get the retribution... Your God is the Tathagata, I have no God, I can only borrow Jesus to replace, can only treat you as a priest, as an empty priest to repent... Harulia thank God

With these words in one breath, Zhang Wei straightened up and stretched for a long time. Looking at the time, unconsciously, it was 12 o'clock and he wrote for three hours.

Zhang Wei shakes his neck and looks at the dialogue window of the umbrella man. Alas... Elder sister, I told you that I really feel the burden is lighter.

All of a sudden, Zhang Wei stopped and looked directly under the name at the top left of the dialogue window.

After a while, there was no movement. Zhang Wei shook his head. What's the matter? Just now, he clearly saw that half of the umbrella man's name suddenly appeared "inputting..."

Zhang Wei is so excited. Is the parachute Man online and invisible?

Zhang Wei stares at the upper part of the dialogue window, but nothing else happens.

Did you just lose your eyes? Zhang Wei rubbed his eyes hard. It's impossible.

Zhang Wei continued to wait.

Zhang Wei thought stubbornly in his heart that the umbrella man must be online, must have seen all his messages, must have known all his experiences and thoughts.

Think of here, Zhang Wei heart suddenly a burst of excitement, the missing umbrella man came back!

A strong desire and yearning surged in his heart, and Zhang Wei's hands were shaking.

After the excitement, Zhang Wei's heart suddenly shrank again. What can he do when he comes back? Has come to this step, I still have the face to see you again? Will umbrella people be willing to see themselves again?

When I think about it, I feel cold again.

However, Zhang Wei still did not want to leave. He sat there and looked at the dialogue window.

He knew that at the moment, the umbrella man must also be sitting in front of the window, must also be looking at his message, maybe he has finished reading the message, and is just like himself, staring at the window in a daze.

Zhang Wei just sat in a daze, waiting persistently

However, nothing happened. The gray picture was quietly hanging on the computer screen, staring at Zhang Wei, silent.

The night wind is gentle, the night is bright, the night is gradually deep, the noisy street is gradually quiet, all around is quiet, occasionally comes the sound of passing vehicles on the street.

Zhang Wei sat upright in his chair, staring at the computer screen, motionless.

Sitting until 4 a.m., Zhang Wei finally gave up waiting and gave up in despair. Maybe he was really dazzled, alas

Zhang Wei went to sleep with his heart full of loss.

At noon the next day, Yu Qin came to have lunch with Zhang Wei.

When they chatted, Yu Qin talked about Zhao Shu: "Zhao Shu's husband, director Xu of the Tourism Bureau's office, seems to be very close to Vice Mayor pan."

Zhang Wei said with a smile: "of course, vice mayor pan is in charge of tourism. Naturally, he is very close."

Yu Qin said: "what is the relationship between zhao shu and Ruan? Don't make trouble for our company. "

Zhang Wei said: "it's not a big toss. Zhao shu and director Xu soon divorced. Zhao shu and Xiao Ruan really love each other. It's not an accident."

Yu Qin said, "Xiao Ruan is delicate and handsome. Zhao Shu has caught such a nice white face. Alas... It's a pity..."

Zhang Weile is broken: "how? Sister Yu, are you in love with Ruan? They talk about their feelings seriously. Xiao Ruan is not a soft eater. Ha ha... It's very touching for her brother and sister... "

Yu Qin laughs: "I'm just talking about it with emotion. Don't mention it. There are many female bosses in Haizhou who raise little white faces. I've never raised a little white face before..."

Zhang Wei said: "sister Yu, you don't think you've experienced much. Learn two things less. You've learned a lot. You have to experience everything?"

Yu Qin shakes his head: "this man has no money all his life. He can only think about many things. He has a dream. With money, he wants to try everything. He wants to taste everything. It's not in vain to walk in the world..."