Chapter 273

Chen Yao: "after talking all night, there was nothing to do. Finally, I got through the ideological work. Alas... I'm a man who preaches to others, but I'm in a mess..."

Zhang Wei knew that Chen Yao thought of the sad things again, and comforted him: "Chen Yao, don't think too much about the past, let's go. Don't think too much about it. It's useless to think too much about it. Completely forget the past hurt and pain, face the future bravely, and life will continue. With me and our friends, you will be happy."

Chen Yao: "some things can not be remembered for the time being and can be deeply buried in my heart. However, they can never be waved away or erased. They will only climb out from the deepest part of my heart and stab you from time to time. You can say this to me and reason with me in this way. But if you change, can you do it? Can you wave it so easily? "

Zhang Wei's heart shrunk and thought of the umbrella man: "well... Maybe I can't either... Alas, it's not easy to live..."

Chen Yao is silent.

Zhang Wei was silent, too.

After a while, Chen Yao changed her voice: "well, today is your big day. Don't talk about such a depressive topic. It's just because life is not easy that you want to live better... You've saved so much money for your boss this time. It's estimated that she will reward you well. Congratulations to Mr. Zhang, you've made a fortune. However, to remind you of one thing, don't forget Mr. Zheng in your drug treatment center. When you go to Haizhou, go to see him and report the situation of the company. "

Zhang Wei said, "OK, I'll go to see him as soon as the auction is over."

Chen Yao: "well... It's not easy for you to play a good role in this position. You should be responsible to the top, coordinate with the bottom, and be considerate to Lao Zheng. He must be very sensitive now, but he has nothing to do."

Zhang Wei: "well, I remember your reminder and will definitely go to see him."

Chen Yao: "ha ha... You not only have to take care of his company, but also his wife, but you can't give him a green hat... It's hard for you..."

Zhang Weifa used to have a firm Fist: "never do that. Never do it. You must be a good thinker."

Chen Yao: "show your determination. What's your private life to do with me? I'm just talking about it at will."

Zhang Wei: "ha ha... But I still want to tell you that I always think you care about it, so I also care about it!"

Chen Yao: "what do you care about? That's your ability to feel good about yourself and be intoxicated with yourself

Zhang Wei: "be thick skinned, so that you can increase your self-confidence..."

Chen Yao: "you are intoxicated with yourself. Yaya and I have gone to bed. Yaya is going to leave soon. We have been sleeping and chatting with each other these days..."

After chatting with Chen Yao, Zhang Wei felt a little relaxed. He looked at the picture of huisan man, opened the document "Nanpiao online affairs" and began to tap the keyboard

Elder sister, I was in Nanchang. I wanted to talk to you last night, but I didn't find the time. First, Chen Yao helped me to get the information and prepare the data for negotiation; Second, the other party came to give me money, bribed me and made me refuse; Third, Yu Qin came to harass me in the middle of the night. She was a drug addict and couldn't sleep to lure me. I didn't do that, but she didn't leave. She was sleeping in my room and I couldn't sleep.

Alas, it's hard to be a good person, and it's even more difficult to be a good person. When the other party's customers found out in the morning, they must think that I have an affair with the landlady. This kind of thing can't be explained clearly or explained. Fortunately, they are outsiders, so it doesn't matter if they misunderstand. However, I still want to make it clear to you. I don't want you to misunderstand me.

Chen Yao also misunderstood this evening, but I tried to explain to her that I didn't want her to misunderstand. It wasn't what I wanted to do to her, but I didn't want her to think that I was such a person. After all, she was a good friend. After you disappeared, she helped me a lot. At an important juncture, when I was confused, I first thought of you, but I couldn't see you, couldn't find you, So Chen Yao, who has rich experience, has a sense of propriety and rationality in dealing with things, and gives me a lot of guidance.

Today, I went out to negotiate on my own. Yu Dong was confused. Besides, it was useless for her to go there. She didn't understand business. I was very nervous at first when I was alone with the three of them. As a result, I relaxed after fanning up. Because I was the buyer, I took the initiative. I finally defeated them and reduced the price to 1980, which was 320 yuan lower than the requirement of the landlady and saved 173000 yuan for the landlady! The landlady is so happy that she should reward me. Chen Yao also praised me, saying that I was more powerful than her, and that I was better than LAN.

Hehe... Sister, I'm very happy and proud. However, I can't be too proud, I still want to keep a clear mind. In fact, the success of this negotiation is thanks to Chen Yao, who played a key role. I am very grateful to her in my heart, but I don't know how to express my gratitude. She is really worthy of my good study, in addition to professional ability, as well as personality and character, her personality strength is gradually affecting and changing me. Of course, I often think of your advice and teachings to me, and of the truth you often tell me about how to be a man and how to do things. Now that I can't find you, Chen Yao seems to be your stand in

Last night, the manufacturer gave me 50000 yuan, but I didn't ask for it. In fact, it's not that I'm noble or that I don't like money. I always feel that Yuqin and his wife are not mean to me. We have to be conscientious. If we accept 50000 yuan from others, we have to let them earn at least 100000 yuan more, which is equivalent to letting Yuqin spend 100000 yuan more... Think about it, I can't do this. If I do this, I will be very angry and despise me, My determination was very firm, so I resolutely refused. Sister, whenever I do a lot of things, my mind will always habitually think of some of your words. You have become an indelible habit in my heart and an indispensable shadow in my life

Alas! I don't know if you are angry with me, and I don't know if you still hate me... Some people say that time can take everything away, but with the passage of time, you are more and more deep in my heart, I miss you more and more strongly, my love for you is more and more strong, how much I miss you, love you and miss you

Sister, I really want to summon up the courage to speak to you on QQ, but I don't have the courage after all, because I'm afraid, afraid to see your sad eyes, afraid to see your melancholy expression, afraid to touch your broken heart... I'm afraid first. Outside, I have nothing to fear. Nothing can make me afraid, but in front of you, I'm scared I'm ashamed of myself. The strong yearning and extreme shame in my heart are constantly intertwined and collided. After all, I don't have the courage to buy you. Although I know you are not online

I'm only here, in the space I face alone, to vent, to talk to you alone, and to talk quietly with you. I know you can't hear me, but I'll treat you as if you can see and hear me. I'd rather cheat myself, I'd rather comfort myself, and I'd rather be illusory

Sister, life is a road, a hard, bumpy and tortuous road. Originally, we could go on together, but I committed a deep sin. I hurt you, hurt he Ying, and hurt myself. This road is destined to go on by myself, and walk alone... The road under my feet is longer and longer... The road under my feet is longer and deeper, and the love in my heart is deeper

Every night, in the lonely night, I often wake up in the middle of the night, in the boundless darkness, sometimes there are tears in the corner of my eyes. I know, that's the thought of you in my dream. Long night, difficult to sleep, I will open my eyes in the dark, staring at your bright eyes in the dark, suffering and suffering from guilt and missing in my heart... I don't know when such a day will come to an end, because I don't know if I can meet you again in this life, without meeting again, such missing and suffering will never stop

Alas... I am so worried about you in my heart. I don't know how painful and melancholy you will be without joy and happiness... Alas... I dare not aftertaste, but I can't help but aftertaste the past. Life is like a dream, suddenly separated... Is it really out of this life?

After saying so much, ha ha... If you don't, you may think I'm nagging, and you will say: "silly bear, how can you say so? How does it look like a woman pinching it? "

Ha ha... No one has called me "silly bear" for a long time. Today, Chen Yao casually said that I was so silly that I wanted to be a silly bear. Although she said it casually, it really made my heart tremble for a while. How I want you to call me that again. This is your patent, ha ha

It's getting late. I'll go back tomorrow. There are still many things to do after I go back. As an official, there are many things to do. I'll take a bath and go to bed. You must have gone to bed too. Good night, sister.

Zhang Wei wrote so much in one breath, and then read it silently.

Then, with a heavy sigh, Zhang Wei turned off his computer, took a bath and got ready to go to bed.

After taking a bath, Zhang Weigang climbed into bed. The phone at the head of the bed suddenly rang. As soon as he answered, Yu Qin's voice came from the phone, full of fear and trembling: "you hurry up and scare me to death..."

Zhang Wei understood that Yu Qin had a nightmare, so he said, "OK, just a moment, I'll be right there."

Yu Qin: "hold on, I'll open the door for you."

Zhang Wei gets up, puts on his clothes again and goes to Yu Qin's room.

Yuqin's room is full of lights. All the lights are on. Yuqin is huddled at the head of the bed, wrapped in a quilt, sweating. Her eyes are scared and shaking.

Seeing Zhang Wei, Yu Qinru was granted amnesty. Her eyes became more stable. She sat up and patted the head of the bed: "come here, go to bed and sit with me for a while."

Zhang Wei didn't speak. He went to bed and sat at the head of the bed.

Yu Qin quickly leans over and leans on Zhang Wei, shaking all over.

Zhang Wei took the ashtray and put it on the bed. He also took the three or five cigarettes at the head of the bed. He took out two and put them in his mouth. At the same time, he lit one by himself and handed it to Yu Qin. He said calmly, "take a cigarette and calm down."

Yu Qin's player took a cigarette, took a few puffs, and was a little quiet.

Zhang Wei slowly took a few puffs of smoke, slowly exhaled a cloud of smoke, and asked Yu Qin, "sister Yu, have you had a nightmare again?"

Yu Qin nodded, smoking and said: "yes, it scared me to death. I dreamed that I was pregnant and had a baby, but I was born a freak... It scared me to death! How terrible

Yu Qin said with a frightened look in her eyes. She grabbed Zhang Wei's hand and kept shaking.

Zhang Wei patted Yu Qin's hand and back, gently smoothed it for several times, and said, "be quiet for a while. It's just a dream. Don't think about it. You've started to detoxify now. You'll soon recover. The nightmare will pass."