Chapter 186

Zhang Wei: "after all, Chen Yao is a friend, a peer and a business partner. No matter how beautiful she is or how excellent she is, it has nothing to do with me. I always have a red line in my heart, an insurmountable red line. I never have any thoughts of overstepping that red line in my heart, nor dare I have any thoughts of overstepping it, She can be a good friend and a good partner with me, but that's all.

"And you, you are the person I love the most in my heart, the one I want to love and love the most in my heart, the one who is full of infinite love and warmth when I think about it, and the one I dream of sharing my life together. Although I have never met my sister, although I have always wanted to see her and listen to her voice, I am not in a hurry now, Because I know from my heart that my sister is the most beautiful woman in the world, her voice is the most gentle voice in the world, and she is the love of my life. "

The umbrella man was silent for a while, and said: "silly bear, thank you. After this period of time of reflection, today, I want to have a showdown with you..."

Zhang Wei's heart beat violently: "elder sister, you say."

Umbrella man: "in fact, I have known you for a long time. I have been observing you and understanding you from different directions. Up to now, I have gradually understood your heart and your whole person. Finally, I have made my hard psychological defense from impregnable to loose to now completely relaxed.

"My sister is a past person. The love and hate, the hurt and pain left in my sister's heart are too deep and deep. In countless cold nights, I can't sleep alone. Those things in my memory will always come out to remind me, warn me and remind me, and always let me cool my just warm heart in my memory.

"I long for sunshine, I long for warmth, and I long for meeting a safe and reliable partner who knows and knows each other. However, those things in my memory always come out to haunt me, and always tangle in my heart like the devil. Therefore, I always keep in touch with you with a kind of contradiction and expectation.

"How I wish I could overcome the demons in my heart, break free from the shackles of memory, take a medicine that can forget the past, and let myself forget all the past injuries and pains. Thank you, silly bear. You are constantly giving me confidence, strength and sunshine intentionally or unintentionally, so that I finally have the courage to say goodbye to the past and welcome the dawn of hope. The dawn comes from your power and light... "

This is the first time that the elder sister of umbrella man really confides her heart and love to herself. In this silent midnight, at the moment when the old and new rings are handed over, Zhang Wei is deeply moved. The elder sister's heart is fully unfolding to her, and her love is slowly showing to her like a blooming flower bud. What can be happier than that? What could be a better new year's gift?

Zhang Wei: "sister, I'm glad to hear that. I feel that my heart is so close to you."

Umbrella man: "ha ha, silly bear, my sister didn't give you a new year gift. I'm really sorry."

Zhang Wei: "don't say that, sister. I didn't give you a new year's gift, either? Objective conditions don't allow it. It's understandable. Besides, what you said to me today is my best New Year gift? A thousand gold will not be exchanged

Umbrella man: "you are also my best New Year gift, because I finally saw a complete and perfect Zhang Wei, a man who used true feelings for me from heart to appearance. Silly bear, once I thought that I would never be happy again, lucky and love again. However, since I knew you, you unconsciously changed my mind, Change my opinion, you are the driving force of my happiness, you are the source of my happiness, together with you, is the happiest time in my life.

"Although I have never opened my heart to you, I have unconsciously opened my heart to you in the conflict of suppression and expectation, silence and desire. Looking back, I have to admit that you have changed me... In fact, these words in my heart have long wanted to tell you, It's only because of the perplexity of self contradiction and the confusion and fear of the future that I have to wait until today. "

Zhang Wei: "sister, when you say that, I feel dizzy again. Do I really have such a great effect? Now we are only through the network together, you will feel so happy, if we are really together in reality, you will be more happy. Ah - sister, I don't know when we will really meet? When can I see my real sister? "

Umbrella man: "silly bear, I think the big date is in... Spring..."

Zhang Wei: "sister, spring has arrived. Today is the Spring Festival."

Umbrella man: "yes, little fool, winter has passed, night has passed, dawn is coming, spring has arrived."

Zhang Wei: "but elder sister, how long do I have to wait in this long spring?"

Umbrella man: "brother, remember my sister's words, don't be anxious, don't be confused, maybe, soon, in a casual or special day, you will see the legendary umbrella man's sister."

Zhang Wei was very excited: "sister, you didn't lie to me. Don't lie to me. Is that true?"

Umbrella man: "if there is no accident, if there is no accident, this day will come soon, because the ice in my sister's heart has been completely melted by a little fool. The day of complete melting is the day when you and I meet."

Zhang Wei: "I wish I could heat you up to 120 degrees now."

Umbrella man: "Chef Zhang, you think it's steamed bread. If you add such a high temperature and 120 degrees, your sister will be vaporized and become air. I don't know where it's gone. Ha ha ha

Zhang Wei: "I'm so excited. I can't wait!"

Umbrella man: "remember my words, everything is natural, can't be forced, success is fate, failure is fate, as it comes to pass, we have gone through the autumn and winter, the seeds have matured, have begun to sprout, can't we wait for the spring flowers to bloom?"

Zhang Wei's heart slowly stabilized: "sister, I listen to you, but - I'm still very excited!"

Umbrella man: "hee hee... Excitement is understandable, but don't get out of control. Don't forget yourself when you are happy, don't be discouraged when you are frustrated. You are a big man. You should learn to be calm, learn to grasp the overall situation, and make yourself not only a mature man physically, but also a mature man psychologically."

Zhang Wei: "I remember my sister's instruction and never dare to forget each other. My brother is looking forward to the day when we meet!"

Umbrella man: "you are a big man, a sky, a pillar and a mountain. No matter how strong a woman is, she longs to rest in her beloved man's arms. She longs for a man's solid arm support. She longs for a man's invincible will. No matter how strong a woman is, she hopes to have a warm home and a perfect home, They all hope to live a happy life as a husband and a child. They all hope that when the wind blows, they will have a pair of generous hands to caress their hair... "

Zhang Weifa nodded his head and felt the responsibility on his shoulder firm: "sister, don't worry, I won't let you down, I will melt the last ice in your heart as soon as possible, let your heart flow happily, I will let us meet as soon as possible."

Umbrella people sent a gentle look: "since the failure of marriage, my heart has been hiding in the dark, I dare not face the direct sunlight, but, silly bear, I believe, you will become the sun that I disperse the devil, you will become the sun forever in my heart..."

Zhang Wei's blood is boiling, and his mood is stirred by the happy blood like a few little rabbits jumping: "sister, life is so beautiful, the future is so bright, I am your sun, don't shrink, don't retreat, hold up your head, stride forward, come on... Almighty God bless you!"

Umbrella man: "ha ha... Silly bear, I find that we have different beliefs. You believe in Christianity and I believe in Buddhism. When you pray, you will say" Ha lulia thanks God "and I will say" Amitabha ". That won't cause sectarian conflict, will it?"

Zhang Wei: "ha ha... I'm joking. I don't have religion or belief. I belong to the lost generation. I used to believe in communism when I was a child. But when I grew up, I understood that it was a utopia and my belief was broken. Now I have no belief. If I have any, it's money or money!"

Umbrella man: "poor silly bear, in the end, he has become a confused generation. He can't live without faith. No matter what he believes, he should always have a spiritual sustenance and a faith. This money can be used as a living object and one of the pursuit goals instead of a faith. It seems that I have to enlighten you more in the future, Help you build up a spiritual belief, a sustenance. "

Zhang Wei: "yo! Sister, do you want me to believe in your Amitabha? I'm not interested! If I don't believe in money, I believe in you instead... "

Umbrella man: "ha ha! Is there any mistake? I'm still trying to believe in you. Instead, you have to believe in me. Ah, a big man has no ambition to speak. What can you believe in? You believe in a woman... Speechless! "

Zhang Weifa used to have a perplexed expression: "what kind of faith does my sister want to help me build?"

Umbrella man: "it's a long time to come. It depends on what kind of material you are!"

Zhang Wei laughs foolishly: "ha ha."

The umbrella man sent a finger: "look at you! Silly bear! By the way, listen to what you said just now, Chen Yao calls you baby by nickname. Why does she always call you baby by nickname? "

Zhang Wei: "ha ha... This person is usually very elegant, calm and calm, but in private, he is really funny. He likes humor and jokes, and is very lively. The more I don't let her call her, the more I call her. I just don't care about her, let her go, and when she calls enough, I won't call her."

Umbrella person: "this nickname, in fact, as long as it's a close relationship, you can call it, not only your parents and elders can call it. I have several close girlfriends, they all like to call me nickname, hee hee..."