FORTY-SIX

JIMIN WAS PACKING his stuff for the short trip Yoongi had planned for them. Ever since then his thoughts would drift off, to one specific vision that he really tried to ignore since that day. But it was impossible. It's now hovering in his head day in day out.

Almost two weeks have passed since his birthday, everything was like usually, just that his nights were spent in Yoongi's room, filled with laughs and bickering, late night talks and stupid conversations. They work perfectly well together, heading out for a few task and helping out other Duos as well. It was all perfect, expect that one stupid vision. It's like a shadow following Jimin around or a bomb around his waist that's about to explode anytime.

He knew that he has to talk to Yoongi about it eventually, because since that day back then, the day he got the vision, they never mentioned it again. Now he has the time to bring it up on their trip.

They're having a few days off for it because it will take some time to learn to control it. Yoongi didn't exactly tell him who that person is, but he knows how to help Jimin because he himself has the same powers. Therefore they have to go to another city, which is about two hours away from them. They will be staying in an airbnb for these days.

Jimin was so into his thoughts that he didn't hear Yoongi walking into his room.

"Hey, my love." He says, causing Jimin to flinch at the sudden touch. "Sorry, I thought you heard me."

"It's fine." Jimin responds with a short smile before turning around to peck Yoongi's lips. He's still packing his stuff, but he was so in his thoughts that he didn't really get to finish it.

"Don't forget to bring some warm clothes." Yoongi says, since it started snowing a few days ago and hasn't stopped since.

"You're right. Can you give me my sweaters from my closet?" Jimin asks while Yoongi already approached his closet. His warm clothes are placed on the bottom and while grabbing it, Yoongi notices a wooden box underneath them.

"What's this?" He asks curiously, no need to hide his curiosity regarding Jimin.

"Oh that's- it's something- personal." Jimin mumbles, unsure if it's the right moment to show it Yoongi. He never talked about it to anyone. It's a secret he wanted to keep to himself forever, because no one needed to know. At least not until now.

„Oh- sorry for asking." Yoongi responds before closing the closet and walking up to Jimin. The younger sighs, he feels bad to hide anything from Yoongi. After all they belong to each other now, they are a couple now.

There shouldn't be any secrets.

„No- don't be sorry." Jimin says walking past Yoongi to go to his closet. He grabs the box and places it on his sideboard where Yoongi is standing.

He opens the wooden box, revealing nothing but a few things. It's a pair of baby shoes, a small silver necklace and an old picture. There're a few others things as well, just some belongings of his parents but the most important stuff are the ones that belonged to a long lost person.

Yoongi frowns as he looks down at the few items inside of the box.

He looks at Jimin as if he's asking for permission before grabbing the picture. It shows two small boys, probably about the age of 4.

Slowly Yoongi averts his gaze from the photo to Jimin.

„Who's that?" He asks.

„That's me and my brother. My twin." Jimin responds with a soft smile, his eyes not leaving the old picture.

„I thought you're an only child- did he-?"

Jimin nods softly, „Yes he died. Not long after this picture was taken. He was only 4."

„What happened?" Yoongi asked after a short moment of silence.

„He was sick from the moment he was born. Jihyun had a very rare and incurable illness. The doctors couldn't find out what was the reason for this illness." Jimin explains his smile turning into a rather sad one, „Not until he died and a year later we found out about my powers. The doctors assumed that my powers were the cause of this. As if I messed up his body while being in my mother's womb."

Yoongi frowns, the short silence was heavy. He didn't know that this box is so important.

„That's just a theory. But I think my parents believed it. They were mourning every day because of our loss, but I think secretly they blamed me for his death." Jimin continues while Yoongi slowly placed the picture back into the box. It's sad to hear that his parents thought that way. Jimin didn't deserve it.

„I'm sorry, Jimin. I didn't know it's that deep. Sorry for being it up." Yoongi says looking at him apologetically, making Jimin pat his arm.

„It's okay. I managed to deal with this a long time ago. I barely even remember him. But I know he was a sweet boy." Jimin responds, leaning his head against Yoongi's shoulder to give himself comfort.

The elder turns him to face him before pulling the younger into a long hug. He knows Jimin needs that comfort and closeness now.

„You're the sweetest boy I ever met. None of this was your fault." Yoongi says while hugging him tighter.

As they part, the elder places a soft kiss on Jimin's forehead, making the younger blush slightly at the pure action. The black haired male nods in agreement before rubbing his face softly against Yoongi's neck, hoping that they could stay in this position for a longer time.

It felt so good being around Yoongi.

„We have to go now." Yoongi interrupts the comforting silence and earns a nod from Jimin in response. Sadly they have to get going.

After Jimin packed his stuff they took one of the cars and headed to their destination.

The ride was fun, they talked a lot and listened to music and had a short rest at a gas station where they bought some drinks and snacks.

It was when Yoongi suddenly brought up the topic, that the mood got tense.

It's been two weeks since the task where the woman died, and even though Jimin had a few appointments with the psychologist at the department, he still reacted sensitive about it.

Especially when Yoongi brought up the topic about his powers.

„You know you can't ignore it forever. We have to talk about it." Yoongi says as Jimin tried to avoid his attempt to talk about it.

„I know." Jimin sighs out, looking out of the window as they drive through a beautiful forest.

„You can talk to me, you know that. I noticed that you haven't used your powers since that incident." Yoongi says, causing another sigh to leave Jimin's lips.

„I know." He repeats, playing with his fingers now. He used to use his powers daily and not just for work but for everything. It was so easy, he handled them so good, so perfect. Now he's just scared to use them, to fail to control them.

„What's the matter? Have you even tried using them?" Yoongi asks in a soft tone, he doesn't want to push Jimin but it's important to talk about it.

„No- not really." Jimin responds, „I'm afraid- that I might can't control them."

„You won't know if you don't try it." The elder responds, „Let me help you. Let's do it together like in the past."

With that he gives Jimin a short look, before grabbing his hand to intertwine their fingers while keeping his eyes on the road.

Jimin had to smile softly at the gesture, just seeing their hands like this makes his heart race out of happiness. It seems so unreal but it's so wonderful. He knows that now nothing can tear them apart.

„You're right. I shouldn't avoid it anymore." Jimin admits, slowly running his thumb over Yoongi's cold fingers. He loves holding his hand.

„We will figure it out. Together, remember?" Yoongi says causing Jimin to hum in response and to smile. This feels so good.

The rest of the ride was rather quiet but peaceful, they arrived not long after at their stay. It's a comfortable apartment with a beautiful view and balcony, a cozy living room and even cozier bedroom.

"It's really nice here." Jimin says as he puts his stuff down and lets his body fall onto the sofa. Yoongi chuckles before doing the same. They still had some time left till their meeting, so Yoongi joined him on the sofa.

"You like it?" Yoongi asks, causing Jimin to nod in agreement.

"That's good, because we can come here as often as you want." He adds placing a kiss on Jimin's head, while hugging him.

"What do you mean?" The younger asks with a frown looking up to his lover.

"I mean, what I said." Yoongi chuckles, "It's actually my apartment. I bought it a few years ago."

Jimin sits up more straight while frowning, "What? I thought it's an airbnb."

"It is. I rent it as one, because I barely use it. But I bought it to be closer to my sister and her family. I stay here when I visit them." Yoongi explains, caressing Jimin's head, „And it happened to be close to where he lives."

Jimin hums and tries to collect his thoughts. "Actually who is he even? You never explained it to me."

"He's the Officer that once was trained by a really important Sergeant. I think Jin already told you about him." Yoongi starts explaining and Jimin remembers. He asked Jin if there's someone who knew how to learn to control this power.

"Sadly the Sergeant passed away a few months ago. So I searched for the Officer with the future vision that he had trained. And I found him. He lives in this city with his wife." The elder adds while Jimin listens. It's impressive that Yoongi took his time to find him, even though it wasn't hard, but it wasn't his duty. But he did it out of love, because he wanted to help Jimin. And it's a good thing to finally learn to control this power as well.

"That's really- kind of you, Hyung. I didn't get to thank you yet, but I'm really thankful for making this happen." Jimin says, playing with Yoongi's shirt.

"You don't need to thank me, love." Yoongi responds, causing Jimin to look at him again because of the pet name.

"I would give you the world, Park Jimin." The elder adds while leaning in.

"But you're all I need." Jimin whispers against his lips, before closing the gap between them.

It's a slow but intense kiss they share, it's filled with so much love for each other, Jimin can feel himself melting into it. Yoongi grabbed his face softly to deepen the kiss, while Jimin moves onto his lap.

Soon the kiss turns into a making out session, both of them moving their lips eagerly against each other, so hunger for each other's touches. Yoongi has his hands under Jimin's shirt, caressing his soft skin, while Jimin holds his face, kissing him with so much passion and admiration. Yoongi's mind went crazy, everything revolved around Jimin, he is his sunshine, his hope, his love, his everything.

Squeezing Jimin's hips with his hands, causes Jimin to let out a moan right into their kiss, a sound so beautiful that it made Yoongi's heart melt instantly. Oh how much he loves this sound.

They continue to kiss hungrily, with so much passion it consumed both of them. They lost track of time while they were making out, it's the ringing of Yoongi's phone that made them part.

Both were breathing heavily, and with one last peck on Jimin's lips, the elder reaches out for his phone in his pocket.

It's him. It's time to go.

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A/N: hello my dear readers! I didn't forget you I promise <33

I've been busy lately I will soon start working full time and I have a few things to do before it starts hope you understand <3

Anyways we learnt something new about Jimin, what do you think? It's actually just a small information- did you remember the wooden box from the beginning?

Let's see where this all goes! I still have to think about an ending for this book, any ideas?

We will have around 60 chapters in the end <33

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