TWENTY-SEVEN

ARRIVING AT THEIR place, Jimin is already too wasted to actually make a move.

Yoongi places him on his bed, earning a groan from the younger, who just can't decide what emotions to show. One moment he's laughing the next one he's horny, then suddenly sad.

Yoongi just wants to leave him there and go to his room to sleep. But Jimin grabs his hand as he's about to turn around to leave, making Yoongi take a halt in his movement.

„Please stay." Jimin mumbles, holding onto Yoongi's hand as if his life depends on it.

„You know I can't. My room is right next to yours, call me if you need anything." Yoongi says softly, carefully removing his hand out of Jimin's grip.

„It's so hot-" Jimin groans, arching his back as he tries to unbutton his shirt but fails because he's too drunk.

Yoongi sighs as he watches the younger male struggling, before sitting down on Jimin's bed right next to him, to help him get rid of his long sleeved button up.

The elder hesitates for a second, before his hands find their way on Jimin's collar, slowly opening the first two buttons.

What the fuck am I doing here?

Yoongi is confused why he feels his body getting pretty hot just by helping Jimin opening up his shirt.

The younger however lets his head fall onto the soft pillow, his eyes already half closed, while Yoongi opens the button of his shirt. One by one, extremely slow.

Slowly pulling both pieces of the shirt aside and revealing Jimin's bare chest, that's when Jimin suddenly feels his breath being taken away, everything inside of him is screaming for Yoongi, his body is being taken over by a strange warmth.

He wants him close. He wants Yoongi to be with him.

Carefully helping Jimin to get out of his shirt completely, Yoongi removes the cloth from him, placing it at the end of the bed.

It's dark inside of Jimin's room, just the light of the moon is shining in the small bedroom, giving Yoongi and Jimin the only source of light. But it was enough, to see each other's beauty.

Jimin lies on his back, his chest is bare and hot, his breath first fast and messy but soon, as he looks deeply into Yoongi's dark eyes, he can feel himself calming down, his breath now steady and slow.

He can feel it, he can feel Yoongi's urge to touch him, to be close to him and Jimin knows the elder wants it just as much as he does.

The look in his eyes says everything.

It's when Jimin grabbed Yoongi's hand, that the elder was able to leave the trance he fell into. The younger male then places the cold hand right on his bare chest.

Cold hand meets hot chest, just like ice and fire.

Yoongi can feel Jimin's heartbeat on his palm, the hot skin feels like it's burning him, while they stare into each others eyes deeply. Jimin's have turned darker once again.

„Please stay with me tonight." Jimin says, breaking the silence even though his voice came out just like a whisper.

„You want me too right?" The younger then adds, drawing his eyebrows closer into a desperate look, „Right?"

Yoongi's heart beats faster because hell yes, he fucking wants him too. But should he tell the truth?

„Please don't reject me, please Hyung." Jimin continues, his hand now placed on Yoongi's.

„I'm not rejecting you, Jimin." The elder responds, slowly moving closer to the boy lying next to him on the bed.

He leans forward, placing his right hand on Jimin's cheek.

„I want you, too." Yoongi whispers against Jimin's lips, „But not tonight, not when you're drunk."

„I'm aware of what we're doing." Jimin whines out, completely mesmerized by their closeness and Yoongi's hot breath against his lips.

„It's not enough. You're drunk and I don't want you to regret anything tomorrow." Yoongi responds, as his eyes travel from Jimin's lips to his eyes.

Yoongi would be lying if he said that he has seen anything more beautiful than Jimin's eyes before.

„I won't regret it." Jimin says impatiently because he really wants their lips to finally meet again, and Yoongi wants it too.

So without thinking twice, the elder leans in, placing his lips on Jimin's, dragging the younger male into a passionate kiss.

Even though it might be wrong, Yoongi can't help but feel so good at this moment. It seemed like the only right thing to do. To finally kiss Jimin again.

The younger male is eager, he wants more, so he places both of his arms around Yoongi's neck, trying to pull him closer moreover above himself but the elder stopped him from doing so.

„Not tonight, Jimin." Yoongi whispers against his lips, before completely removing himself from Jimin's grip.

Even though he kissed him first, Yoongi knows that this actually shouldn't have happened. At least not tonight. It's not regret that he feels, he just wants to wait. Jimin should be completely aware of what they are doing. If they ever even go any further.

„Please Hyung, I want you- I need you by my side." Jimin cries out, holding onto Yoongi's sleeve, but he just shakes his head. Jimin is stubborn, but so is Yoongi.

Tonight nothing more than that kiss will happen between them.

„Try to sleep, Jimin." Yoongi says before walking away, leaving a desperate boy behind.

The elder undresses himself before slipping into his Pyjamas. He left the door slightly open, in case Jimin needed anything.

Soon he lies down on his bed, glad to finally feel the cold pillow against his face and the heavy blanket on his body.

Just when he's about to drift off and fall asleep, he hears the sound of cracking wood and his door being pushed open slowly.

„Jimin- I said not tonight." Yoongi says as he hears the younger male approaching his bed.

„I won't do anything." Jimin mumbles sleepy, „I just want to sleep next to you."

Yoongi slightly turns around, his eyes now used to the darkness. The moon is shining through the window on Jimin, showing off his beautiful facial features, the seriousness and tiredness that is written all over his face. His body is lean and toned, the tattoo on his ribs, is what catches Yoongi's attention for a short moment, before focusing back on his beautiful face.

Something starts spreading in Yoongi's chest, a strange feeling, that makes him melt at the sight in front of him, something that makes it so hard for him to say no to Jimin.

So he just sighs, before giving in, „Okay."

With that Jimin slowly walks up to his bed, lying down next to Yoongi on the bed, while his back is facing Jimin.

The younger just lies down, quietly, and not needy just like a few minutes before. He seemed totally different. Yoongi waits for anything to happen, for Jimin to try to seduce him or so.

Nothing happened. It's peaceful.

Yoongi closes his eyes, taking a deep breath, before he feels the younger leaning his head against the back of Yoongi's neck.

Just that. Nothing more or less.

But it was enough for Yoongi to feel - at ease.

The next morning started with Jimin groaning out of pain the same second he opened his eyes. His head hurts like hell, the sunlight shining through the window is blinding him as he tries to get himself to wake up.

While stretching his body he takes a deep breath, noticing that the scent is quite familiar but it's not belonging to himself.

Quite confused he opens his eyes, scanning his surroundings while the memories from last night start running through his mind.

Well fuck.

Even though Jimin was wasted and totally drunk, he remembers everything. Everything he said and everything that happened.

The black haired male sighs out of frustration, not knowing how to deal with the embarrassment. Right then, the moments with Yoongi show up in his head. Especially the kiss.

Yoongi kissed him, again. He did the first move, again.

And it confuses Jimin a lot.

The whole trip is like a rollercoaster of emotions for Jimin.

Yoongi opened up about the secret he has carried and the reason why he refuses to work with Jimin, they almost kissed right after their sentimental talk and yesterday - yesterday was the highlight.

They danced, they kissed and they slept in the same bed, again.

Jimin hides his face in his hands, groaning once again. What's going on with him? Why is he acting like that around the Sergeant?

Well of course because he's attracted to him, but where's his decency? Why is he throwing himself at Yoongi like a desperate teenage boy?

Why is there always a strange tension between them?

So many questions confuse Jimin's mind, making his headache even worse.

He has to get himself some water and a painkiller. Now.

With that he stands up from the bed and heads to the kitchen, hoping Yoongi wouldn't be there or anywhere near. Jimin doesn't really feel like dealing with him right after waking up.

But life has other plans for him.

Stepping out of the bedroom, Jimin already smells the scent of food reaching his nose, as he spots the elder male cooking in the kitchen.

Biting his lower lip, Jimin slowly approaches the Sergeant, secretly hoping that he wouldn't start a conversation or actually even talk about last night.

„Good Morning." Jimin mumbles quietly, making Yoongi turn his head to his right, there where Jimin's standing.

„Good Morning." The elder responds, taking his focus back to the meal he's preparing.

Jimin steps into the small kitchen, hoping to find what he needs immediately so that he can leave.

Before he could even start searching, Yoongi interrupts him as if he could read his mind, „I prepared meds and water for you."

With his chin he points to the glass next to him on the counter, a small pill also placed there.

„Oh- thanks." Jimin responds hesitatingly before grabbing the pill and swallowing it with water.

„How you feeling?" Yoongi suddenly asks, making Jimin cringe inside. He's so embarrassed about last night, he really doesn't want to talk to Yoongi. But they are two adults, they have to talk.

„Uhm- well fucking wasted." Jimin answers, scratching the back of his neck, before leaning on the door frame, watching Yoongi cook meanwhile.

„I expected that." The elder says, making Jimin snort at his response before he gets quiet to just watch the elder cook.

His eyes can't get enough of the sight in front of him. Yoongi wearing comfortable joggers, with an oversized black shirt, his now longer black hair falls messily on his forehead, the scar on his right eye seems a little more visible compared to the white and flawless skin on his face, his whole appearance is so beautiful right now. He looks charming, cozy, handsome, real.

He looks fucking loveable, like someone Jimin would fall for.

But what does he know about love? He has never been in love before nor did someone like him this way. Jimin doesn't know what love means. Just because he feels attracted to the Sergeant doesn't mean he will fall for him. But fuck what if he's already-

His eyes catch something slightly red on Yoongi's neck, a soft mark on the pale skin. And it made him remember, that he was the one who put the small hickey there. As if he had marked his territory, his property, Jesus.

It may be embarrassing, him throwing himself at Yoongi so shamelessly and pathetically, but if you ask him, he would do it again. He would love to leave more marks on Yoongi's skin, claiming him as his own, because hell- Jimin never owned something in his life. But then again, Yoongi isn't just a thing, he's a person, belonging to himself and himself only.

Please stop these strange thoughts, Jimin.

An awkward silence surrounds them, causing Jimin to clear his throat. Even though he actually doesn't want to talk about it, he kind of has the urge to discuss what happened last night, somehow to get things clear.

Maybe he will ask him to just forget that it happened? It sounds like a good idea, but then again it also sounded stupid. How could they just forget about it? Knowing that both of them want more.

Yoongi said it himself. He said he wants Jimin too.

They want each other - at least each other's affection and bodies.

Fuck what should he do, what should he say?

„Yoongi-", „Jimin-" Both of them said at the same time, interrupting each other before an awkward chuckle leave's Jimin's lips.

„You go first." Yoongi suggests making the younger nod while taking a deep breath before starting, without knowing where to even start.

„Listen about yesterday-" Jimin starts, making Yoongi look at him shortly, raising his brows slightly and causing Jimin's heart to skip a beat. Fuck you Min Yoongi, for being so hot.

„Uhm- we maybe should talk about it.." The younger continues, suddenly feeling so nervous. What's wrong with him, that's not him!

„What exactly?" Yoongi asks.

„Well what happened at the bar and afterwards.. I mean- there's clearly something going on between the two of us, right?" Jimin says, taking a step closer to the elder, what makes him avert this gaze from the food to Jimin.

„If you think so." The elder responds, clearly trying to build a distance between the two of them, mentally.

„I know you think so too." Jimin says, not sure how to discuss this topic in general. But why does bother him so much? It's not much of a big deal. They are two adults, they should act like ones too.

He shouldn't be so childish, he was drunk and acted out of sexual frustration and attraction to his certain male.

„I- I wanted to apologize for being so clingy and.. you know, needy." Jimin adds, again scratching the back of his neck, an awkward smile on his lips. The smile didn't last long, it faded the second he locked eyes with the elder.

„No big deal." Yoongi responds, now breaking the eye contact.

„So we're good?" Jimin asks, slightly unsure how to respond to Yoongi's reaction. So it's no big deal to him too?

„Yes, we're good, Park." The black haired male answers, before grabbing a spoon to taste the food. But instead of tasting it himself takes the spoon and holds it in front of Jimin.

„Taste it."

„What?" Jimin asks perplexed.

„Taste the goddamn food, Jimin." Yoongi responds impatiently as he still holds the spoon in front of Jimin's mouth, waiting for the younger to open his lips.

In fact he catches himself staring at Jimin's plump lips, before the younger opens them, letting Yoongi put the food into his mouth as their gazes meet once again.

It tastes good. But Jimin can't help himself, but only think about the male in front of him.

And Yoongi thinks so too.

„It's good."

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