Too Strong: Chapter 32
Too Strong: Hayes Brothers Book 4
D-DAY COMES ONLY A FEW MINUTES AFTER I close my eyes.
Cody knocks on the door at eight oâclock in the morning, pulling me out of a deep, dreamless sleep. If not for Vee cuddling into my chest, Iâd have paced the house all night, nervous about facing Mom and Dad.
Having her close works wonders on my head, though. Not even the news about a sister could keep me awake while she mussed my hair and kissed my neck before drifting off.
âDownstairs in thirty minutes.â Cody pokes his face inside, a shit-eating grin curving his lips as his eyes sweep across Vee drooling over my t-shirt. âArenât you two ?â he muses quietly. âCâmon. Weâre meeting Theo, Shawn, and Logan at Mom and Dadâs at nine, so better get moving.â
âYeah, alright. Iâll be there in ten. Make me a coffee, will you? Quadruple espresso should do it.â
Or maybe twoâ¦
He jabs his thumbs up, closing the door without any noise, uncharacteristically considerate.
Reluctantly, I wash up, brush my teeth, and shimmy into a pair of jeans and a hoodie. As much as I hate letting Vivienne out of my sight, I know itâs better if she doesnât come along to witness⦠whatever the fuck is about to go down.
Nothing good for sure.
I kiss her head, nose, cheeks, and eyes, rousing her as gently as I can without diving beneath the comforter to lick her awake.
âI need to go, baby,â I say when she opens those silver eyes. âI donât know how long Iâll be, but feel at home, okay? Donât leave until Iâm back.â
She nods, sitting up. âOkay, Iâll wait here.â
âGet some more sleep. Miaâs staying, and Iâm sure Cassidy, Thalia, and probably even Jack will come over at some point, so you wonât be alone when you wake up.â
And who knows? Maybe Iâll be back before then.
She slumps back, nuzzling her cheek into my pillow. âJust a few more minutes,â she whispers. âIâll be up in a few minutes.â
I kiss her forehead and pull the comforter up to her chin before leaving, my body tense.
Everyone is already downstairs. Nico looks like he hasnât slept at all. Heâs gripping his coffee cup just shy of hard enough to break it as he glares at the floor. Youâd think it offended him with how intensely he stares at it.
âHowâs Vivienne doing?â Colt asks, shoving a cup of freshly brewed coffee into my hand.
âSheâs okay. She hasnât said anything, but I think she worries whether telling us the truth was a good choice.â
âIt was,â Nico grinds out.
Before he says more, thereâs a knock on the door, and Cody goes out to let in Theo, Logan, and Shawn.
âI thought we were meeting there,â he says, following them into the kitchen and immediately starting the coffee maker.
âI thought it would be better if we all went together. I donât think I could hold off from screaming my fucking head off if I arrived first,â Logan says, searching the fridge for an energy drink. Dark circles under his eyes hint he didnât sleep either. âWhatâs the game plan?â
âThere is no fucking game plan,â Shawn cuts in. âI think itâs best I do the talking.â
Reserved laughter bubbles from Theoâs chest. âWe all know Nico wonât let us get a fucking word in until he gets everything off his chest.â
âCan you blame me? We have a sister we never knew about, Theo. Sheâs ,â he emphasizes. âShe spent eighteen years alone while she should have been a part of this family.â
âYou need to remember Dad had no idea she exists. I donât think heâd let her fend for herself if he knew.â
Nico breathes out, trying to cool his jets, but this time not even Miaâs hand gently smoothing the nonexistent creases on his chest can help the situation. He usually calms instantly at her touch, but today there are too many emotions raging inside each of us for anything other than answers to bring us a semblance of peace.
âKeep Vee company for me,â I tell Mia before turning to Logan and Theo. âAre Cassidy and Thalia coming over?â
âMaybe later. Weâll see how things go,â Logan says. âI donât want her worrying. Sheâs had a tough few weeks throwing up every day and not sleeping well. If she comes here, the girls will talk, and sheâll worry.â
âWhat about Jack?â I ask Shawn.
âHeâs waiting for my call. I have a feeling weâll circle back here once weâre done with Dad. We still need to figure out how weâre gonna tell Rose.â
On the one hand, Iâm not sure we have the right to tell her; on the other, expecting her mother to administer the truth might not be the best idea. Sheâs been hiding it for eighteen years. Despite it being less then nine hours since we found we have a sister, everyone already considers her family. No way weâll let her live her life not knowing where she belongs.
Five minutes later, the seven of us ride out in two cars. None of us speaks during the trip. The tension grows taut enough to play with a bow.
And it only gets worse when Mom opens the door. Her face clouds at the sight of her sons outside, all tense, silently watching her with a mixture of anger, empathy, and apology.
Weâve never arrived en masse unannounced like thisâa united frontâso itâs no surprise she immediately senses something is very wrong.
She doesnât say a word as she opens the door further and lets us in, accepting a kiss we stamp on her head or cheek, her nerves creeping with every I .
âShould I get your father?â Itâs the first thing she asks once sheâs closed the door behind us all with a click.
âYeah,â Logan huffs, keeping his tone as light as he can given the situation. âGo get him, please.â
She nods, gesturing toward one of the living rooms, and rushes down the hall.
We try and make ourselves comfortable. Or as comfortable as we can while weâre this tightly wound.
This is a real-life nightmare.
This isnât just about Dadâs affair.
This isnât just about Rose, either.
Itâs about Mom, too. Sheâs the one whoâll hurt most because sheâll have to deal with her husbandâs betrayal and a lifelong reminder of Dadâs infidelity in the shape of a new family member.
The one time he cheatedâI hope to fucking God it was just this onceâhe made a person. A girl. A daughter my mother always wanted.
I canât begin to imagine how much sheâll be hurting in a few short minutes, and it already makes me reassess this whole thing. We shouldâve prepared better. Thought this through.
Instead, weâre here, still shell-shocked ourselves, and Nicoâs doing the talking, which doesnât help the situation one fucking bit.
Too late to turn back now.
Shawn parks by the window, his arms crossed. Logan perches on the armrest of the Chesterfield sofa with Theo and Colt while I stand to the side, leaning my shoulder against the wall. Codyâs on the piano stool, cracking his knuckles like heâs gearing up to knock Dad out the moment he comes in.
Nico takes center stage in the middle of the room, shoulders squared back.
Dad hesitates as he enters the living room, glancing around, his expression dubious and tense.
âSit down,â Nico grinds out, his tone not much above a whisper but imperious enough to chill me to the fucking bone. He points at two armchairs, waiting until Mom and Dad sit. âThereâs no easy way to say this, but we need answers.â
âWhat answers, son?â
One rude sentence from Nico wrapped in arrogant superiority, and Dadâs matching the stakes, shooting words with an equal dose of venom.
Takes one to know one.
Nico got his explosive character from our grandad. While it partially skipped Dad, there are times he can rival Nicoâs viciousness.
âHonest would be fucking best,â Nico rumbles, unfazed by Dadâs tone. He knows heâs got the upper hand. âLetâs start with why you cheated on Mom eighteen years ago.â
As expected, Dadâs attitude slips. His face blanches in a flash. And so does Momâs, her mouth falling open but no sounds escaping. In fact, the room falls perfectly silent. So fucking silent you can hear the dust settling.
It takes about twenty heartbeats that feel like eternity, before Dad rights his stance, spine straight, chin lifting in gesture of admission.
âI donât know how you found out, but the reason or the details are none of your business,â he says, putting stern authority behind his words while his seven sons watch his every move. âSome things are between your mother and me. Not meant for your ears.â He grabs Momâs hand, and I almost fucking kneel when she lets him, squaring her shoulder back.
She knew.
She knew all along.
âItâs in the past,â she avers, eyes pleading as she looks at each and every one of us. âLetâs leave it there, okay? Weâve made our peace with what happened.â
âToo late for that now, Mom. This isnât in the past. Itâs the fucking present, so heâll talk.â
Youâd think Nico said that. Maybe Logan. Even Colt would fit, but itâs who snaps, his hands shaking, eyes shooting daggers Dadâs way.
âLetâs take a step back, alright?â Theo cuts in, grasping at straws as he adds, âWhat was her name, Dad?â
He had the hardest time believing Vee last night. He and Dad were always very close, and it doesnât sit well with Theo that weâre blaming Dad for something we canât verify. The confession he just heard definitely changed his mind, but heâs still not convinced Rose is our sister.
âThe woman,â he clarifies. âWhat was her name?â
âWhat does it matter?â Dad squares up. âThis is none of your business, boys.â
âAnswer the fucking question,â Logan snaps, losing his questionable temper.
âWatch your mouth!â
âRebecca Bloom,â Mom says, defeated, her face a picture of sadness as she unwittingly flushes Theoâs arguments down the drain.
Maybe she forgave Dad for cheating but unearthing this secret theyâve kept from us for so many years opens wounds she fought to close. Itâs clear as day the reminder cuts deep.
Despite holding Dadâs hand, she shrinks in on herself, and her eyes lose their glow as if those memories rush straight to the surface. As if sheâs reliving the fucking nightmare all over again.
âI made a mistake,â Dad continues, backing off.
I bet he knows damn well that wonât be enough to appease us. That this conversation wonât be over until we get the information we came for.
âI didnât deserve forgiveness, but your motherâs an extraordinary woman. She gave me a second chance.â Itâs his turn to look us in the eye. âI love her and all of you more than you can imagine. My family has always been my priority.â
He means it. I know he does, but his words donât appease any of us in the face of the news.
Least of all Nico.
His clenched fists are the only warning we get before he lashes out. âTell that to your daughter,â he seethes. âWait, you canât because you donât know she fucking exists!â
Dad pales. Turns so white he looks like a dead man walking. Heâs almost see through, eyes wide, hands shivering. Not a word out of his mouth while Momâs distressed ?
pierces my heart like a knife.
It fucking flays me alive.
I didnât realize how much hurting Mom would hurt me. It might be a necessary evil, but that doesnât make this any less painful.
âIâm sorry this is how youâre finding out, Mom,â Logan says, his tone soft, jaw working as he fights to keep himself in check. âWe didnât mean to put you on the spot like this. We only found out yesterday⦠weâve not wrapped our heads around this yet.â
âA daughter?â Dad finally gasps, fear lacing his voice. âWhat are you talking about?â
âHer name is Rose,â Cody supplies.
âSheâs eighteen, smart, talented,â Nico lists, already fiercely protective of our little sister.
Heâs spent most time with her while sheâs studied under Miaâs wings, and itâs clear he likes the girl.
Sheâs snappy, funny, and utterly unafraid of Nicoâs mood tantrums. I think he found it pretty impressive. Now he knows sheâs family, sheâs made the list of people Nico would give up his arm for.
âShe shouldâve been a part of this family from the start,â he continues. âShe shouldâve been under protection, but instead, sheâs been living in a trailer park her whole fucking life!â
âWhat makes you so sure sheâs my daughter?â Dad asks quietly, eyeing nothing in particular before he ramps up the courage to look at Nico, recognition flashing on his face. âJust because the timeline fitsââ
âShe looks like you,â Theo supplies. âShe looks like . Well, mostly like Nico, so youâd think sheâs ultra fucking ugly, but sheâs really pretty. Black hair, black eyes. Like you say, the timeline fits, andâ¦â He glances at me, checking itâs okay to relay Veeâs words.
âRose is my girlfriendâs sister,â I supply, garnering Mom and Dadâs attention. âAt least thatâs what she thought her whole life, but now we know theyâre not related.â I stare Dad in the eye. âRemember I asked you about Derek Atkinson?â
âYes. I told you I donât know him.â
âHeâs my girlfriendâs father. Heâs married to Rebecca. Sheâs no longer , obviously.â
âThe point is,â Shawn takes over, impatient to get to the bottom of this without veering off topic. âNo one involved has any reason to lie. Rebecca kept Rose hidden from you for years. Conorâs relationship almost fell apart because she was so desperate to keep it that way. I think your first move should be reaching out to Rebecca. You should talk. And you sure as fuck should meet your daughter. Take a look at her then decide if you need a paternity test. It can be arranged.â