chapter 37

I made up my mind that I'm not going to abort. I knew ..it would be very difficult for me,  but babies in my womb were innocent. How could I aborted a token of love. It was not like that I had done something wrong, I just had the babies from the person I love. When I reached home my sister asked "what is this mean, You are not going to have abortion!"my sister was thinking about our family reputation and the results of my stubbornness. I replied" I don't want to abort, I want have my babies and I'm ready to take responsibilities for this". My sister got mad and sarcastically said " you will take responsibilities? Just think are you even capable to take care of yourself? then how are you going to take care for babies". I was on way to talk something at that time we heard another voice saying "what did you say! Baby?". When we looked towards the door We saw a person in her fifties standing holding the door with a shocking and mad expression and that was my mom. When I saw her I didn't know I already started to cry  then she asked again "what are you guys talking?say it now". We bacame silent then she asked "is it true, that you are pregnant?" My mom looked at me and asked me. That time my sister wanted to calm her down, because she was very angry. It was a obvious thing for a mother to get mad, on knowing that her daughter was pregnant without marriage. My sister said "calm down mom let's sit down and talk". That time my mom slapped me really hard on my cheek, it was the first time that I got a slap from my mom. Then she fell on the ground and cried like a mad person and my sister tried to console her, I also cried and that time my mom said " let's go to the hospital and get abortion". By saying this she got up from floor and pulled my hands. But I said "mom, no please". Mom said "what do you mean by no?" Let's go.. don't let me force you...you have done whatever you wanted now stay silent and just do whatever I said". I cried with desperate face. But before we could do something else another person came at the door and said "why you people are shouting so much". And that person was my father. Before we could say something or do something he said "why you people are crying by seating on the floor". Before something could happen my mother took my father out in another room. And in oneday I became a sinner, infront of my family, I was feeling bad and I didn't know how was  I going to face my father but I never thought that could be the last time for me to see my father's face. After that my father never showed his face to me until I got ready to left  house. I got prepared and went out to meet Aditya, if I didn't put things to the end then how could I start. Aditya and I used to meet a place, I went there and waited for him, after 10minutes of waiting I got see him. He came and hugged me happily, when he hugged me I just wanted to cry out of my heart but I didn't do that. He said "is something happened? Why are you so silent today". I smiled sarcastically and said "then should I talk and laugh like a mad!" My words were in a such rude tone, he said "did something happened?". I said "there is nothing  left to happened". I could see his confused face and he was feeling bad and it was piercing my heart but what could I do! When I was there to breakup with him. He said"you wanted to talk something important to me". I said "yes, I'm here to put an end to everything". He got shocked and said "what do you mean?". I said "you don't understand or you are acting like a fool?" Suddenly he got  terrified and heart broken. Then I stopped my heart to beat for that time and like a heartless person I said "I'm here to breakup".