chapter 35

When we waked up a silence was between us. I didn't know how to react and when I looked him his eyes were full of guilty. After a while I tried to understand myself whatever happened only to save me, But I can't able to say it's ok. After a short time  I said "don't worry I'm fine". After waking up that was the first time I looked at him. He came to me and hugged me and said "I'm sorry I didn't get any other way to save you". Saying this he kissed my forehead and said "I love you". then I smiled and hugged him tightly and said "I love you too". I didn't know why but my heart felt somehow relaxed.  Then we started to look for  ways to tent. I was not in a good condition, I was feeling weak so after a short walk I was tired. Aditya gave me a piggy back ride and after a long time we got the way back. Due to the darkness last night we lost path due to walking in opposite direction. Our friends were there searching for us. With all this trip finished then comes the exams. Everyone got busy after trip for exams. I also got busy and in this Aditya and me rarely got time to talk. After three month exam finished  and that was time for farewell party. During last exam I felt weird, I always felt like vomiting and  dizziness, but I thought it was due to improper sleeping and eating. But in the day of farewell it's became worse. I was trying a dress at shopping mall for farewell party at that time I felt that my belly fat has increased. I felt something was wrong and I would get a checkup next day. But something else happened when I became senseless at mall so they took me to the hospital and I was shocked to know the reason of my bad health. I was pregnant. I requested doctor to not to tell anyone. When I got home I didn't know what to do next so I locked myself in my room and thought what could be done! Due to this behaviour of mine  my elder sister came to me and said "what happened?". My sister was like a friend to me so I hugged her tightly and cried and said "I don't know what to do". She said "calm down first and say it what happened?". I was scared I didn't even know I was happy or sad!  I just needed someone's support at that time and that was my sister. She said "did something happened?". I said " I don't know, for this I'm sorry or not, I'm pregnant". Listening this her expression bacame blank she didn't say anything for ten minutes. Then  she said "did he know this?". I said "no, you are the first person to know this". My sister was very calm and mature person she said "it will be vary bad if anyone will know, so keep it a secret. First thing you have to do is to talk about this to Aditya,  he is also responsible for this. After that we will be  able to do something". Then I said "thanks di". That time she got angry and shouted at me "how can you do something like this? have you never thought about our family! What will happen if mom and dad know about this! If anything happens to our family due to this then I will never forgive you". Saying that she left and I cried for a short time then I thought "no I have to solve this". Then I got prepared for farewell party and   I reached college with friends. When I reached there I started to look for Aditya but I didn't see him. So I called him but he didn't answered. After many times he received and said "I'm at work".  Then I said "are you not coming to farewell party". He said "I have no time to waste  on parties". He sounds like he was stressed and not in a good mood. Then I said "ok see you later". After this I left the party and went to him. I was scared and thinking that "will he accept me or not?". But I never know his answer would be something beyond my thoughts.