chapter 31

I was confused so I said "what?". He said "you are not the type of person to through your decision on others even if it is a kid". I said "what do you mean?".  He smiled like an investigating officer, who got a clue for his next step. He said " your behaviour was really weird today, you always behaves like that when you have something to hide or you are guilty". I got nervous slightly and tried to control myself. He continued "so tell me what are you hiding  from me or why are you guilty!". I said without any hesitation "why do you think that you are right?". He said " I know you better from anyone else,because we used to be  lovers in past". I said "that's right it was in past, but now I'm changed I'm not the same person that you know . So stop bothering". After saying this I tried to open my car door but suddenly he grabbed my hand and said "Am I bothering you!" . I got angry and said "why you always grabbing me whenever   you wish! Who gives you the rights to do so?" . Suddenly hisface turns black and he  released my arm, and said "yaa, you are right. I have no rights, from today onwards I will never bother you". By saying this line he left. I never thought he would actually do the same, but what about me! Was I happy?                       I reached home washed kids and myself, they had already eaten, I just boiled milk and let them drink. At the time of drinking milk Aarav said "mom, are you angry on us?". I smiled a little and said "what makes you think like that?" . Aarav said "when we were eating you yelled at us at school". I was really rude that time, now I understood how scary I was. I said "no,  I wasn't  just feeling Okay, that's why I did that. I'm sorry darling if I make both of you scared". By saying this I hugged them. Adwiti said "mom do you hate Aditya uncle? he is so nice. We feel good to spend time with him. But if you don't like him then we will never talk to him". After hearing this I started to tremble, I was confused and I myself didn't know the answer. Did I really hate him! I was unabled to answer her. So I said "it's not like that, I hate him. It's just I don't know what to do to him". They asked "what do you mean mom?". Then I smiled and said "now you both are kids, so just drink milk and get bigger then you will able to understand mom's feelings". Then they did as I said, and Adwiti said "mom, if you don't know what to do with him then just like him. He is very nice, brother and me also likes him...so you can do the same". By listening two kids mature thinking I was tearing up but I controlled myself and said "ok, I will think about it , you both go to sleep". Then they fell asleep and I was at kitchen doing things thinking about what to do. That time I hear a sound and I understood it was Sudha who was trying to sneak in, because I was going to question her. When she was trying to sneak in I just suddenly appeared infront of her. She got startled and then smiled with akwardness and said "Hii, you are not asleep!". I said her coldly "come with me I want to talk with you". Then we both sat on the sofa and after a minute I asked "why did you do that!". She said "what do you mean!  I don't understand what are you talking about ?" Then I said " you purposely left and let Aditya to participate in game, and without my consent you let kids to talk with him. Why?". Sudha got serious and said "it's because I think he is a good person and he likes kids very much.  The most important thing is ...he is also kid's father".