chapter 30

Somehow function runs smoothly as planned and due to my leg injury I didn't had to do anything. But my mind and heart was restless. I was not myself I just wanted to go back home. Everyone were enjoying and talented children shows their talent like flowers were blooming at a garden. Finally it came to an end at 9pm, actually we planned programs like that. At 9pm we have dinner program for all (guests, teachers, children and parents). I didn't had any appetite to eat, so I let Aarav and Adwiti to eat and as for Sudha she just left before Aarav's game just by texting one message "sorry, see you at night". Yes, I was also waiting to got home early because I had a lot to talk with her. At the time of dinner suddenly from no where Aditya came to our table, just because I didn't want to meet him so I chooses a table at a corner where no one can see us. I didn't had any energy to talk or understand his willful thoughts. So I tried to ignore him and only focused on Aarav and Adwiti. But finally I failed and he was there to piss me I thought. But I was wrong actually he was there to meet Aarav and Adwiti. As for Aarav and Adwiti they were also very comfortable and close to him just like they had known eachother for years. But somehow it makes me feel sad because I became very possessive at that moment. I didn't want them to get close. So suddenly I got up angrily and said "Aarav and Adwiti let's leave, I'm not feeling good.... I'm going to meet principal mam just finish your plate in 2minutes and meet me at parking in 5minutes". I was so self-centred at that time, that it makes me feel guilty. But I didn't  want to accept that. I didn't look at Aditya because it might his eyes would show me... how rude I was at that time. So I left without looking at him. I said goodbye to principal mam and took 2days leave for my leg injury. After saying bye when I was going towards exit I met Akhil. I was in a bad mood so without saying anything I tried to left. But he said "Smruti just a minute". I stopped but didn't looked at him, he came and said "I know you are not in a good condition, but I really want to say it. Because if I didn't say it today then it will be very difficult for me to say it". Before he could say anything I said "sorry but I'm not in a mood to listen anything". I didn't wanted to entangle with any guy so before listening I rejected him. But that time I felt he was a very mature and good person. He was sad but he smiled for not to make things uncomfortable, that time somehow I was guilty for my behavior. He said "it's ok, if you ever have mood to listen, then just call me". Then I thought in my mind "I hope this time to never come". But I said "sorry, goodbye". After leaving that place I never looked back and I reached parking. At parking I saw Aditya was talking and enjoying with kids. I went to him and said "why are you here?". He said " then how can I let two kids out alone". He had a point so I didn't said anything. I opened car door and let kids in. Kids said " uncle good night and bye.  Hope to see you soon". I closed door for kids and I was going to driver side at that time. Aditya said " I got you". Now what waiting next for me!