Chapter 9
Broken 2: Broken, Not Shattered
MASON
âIs it actually the cops?â Lily asks, turning in her seat to see that it really is a police car pulled up behind us. She quickly pulls down her shirt and smooths out the wrinkles.
I try to make my face look less turned on as I begin to wind my window down. The cop walks up, shining his bright flashlight into the car.
âLicense and registration,â the old man snaps grumpily.
âSure.â I nod and lean over to the glove compartment, grabbing what I need and handing it straight over.
I glance over at Lily, who looks like sheâs having an internal freakout.
âWhat are you two doing out so late?â the policeman asks, leaning down and peering at her with his beady eyes, making her squirm in her seat.
âWe just went for a drive after the football game before going to get some food,â I explain calmly, noticing Lilyâs hands are shaking.
âUh-huh,â the cop replies before clearing his throat. âAnd why are you stopped here?â he questions.
Before I can open my mouth, Lily starts talking unnaturally fast. âBecause I started crying because Iâm probably not getting onto the volleyball team because I probably suck now because last year, I was in a car accident and nearly died all because my mom yelled at me for quitting cheer. I only quit because she practically abandoned me to travel with my dad, who turns out isnât evenââ
âOkay. Okay,â the man cuts Lily off, his small eyes widening before looking back to me. âWell, itâs not safe to park here, so best you be going,â he says, clearing his throat. âDrive safe.â He nods before disappearing back toward his car.
âHoly shit,â she breathes out. âThat was so scary.â
Her reaction makes me laugh. âI donât think Iâve ever seen you that nervous before,â I say as I start driving again.
âI thought we were going to get arrested!â she exclaims, placing her hand on her chest.
âArrested for being parked on the side of the road?â I laugh.
âIâve never been pulled over! How the hell were you so calm?â
âNot the first time Iâve dealt with the police, Princess,â I reply casually.
âWhat?â
âCallum wasnât the best of drivers. He was always getting pulled over,â I feel my smile slowly disappearing from my face. âThen every time he tried to kill himself, theyâd come around.â
She grabs hold of my hand and squeezes it reassuringly.
I continue, âAnd the neighbors called them a lot when Mom was having one of her drunken yelling sessions, or one of her boyfriends got too violent.â
âWere you ever hurt?â Lily asks quietly, making me freeze. I havenât thought of my childhood sinceâwell, I was a child.
âNot seriously. They stopped once I got big enough to fight back,â I mutter, deciding to tell her the truth.
âIâm sorry you had to deal with that,â she whispers, squeezing my hand. âWhat about Gemma and Tayla? Are they safe?â
âTheyâre safe. Mom is old now and only dates rich men,â I explain. But now Iâm not sure. She hasnât partied all night and brought randoms over in a long time, and itâs starting to happen again. âHer money is drying up, though. Sheâll have a new man soon,â I add, frowning, hoping it wonât be a drunk or a druggie.
I clear my throat. âIâll keep checking on them and be there if they need me. Thatâs why this scholarship and going pro are so important to me. I donât want to turn out like her or whoever my dad is. Hell, even like Callum. I need to have a better life and protect them.â
***
The weekend goes by way too fast. I wish we had three-day weekends. Having school and work on Mondays should be illegal.
I hate waking up in my bed alone. It feels cold.
I groan, really not wanting to get out of bed. Have I mentioned how much I hate Mondays? After waking up with Lily for two nights in a row, itâs even harder to wake up without her next to me.
The weather is cooling off, and I really donât want to get out of bed, especially to go lift weights.
But I do.
The whole workout, the guys from the teamâminus Jeffâare congratulating me on the game and asking where I was afterward. All of them promise to buy me a beer next weekend, like we actually have to pay for it.
I spot Stan, one of the guards, as the lift session is nearing its end. I notice that Jeff hasnât shown up.
âWhereâs Jeff?â I ask as Stan pushes the bar up.
âHeard heâs pissed about the game. Also heard that he wants to whip your ass.â He smirks.
âSure.â I roll my eyes at him.
âNah, he loves you. Itâs actually ridiculous,â Stan grunts as he slowly lowers the bar to his chest. âBut he better watch out. You played better than him, and the coach knows it.â
âIâm not gunning for his spot,â I reply. Not this year, anyway. Next year, Iâm going to be the starter.
âIâm just saying. If he keeps playing like shit, youâll be the starter by Thanksgiving,â Stan states matter-of-factly as I help him rerack the bar.
âIâm serious, dude. Youâre that good, and quite frankly, Iâd happily have you as my quarterback.â
âSure.â I snort. I played half of one game. How can he be so sure already?
âYou took charge out there. You made us listen to you, and look how well we all played,â he says, standing up and towering over me. âI think most of the team would prefer to have you. No cap.â
I let Stanâs words sink in, and a feeling I donât feel very often comes over meâI feel proud of myself.
***
Iâve come to realize that I hate college classes. Theyâre so long and boring. The rooms are always cold and have a weird smell to them. By the time one class is finished, Iâm starving.
Lately, Iâve been running from class to the café to grab Lily and me a coffee and muffin before the one and only class we share.
The second the professor dismisses us, Iâm out of my seat and heading straight to the café. But someone calls my name, stopping me.
âHey,â Mandy breathes out once sheâs caught up to me. âHow are you? We didnât get a chance to talk.â She smiles up at me, tucking her hair behind her ear.
âYeah, lots going on.â I nod and start walking toward the café.
âI was, um. I was thinking we could get together at lunch or tonight and work on our project,â she says, sounding nervous.
âIâve got training tonight,â I say, my eyes scanning the quad, hoping to see Lily.
âWhat about a lunch session? In my dorm?â Mandy asks as my eyes land on Lily, who is standing next to Liam. He sees me and nudges her. I hear Mandy say something, but I donât pay attention to her because my princess is running toward me with a huge smile.
I wait until sheâs a few paces away before I take a couple of big steps and scoop her into my arms.
âI did it!â she exclaims, squeezing me tightly.
âWhat did you do?â I ask, pulling back to look at her.
âI made the team!â she squeals excitedly.
I can feel my smile grow as big as hers. âCongratulations!â I say before she smashes her lips against mine.
âI fucking did it!â she smiles the moment she pulls back.
âI knew you would,â I say before pulling her face back to mine. Iâm so fucking proud of her. I knew there was no way she wouldnât make the team. Even after the accident, sheâs the best damn volleyball player Iâve ever seen.
âYou. Are. Amazing,â I tell her between kisses.
âAll right, all right, you two. Break it up.â Liamâs voice breaks us apart.
âI fucking did it!â Lily squeals, shaking his shoulders. I donât think Iâve ever seen her this excited. Itâs actually really cute.
âI so donât want to go to class now.â She sighs, pouting slightly before her smile overtakes her face again. âWeâve got to go out tonight,â she demands.
âOf course.â I nod.
âUm, what about our project?â Mandyâs voice interrupts.
âThat can wait.â I brush her off. In all honesty, I couldnât give two shits about the project. In fact, I forgot Mandy was still here. I grab hold of Lilyâs hand and thread our fingers together.
âSee you later.â Liam smiles, looking down at his phone before heâs running off.
âOkay, so you can only train at half-strength tonight, okay?â Lily says as we begin walking toward our class. âBecause thereâs no way youâre falling asleep while weâre out.â
She shakes her head.
âPrincess, Iâll stay up all night for you if you need me to,â I say, smiling down at her.
âMason,â she coos, sticking her bottom lip out slightly. âYou really are a big softie.â Her smile makes me want to drag her out of the room and straight to my bed.
âJust with you.â I wink, following her down the row of seats to our usual spot. Cameron is already sitting there.
âWhatâs this?â he asks, jutting his chin toward Lilyâs and my linked hands.
âI made the volleyball team,â Lily announces proudly as she takes her seat.
âReally? Thatâs awesome!â he exclaims, opening his arms and giving her an awkward hug. I suddenly want to punch his face in againâa feeling I havenât had in a few weeks.
âWhoa, careful there, Cooper. Armstrong might steal your girl like he stole her from me,â the most annoying voice in the entire world says, making Cameron pull away. For the first and most likely the only time, Iâm pleased to hear fucking Kingsley speak because at least it stopped Cameronâs weird hug.
âWhat are you talking about, Olly?â Cameron laughs as they share a fist bump. Of course, the dickhead would be friends with the even bigger dickhead.
âLily was my girl until Cooper stole her from me,â Oliver says.
I squeeze my fist hard, trying to hold in the rage. I remember Coachâs rule about no fighting. Shouldnât there be an exception for someone as fucking annoying as Kingsley?
âYou mean he actually treated me like a decent person after you cheated on me with my best friend?â Lily snaps, sending him a death glare.
âIt wasnât like that,â the fucker says, trying to defend himself.
âGet lost,â Lily snaps before turning away from both of the dicks and looking at me with a smile.
The first half of the class is Samuelâs droning on and on, boring me out of my mind. Iâm more focused on the little pictures Iâm drawing on my papers and watching Lily. All her attention is on the lecture. Her notes are ridiculously organized and color-coded. I might need to borrow them this weekend.
A few times, I catch Cameron looking over at her with a look that pisses me off. But when I see his eyes dropping to her boobs, it takes every single bit of strength I have not to gouge his eyes out. Instead, I just picture myself doing it over and over.
Iâm broken out of my thoughts by Lily shaking my shoulder.
âHuh?â I question, looking around and noticing everyone getting into groups.
âProject time,â she says, flipping through her notebook before stopping on another perfectly written page. âWhat have you two done so far?â she asks, looking between me and Mandy, who I didnât realize was sitting on my other side.
âNot a lot,â I reply sheepishly.
âActually, Iâve done most of it,â Mandy says, turning her laptop around and showing her work.
âWhoa,â I mutter, starting to feel bad I havenât been pulling my weight.
âAnd you?â Lily asks Cameron, who looks as guilty as I feel.
âRight. Well, you two suck.â Lily sighs.
âWe should really get together and work on this,â Mandy says before placing her hand on my shoulder, which instantly makes me feel like Iâm being suffocated. I shrug it off.
She doesnât take the hint, saying, âWe can go to my dorm after class.â She pouts her lips out like a duck.
âIâve got another class,â I say, shaking my head, really not wanting to be alone with her.
âHow about all four of us work together, and Iâll make a shared document,â Lily suggests, narrowing her eyes the slightest amount.
âYou really are the smartest person Iâve met,â Cameron says to her, making her smile and playfully roll her eyes.
I feel like heâs going to become a bigger problem than I originally thought.