Chapter 113.1
Absolute Advantage
adam was speechless.
better stop for each other.
if itâs really for each other, itâs right not to stop. physically and realistically, it made no sense to end it here.
only her voice was calm, but it was still clear that her decision was clear.
âsorry, i didnât hear you.â
and yet adam failed to refute properly.
he couldnât think of a way to change haewonâs mind.
âno, iâll pretend i didnât hear you.â
therefore, he could only react in this childish way. he felt like his mind was degenerating in an unexpected situation.
âis that all you have to say?â
when hae-won sighed quietly, adam shuddered his shoulders like a wrong child.
he has never been so nervous in front of anyone before.
adam became infinitely smaller in front of haewon.
even if he opened his mouth now, it was obvious that she would say only terrible words again, so he bit his lips shut.
âiâll be going now.â
meanwhile, hae-won rose up quietly.
itâs okay.
it was time to calmly reprimand himself that if he passed this crisis, he would have another chance to shake hae-wonâs heart.
hae-won opened her mouth as if she remembered something.
âiâm thinking of ending the imprint with drugs. itâs safe to end with, uhâ¦!â
when she came to her senses, haewon was under him. with her arms pressed hard against the floor.
âa-adamâ¦â¦?â
hae-won looked at adam with surprised eyes.
adam thought she was emotional.
however, haewon was more rational than anyone else at this moment. it was obviously him who was swayed by her judgment.
this time it wasnât acting.
this nervousness, this insecurity, everything was sincere.
âuh, let go of thisâ¦â¦!â
hae-won twisted her body and muttered.
âi was rightâ¦.. an alpha is said to be a simple, disgusting tribe.â
adam felt like he had been hit on the head by her subsequent words.
âactually, this is your true intention, right? you almost fooled me like an idiot again.â
adam felt that her eyes, which were stronger than usual, despised him.
âno, i didnât do thatâ¦â¦.â
adam denied it and relaxed his strength from his hand holding hae-wonâs wrist. but he didnât mean to let her go.
let go and sheâll leave.
and he had an ominous feeling that she would never come back.
âwhat are you saying is not?â
having learned over the years that omega is an absolute underdog in a relationship with alpha, she gave up resistance.
the calm response reminded adam of the brutal reality. he doesnât know what kind of situation theyâre in right now.
he was now an alpha for seo hae-won.
he has been downgraded to a being that is no longer special or precious, and only causes pain to her.
adam tried to suppress this nervousness. but he couldnât keep his composure.
the situation was different from the last time.
now all the means to change haewonâs mind are gone.
âis this the end? are you saying i failed?â
at that time, haewon closed her eyes slowly.
âdo as you please.⦠nothing will change anyway.â
she ended in a weak voice.
adam turned his head away from haewon.
facing the thin wrist crushed by his hand,
âwhy! why did you become such a monster? i only had you!â
the voice of a woman who had despised himself for being an alpha suddenly rang in his ears, and his body stiffened like a clock that had run out of life.
eventually, adam let go of hae-wonâs wrist and stepped back. no, he ran away.
âhaewon, iâ¦â
adam slurred his words.
he opened his mouth again, but he couldnât make out a full sentence. he felt like his throat was blocked with something.
a sudden chill permeated his bones.
and his eyes turned white.
ââ¦urgh.â
adam lost his balance and staggered, then fell on one knee and collapsed. the sensation of cold sweat running down his spine was creepy.
âwhatâs wrong with me? my bodyâ¦â
it doesnât feel like itâs his own body.
the strange sense of alienation and unknown pain squeezed adamâs body. he barely looked up and looked at the cause that made him so stuck.
âis it the influence of the imprint?â
when alpha and omega mate, they can control the estrous period, stabilizing pheromones. of course, this was a story when both maintain a good relationship.
an imprint was like a restraint in a way.