Chapter 376
Theatrical Regression Life
Episode 376:
Murder is truly provocative.
In what way is it so provocative? Killing creatures with the same intelligence as me? The point of killing similar-looking members of the same species? Or is it that I control the life of a living, breathing person in my hands?
There may be many reasons, but in fact, Song In-myeong was not very impressed by the act of murder itself. When I was younger, I think it felt good just to kill, but later, I felt greater joy from performing higher-level actions with the same material. And there was no end to art. Art based on murder was so provocative it was almost ecstatic.
Maybe thatâs why my greed grew as the days passed. I wanted to create better works with better materials.
âI want to ask you something, uncle.â
In that sense, Lee Jae-heon was a work that someone had already worked on and was an excellent material.
âHow do you feel about living?â
A polite tone came out automatically.
âKim Yeon-woo feels an inordinate amount of reward when he saves people. Munsan-gun is a crazy person who canât even hate anyone. The world that Kim Yeon-woo sees is clearly harsh, but there is probably a sparkling hope hidden within it. The world Munsan sees is sometimes sharp, but usually it is soft and soft like a marshmallow.â
âWhat nonsenseâ¦â
âBut I canât guess.â
ââ¦.â
âWhy live? Why do you help people? Why do you pretend like nothing happened? Or is it really okay?â
At the park, I thought I had a pretty good grasp of the ingredients, but the more I learned, the more I realized that Jaeheon Lee was a person whose true intentions were unknown.
âI know. When I was in real life, you joined hands with Detective Hong Gyeong-jun and looked for me. They even tried to find me by imitating customers I didnât match with. Are you Majo? Do you like being criticized? Oh, of course I know. Itâs not that I really have a masochistic hobby, itâs just that I decided it was more efficient. âI know, I know.â
But would it really be human if one could always live efficiently?
âYouâre not emotionally dull like me or my colleagues.â
Song In-myeong was like this from birth. I couldnât empathize with the pain. I didnât even feel the need. The suffering of others is just an efficient means to get what I want. Young Song In-myeong, who was bored with everything in the world, needed stimulation and eventually took this path.
âIf you think about it, that guy named In-ho Jeong is also kind of strange.â
Just by looking at him, I could see that he had a narrow range of emotions like Song In-myeong. I canât believe I lead a boring life without seeking further stimulation on such topics. Although he was a difficult person to understand, he was a talented person that I wanted to attract to this industry even more.
Song In-myeong swallowed his thoughts and continued speaking.
âWell⦠I think we can figure this out little by little. âRight?â
âAnyone wants.â
âYou were looking for me too. You know you canât kill me anyway, right? Those of you who have an aversion to killing will hesitate to harm me and die by my hands. No matter how out of their wits they are, there is no way those professional police officers would allow something like thatâ¦â
âIâm sorry, but Iâm not afraid of killing people.â
âBut I also know that killing me in the other world would be a loss.â
The void left by a dead survivor in the underworld is replaced by a mannequin that imitates the survivorâs behavior. Even if you kill Song In-myeong here, the âSong In-myeongâ in reality will still remain and commit murder, and if it tries to hide, it will be more difficult to catch it.
âIt would be better to talk to them in a hidden world like now and lure them in some way to induce a reaction or make a deal⦠because they know that the best thing to do is to set a trap and catch them in reality and put them in a cage. âThere is no way Lee Jae-heon would kill me.â
Of course, there are other ways.
âWell, it wouldnât matter if you cut off all of my limbs, deprived me of my mobility, and left me in a state where I could barely breathe. Anyway, when I return to reality, all the injuries I sustained here will disappear. Right? But what if I get scared and hide from reality? âIf I go abroad, it will be difficult to catch me for the rest of my life, right?â
And Iâm not sure if a person named Lee Jae-heon could be that cruel. Even if he could, would he really make that choice while his cute friends, whom he calls âchicksâ, are watching? Song In-myeong decided that it was not.
He said with a grin.
âI didnât show up proudly for no reason.â
There was no way Song In-myeong would die unless he was unlucky enough to be killed by a monster, and unless he was very lucky, he was unlikely to be killed by a monster either. Thatâs right, Song In-myeong was very fast on his feet. If you want to make a living with this job in this small area of land, you have to have the talent to run away.
âOh, honestly, itâs nice to see. Our Bian doesnât open up easily, but I guess only really good people gathered here. âHe talks a lot.â
ââ¦Thatâs not itâ¦.â
âIf you capture those people and use them as hostages, you wonât be able to say anything, will you? Did you say it was Munsan-gun? Iâm quite attracted to that too. There are a lot of babies that donât look like they can even take a bite⦠Donât you think they will cry loudly if you point out one finger at a time?â
ââ¦.â
âAha, Iâm not saying Iâm going to do that.â
A smile came out on Vivianâs white face.
âThink about it, kid. âWhy would I use such a troublesome method when there are talented people here who are full of humanity and would rather sacrifice themselves than let others mess with them?â
ââ¦ah.â
Vivianâs eyes suddenly turned to Lee Jae-heon, who was standing in front of her. Looking at the slightly shaking pupils, I guess he must have been affectionate with me even though I hadnât seen him before. Song In-myeong shook his head with interest.
âI think the way I protected her just now had a big impact on my mindâ¦â
Vivian herself didnât seem to be aware of it, but when she was half distracted by Song In-myeongâs whispers, she must have felt something in Lee Jae-heon, who hugged Vivian as if protecting her. It was. It seemed absurd, but it also felt like surprise or admiration.
As it wasnât certain, it seemed worth observing.
ââ¦Oh no. Mr. Lee Jae-heon, I just dragged him inâ¦.â
âYou know that when you see it, you idiot. I asked a good question. Thanks to you, I met you too. How nice is it? So, let me see my friend too. I donât want anything big, okay? âItâs okay if itâs a part that can be recovered, so why not just cut it off and throw it away?â
âPlease donât do that. âWhy on earth are you doing that?â
âIs this funny bastard? You dragged me around like you were showing off, and now youâre leaving? What are you trying to do with this? Didnât you go along with this knowing it would end up like this? âThat was your intention, right?â
âThatâsâ¦â
Vivianâs face gradually hardened, as if she thought there was nothing wrong with what Song In-myeong said. Actually, Vivian probably didnât know that in that short period of time, a person named Lee Jae-heon would enter her heart. Itâs understandable that youâre confused because you developed feelings for someone you didnât care about before without realizing it.
Jaeheon Lee sighed deeply, as if he couldnât just watch that. Whenever I saw him, he had a light attitude that did not fit the situation.
ââ¦Stop playing with the kid and everything. Would you like me to pluck out one of your eyes? Would you like me to cut off one of your arms? âTell me what I should put in those blood-smelling hands so as not to bother our poor survivors.â
âOh really? âDo you know what Iâm asking?â
âNo matter what I ask for, as long as it can be resolved within my body, anything is possible, so it would be better to stop looking around and just tell it to me.â
âHmmâ¦.â
Youâve been sticking around with Vivian for this from the beginning.
Knowing that he could not kill Song In-myeong with the current survivors, he came up with a way to control him in other ways. Since he seemed obsessed with the material, he must have decided that he could negotiate in some way if he used Lee Jae-heon himself.
âFurthermore, Vivian, who is still young, would have been worried that she would meet me alone and make strange compromises⦠In many ways, it would have been best for Vivian to meet me while I was with her. I kind of understand it.â
I was so ecstatic.
ââ¦Isnât this really a natural monument?â
Song In-myeong was sure.
âThatâs right, itâs a natural monument.â
No matter where I go, I will never see this bastard again. If Jaeheon Lee dies, it will be over. There is no such thing as a second Lee Jae-heon or a third Lee Jae-heon. Who could come up with such a crazy idea and put it into practice?
I wanted to make this my work.
âOkay, Mr. Dâni.â
âWhat dude?â
âWhy are you bringing a cute dog friend with you these days⦠No, anyway.â
A person named Lee Jae-heon was truly unique. It was special.
It felt like a miscellany created by throwing various sauces on top of a sloppily conceived setting. A sacrificial patient who can change as much as he likes according to the situation, is heavy in essence but light in appearance, and embraces both extreme evil and extreme good.
âCan I help you?â
I also wanted to receive this personâs sacrifice.
Just like I became a âfriendâ with Vivian, I wanted to become Jaeheon Leeâs âchickâ. Even though I know itâs close to impossible, I just canât give up.
Lee Jae-heon rarely threw someone out once he got them in line. That was the result when I observed him recently, when I looked at him in the park and when I researched him in real life. If Song In-myeong, even with difficulty, could get within that line, Lee Jae-heon would literally become a generously giving tree.
âJust now, heâs the one putting his arms and legs on the line to protect Vivian and the others. How would he react if one of his chicks made the same request as me? Even if you are embarrassed, should you hand it over if the reason is valid? Then what about me? If I fall within that personâs line and make unreasonable demandsâ¦.â
Why do you think Iâll listen?
âhuh? Donât you need it? âYou might need my help.â
Iâm so excited.
âI heard that you are planning to explore Eonhak High School. I know. I have a partner at Eonhak High School. I was already bored, so I came here because I was curious about how that bastardâs work became a secret worldâ¦â â
â¦You know that?â
âYeah, I know everything. I know his name, I know where he works, and I know his work style. Because he is famous for being perverted in the industry. âI personally have a bad relationship.â
By fully understanding the person named Lee Jae-heon.
If this person himself is turned into a work of art, Song In-myeong will be creating a living work for the first time in his life. Contrary to his âfriendsâ who had planned for it to end in death.
âhow is it.â
ââ¦.â
âShall I help you?â
ââ¦if you help me.â
âI donât want anything special.â
Song In-myeong grinned.
âJust three times when you meet me in real life⦠letâs just pretend you donât catch me.â
Three editions.
In it, I had to win Lee Jae-heonâs favor.
* * *
Immediately after completing a non-transaction with Song In-myeong.
âI didnât expect this.â
Jaeheon Lee was dumbfounded. I had the intention of gently coaxing him into using him during the expedition to Unhak High School, but I never thought he would cooperate so actively.
Even the conditions were generous.
âMeeting only three times in real life? Itâs not difficult. Itâs not that difficultâ¦.â
Itâs natural that when things go too well, you start to doubt the way the world is going. Jaeheon Lee was able to calm his confusion only after recalling once again his assumption that the owner of this world would be his wife. I had been begging all my life, so unexpected luck was unfamiliar to me.
Well, thatâs it.
ââ¦Will Vivian want to talk to me?â
How dare this bastard leave me and go see Song In-myeong?n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
Lee Jae-heon, holding Vivianâs shoulders, began to rave under the guise of nagging.
âDo you have a mind or not? You knew what harm that bastard would do to you, so you went to meet him alone. You may think that I was bored and chased the student around like an obedient dog. You may not trust me, but I am an adult and you are a student. âDo you know how ridiculous it is to go to a natural disaster like that and try to solve it on your own without any help from adults?â
What was the reason for safely seducing Vivian and hovering next to her? Song In-myeong was to prepare a place to take advantage of natural disasters. I should have been careful as the purpose was to negotiate with a cautious fugitive, but I was so frustrated that I almost missed it while I was sleeping.
Lee Jae-heon, who had been longing for Vivian as much as his heart was pounding, made eye contact with the young man.
âVivian, what Iâm saying right nowâ¦.â
ââ¦.â
ââ¦Are you really listening?â
Lee Jae-heonâs expression became vaguely distorted.
The eyes are wide open, the corners of the lips tightly closed are slightly twisted. Lee Jae-heonâs eyebrows slowly furrowed at the strange face, not knowing if he was just trying to cry or laugh. By the looks of it, it seemed like he wasnât really listening to me.
âHey student.â
âyes.â
ââ¦.â
âI was wrong.â
âUhâ¦â
âThank you.â
Lee Jae-heon blinked at the voice that fell as usual.
âI made a mistake because I was nervous. Iâm sorry for causing you any inconvenience.â
ââ¦No, not even to the lungsâ¦.â
âI will try to ensure that Song In-myeong does not harm Lee Jae-heon or others.â
ââ¦.â
Thatâs a great reflective attitude that reflects the feedback well.
ââ¦okay.â
Why do I feel like my life is messed up?
Really why�
(Continued in the next part)