Chapter 2
Midnight Secrets
I was on edge the entire time I walked across campus because of course, my night class was in the furthest building away from my dorm. I held my pepper spray down by my side in a death grip and my dorm keys in the other, with a key slotted between my knuckles.
My paranoia was in overdrive after that strange encounter and my even weirder reaction to him. Because of that, I kept having this insistent and unsettling feeling of being watched. The back of my neck prickled as a tingling chill raced down my spine. I wanted to chalk it up to the chill that was in the air now that the sun was gone, but I couldnât. My head was on a near-constant swivel as I kept glancing around.
Others were walking along the sidewalks, laughing as they chatted, not at all bothered by the night since they had the safety of being in a group. On any other night, I wouldâve been just like them, but for some reason, not tonight. I watched every shadow as if they held something sinister, even though logically, I knew they would be empty.
A sharp breeze rustled the leaves in the nearby trees and had my strawberry blonde hair blowing in my face. I shouldâve brought a jacket, but I hadnât been thinking ahead. Up ahead of me, a lamp flickered, only increasing my paranoia and making my steps pick up as my flight instincts went wild.
As I took a bend around a building, I barreled into someoneâs hard chest and wouldâve fallen on my ass if they hadnât reached out and caught me. âWhoa there, are you alright?â His low and deep voice was filled with a hint of worry and had my gaze snapping up to his.
Surprised flooded my body as I met a pair of deep blue eyes that I knew all too well. The same ones that always reminded me of the depths of the ocean. It was fitting since his eyes were as fathomless as the ocean. Cassiusâ gaze scanned my face, still holding onto my upper arms even though I was no longer at risk of falling over. He was a whole head taller than me, and I had to crane my head back to look up at him.
This was the closest Iâd been to him in the past nine years. With the small distance between us, I was easily able to notice the changes heâd gone through over the years. Heâd lost all the softness of youth, his face chiseled and rugged, with a square jaw that was dusted with dark stubble and high cheekbones. Full lips offset all of the sharp angles of his face, which were now pressed together as he observed me. His bronze skin held a healthy glow, presumably from spending a lot of time outside.
âRhea? What are you doing walking alone at night?â His words snapped me out of my shock, and I took a step back. He let his hands slide from my arms as he too, took a step back and crossed his arms. How the hell was he not cold in that tank top that showed off his muscular arms? He didnât even seem bothered by the sharp breeze that had my muscles tensing.
Rolling my eyes at his tone, I went to walk around him without answering. Bratty? Yes, but I didnât give a shit.
As I passed him, he grabbed my arm, spinning me around to face him. âNice try,â he murmured, his lips tipping into a smirk.
I briefly considered acting like a brat and telling him it was none of his business, but he was a stubborn bastard when we were children, and I doubted he changed over the years. If anything, it seemed like it had gotten worse.
âI had class.â
âHis eyes widened a fraction as his grip on my arm eased. âYouâre taking a night class?â
âYep,â I said with more bite than necessary and yanked my arm out of his grasp.
He took a step closer to me, dipping his head closer so he could maintain eye contact. âYou need to be careful and never walk alone at night.â There wasnât an ounce of humor to be found in his expression as he held my gaze captive.
I took another step back from him, tearing my gaze away from his and trying to control my racing pulseâonly this time, it wasnât from fear. âYou almost sound like you care.â My voice was slightly breathless and somewhat marred my dig.
I didnât wait for his reaction, spinning on my heel and walking away from him.
âI mean it. You need to be wary of the night,â he called after me as I headed back to my dorm.
The unreasonable paranoia didnât ease until I stepped into my room and locked the door behind me. Letting out a long breath, I leaned back against the door, closing my eyes as I forced my heart rate to return to normal. The familiar sounds of the TV and my roommates talking soothed and reassured me that I was safe.
It was almost like my room was my safe haven, because the insistent feeling that kept telling me I wasnât safe was nowhere to be found. I no longer felt unseen eyes watching me. I felt like I could finally breathe.
This was fucking ridiculous, was I seriously about to let one interaction with an asshole and Cassiusâ stupid cryptic warning get to me? While I didnât make it a habit of walking around alone at night, I never feared it as I had tonight. Whatever had come over me, I needed to get over it, and soon. Iâd have to do that walk three times a weekâevery Monday, Wednesday, and Friday.
The walk was only about ten minutes, if even, and not far enough for me to justify driving and dealing with parking. None of my friends were in the class or taking any night classes, so I would just have to learn to get over myself.
After giving myself a minute to calm down, I pushed off the door and walked further into the room. Sel was on the sofaâthat was barely big enough for twoâin the small sitting area. A fabric chair sat beside the sofa so we could all enjoy watching TV together. Two of our three desks were crammed over hereâmine was under my lofted bed. Sel and Addieâs beds were turned into bunk beds.
Sel was watching some random reality show as she assembled her new coffee machine. The unopened instructions were on the floor since she always insisted they were âguidelinesâ and completely useless.
Addie was sitting on her bed, hanging up posters. Weâd gotten basic decor out of the way when we moved into the dorm the other day, but we were all too exhausted to hang pictures and put up personal touches. I guess Addie was tired of not having her band posters above her bed. The girl was a huge fan of metal, rock, and alternative music; her clothes and makeup showcased that. Her natural blonde hair was always dyed an unusual colorâat the moment it was a dark purpleâand her icy blue eyes were sharply contrasted by her smokey eye makeup.
Like any group of friends, none of us ever matched in the clothing department. Whenever we went out, we all looked like we were going to three different places. Sel liked to dress up, always wearing some sort of heel to compensate for being short, and loved wearing dresses, even when it was cold.
I wasnât a slouch, but I preferred my clothes to be comfortable, cute but comfortable. I didnât want to have to keep adjusting my clothes throughout the day. Nor did I want to worry about accidentally flashing someone if a strong gust of wind blew by.
Based on appearances, youâd think we wouldnât work as a friend group, but youâd be dead wrong.
âHow was class?â Addie asked as she pressed on the corners of her poster. âIs this straight?â
âNope.â Sel didnât bother looking up from the coffee maker, but she was still right.
âThe left corner is too high,â I said as I dropped my bag on my desk with a sigh. âAnd class wasâ¦it was fine.
Sel set her coffee maker on the ground, turning her full focus on me. Her whisky-colored eyes scanned my face, and whatever she saw had her pressing her lips together. I didnât think my face showed my previous paranoia, but I couldnât be too sure. Iâd never been one to hide my expression. It was something Iâd inherited from my mom, or so I was told.
âWhatâs wrong?â
As I headed to the sitting area, I paused at the mini fridge and grabbed a bottle of water. âI had a weird interaction in class.â
Sel grabbed the remote, turning down the volume on the TV so it was background noise as I sat beside her on the sofa. Addie climbed down from her bed and moved the fabric chair so it sat in front of us.
I tucked my feet as I adjusted my ponytail. âOkay, so we were doing that stupid classmate bingo game, and I accidentally bumped into this guy. And he was looking at me like Iâd done it on purpose or something. He didnât say a single word. He signed my paper and stormed out of class early. I donât know, it was just weird. The guy gave me a bad vibe.â
âWait, did he leave because you bumped into him, or was he already on his way out?â
âMore importantly, is he hot?â When Addie and I both stared at Sel, she shrugged, unashamed by her question.
âIs that all you think about?â Addie asked, her tone incredulous as she shook her head.
Sel ignored Addie, turning her focus to me. âWell?â
I let out a frustrated sigh as I tipped my head back. âLike many assholes, heâs good-looking.â
âDetails,â Addie prompted with a wave of her hand, showing she wasnât above drooling over guys.
Resting my head on the back of the sofa, I thought back to my interaction with him and pictured his face. âHeâs pale, like seriously pale. He puts me to shame. His hair is blonde and is fairly short. Umâ¦heâs tall, maybe 6â1â, and is leanânot scrawny.â
âEw, blondes.â Addieâs nose wrinkled as she made a face.
âYouâre blonde,â I pointed out, fighting my smile when she rolled her eyes.
âBut heâs only part of my weird encounters tonight,â I added, bringing the conversation back on topic.
Sel made an impatient hand gesture as she perked up, as did Addie. Chuckling at their enthusiasm, I yanked out my scrunchie and fluffed out my red hair. âI ran into Cassiusâliterallyâand he was all like, donât walk by yourself at night.â
Addie frowned as she scratched her arm. âI didnât realize you guys were talking.â
âWeâre not.â
âYou need to walk us through the conversation word for word,â Sel said, hugging a pillow to her chest.
After warning them there wasnât too much to tell, I gave them a play-by-play of our brief conversation, giving them a detailed description of how he grabbed my armâat Selâs request. She was squealing by the end and practically bouncing on the cushion beside me. Addie was more reserved in her reaction and ended up agreeing with Cassius that I should be careful walking home from class.
The conversation eventually drifted away from Cassius and the mystery man and switched to more mundane things. After a quick shower and my nighttime routine, I climbed into bed, where I tossed and turned for over an hour until I fell into a fitful sleep filled with strange nightmares. Strangely enough, all of them centered around the guy from my class.