Chapter 68 - Nothing Changes Now
I Won't Go Back to My Family Who Abandoned Me
The nobles who had received the invitation from the Achilles family wondered whether they should go or not until the day of the event. Even if Dukes Achilles was in a better situation, his familyâs status had long since declined, so what good would it do to go?
However, the nobles who were invited heard news that Count Aster was also participating and they were forced to go to the Achilles Mansion.
âHow did they prepare for a party without any servants?â
âI know, throwing a party is too extravagant under those circumstances.â
âIâm afraid itâll make you laugh.â
âI hope this isnât too painful.â
Some nobles ignored the invitation, worried theyâd become a laughingstock, but there were quite a few aristocrats who used the party to build a relationship with the Achilles family.
In the past, it was only a powerless ducal family, but now Enoch had become a member of the Imperial knights and Elle had a successful business. In addition, news was spreading among the nobles that Ian had become an Imperial civil servant. Pink diamonds had also begun appearing, so they couldnât help but covet those as well.
However, they didnât have high expectations for the party that the Achilles family had invited them too. They had heard rumors about how the Achilles family had been spending their time.
Their expectations were quickly proven wrong.
The party venue was truly perfect. With the dazzling jeweled chandeliers; the beautiful performances of the musicians, who were famous for being difficult to liaise with; the neatly lined food and the luxurious wine; the nobles couldnât hide their surprise. It seemed that he had returned as a duke in name and reality.
âI guess things are better.â
âI think itâs safe to say their situation is good.â
âIt could be their having a party because their debts have been paid down.â
As she watched them, the some nobles coughed and made sarcastic comments, unwilling to admit they were wrong. Other nobles, who had come to make a connection with Enoch, were too busy looking for him to take notice.
Leticia was quietly watching the scene from a corner while she drank a cup of water. The nobles who talked behind their backs were annoying, but there was something else that bothered her.
âWill the two of you come too?â
Marquis Leroy and Levion El.
When Enoch hesitated to invite them, Leticia sent the invitation herself. It was done because of her shameful desire to show them she was living a good life, and that she had no regrets.
She was just unsure of what expression to wear when she faced them. She sighed deeply because it was going to be the second time sheâd see Marquis Leroy after being kicked out.
Having barely escaped from the nobles that were surrounding her, Elle approached her. Soon after arriving, she stopped walking and just stared at Leticia blankly.
âHa⦠Isnât my sister so pretty?â
Sheâd already seen me wearing the dress at the shop, but she hadnât seen her after sheâd completely dressed up. The light purple dress with silver embroidery made her white skin stand out even more. Every time she moved, the embroidery shined beautifully, and Elle almost turned red.
âI canât do this. Iâll take my sister. You can live with me.â
âElle, really⦠We already live together.â
She could feel the clear sincerity from the deadpanned praise, so Leticia smiled and tapped Elleâs arm.
âWhere is brother now? Are you alone?â
âI havenât met up with him yet.â
âReally? What are you doing over here then?â
Elle held Leticiaâs hand for a moment when she frowned at the fact that the partyâs main person hadnât arrived yet.
âYour hands and arms look so empty.â
âIs that so?â
âWhy donât we go back to your room and put on a ring or bracelet?ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âNo!â
ââ¦.?â
âOh, wellâ¦â
Leticia, whoâd unintentionally raised her voice, touched her fingertips together with an awkward look.
âAccessories are so uncomfortable.â
âI thought it would look good on you. What a shameâ¦â
Fortunately, Elle nodded as if it couldnât be helped. Leticia was relieved by the sight and sighed secretly.
âIâm going to wear my engagement ring today.â
She didnât wear any accessories on purpose. She even put away the matching ring she has with Enoch.
âI want to hurry up and get the ring.â
In fact, she wanted to officially show herself as his fiancée to everyone.
Wherever her greed popped out, Leticia realized how possessive she was. Luckily, Enoch seemed to like it, even though it embarrassed Leticia.
As she was thinking how she wanted Enoch to arrive as soon, Elle sighed in annoyance.
âI think heâs not coming, so Iâll go find him.â
âYes, I understand.â
When Leticia said she would wait here, Elle left the party, saying sheâd be back soon.
Watching Elle leaving, she felt a presence nearby. When she looked back, she found Levion standing nearby with an unhappy look on his face.
âPlease talk to me.â
âI have nothing to say.â
Leticia tried to pass Levion without looking at him. However, he annoyingly blocked her path.
âGet out of my way.â
âThen should we talk here? It wouldnât be good for others to overhear.â
Leticia sighed shallowly, as she felt the increased interest of the people around them. There was no one who didnât know about her broken engagement with Levion, but the gazes and whispering around her were still unpleasant.
Leticia was forced to follow Levion to a balcony where there was no one around.
ââMake it short and get it over with. I donât have time for this.â
While talking, she couldnât look away from the party. Enoch should be arriving soon, and she didnât want there to be any misunderstanding because she was alone with Levion.
Levion pulled on Leticiaâs arm and forced her to turn to him.
âHave you awakened?â
ââ¦.â
Despite it being phrased as a question, he sounded confident. She was surprised for a moment, but Leticia looked up at Levion without saying a word.
âWhat answer do you want to hear from me?â
âLeticia?â
âAwakened or not, nothing will change.â
âNo, the relationship between you and I will change.â
âWhat does that mean?â
It had been a long time since their engagement had been broken off, so she couldnât tell what would change.
She thought it wouldnât be anything good, so she was about to turn her head away.
âSince youâve awakened, Marquis Leroy will accept you back.â
âNo way, I donât think so.â
Levion seemed to think that everything could go back to its original state. As soon as she realized what he meant, Leticiaâs face immediately turned cold.
âSo you want to be engaged again?â
She couldnât believe that he wanted to be engaged, break it off, then be engaged again.
At the sight of Levion speaking so casually about it, Leticia asked with a tired look.
âAre you out of your mind?â
âAre you going to get engaged to Duke Achilles?â
The moment she was about to say that it wasnât any of his business, Levion was one step faster than her.
âDo you really think a commoner is suitable for a duke?â
ââ¦.â
He could only say that because he didnât know that sheâd become the foster daughter of Count Aster.
However, the words âsuitableâ caused Leticiaâs hands trembled, and the water in her glass shook.
âThatâs not for you to judge.â
âCome to think of it, you donât even have a ring.â
Levionâs gaze suddenly looked to Leticiaâs hand. The corner of his mouth turned up when he saw that she wasnât wearing the ring he saw last time.
âYou see? It seems the duke has lost interest in youâ¦â
Even before he finished talking, he felt a cold touch with a splashing sound on his face. He was wet from his face to his neck, Leticia had thrown her cup of water at him.
Levion looked up with a look of disbelief on his face. Leticia stood in front of him with a radiant smile on her face, but her eyes were not smiling and shone coolly.
âWhat are you doing?â
âI thought splashing you with cold water would wake you up, but it doesnât seem to have worked.â
âIs it so upsetting to hear that it didnât work out with the duke?â
Levion smirked coldly at her. However, Leticiaâs subsequent words hardened his expression at once.
âSo do you think you would suit me?â
âWhat?â
âI donât think so.â
Leticia took a step closer to Levion and placed her glass on the railing, while firmly saying.
âNot at all.â
At one time, she thought the sincerity she showed to the people she loved was wrong. No one realized her feelings, so she thought she just needed to try harder to reach their hearts.
However, she came to a realization when she met Enoch.
Her true heart wasnât a mistake. The problem was that they took her sincerity for granted.
âPlease figure out reality, because you always treated me like Iâm a waste of time for someone like you.â
At one time, she felt sorry for him and wanted to give him nothing but love and care, but now she no longer felt that. She just felt annoyed and irritated.
She couldnât believe that he wanted her to return to the Leroy mansion and become engaged again now that he knew sheâd awakened. As the news of his engagement to Diana had already spread, she couldnât understand what he was thinking.
In addition, she felt frustrated by him asking her to return to a family that took her for granted.
âDonât interfere with my life, itâs unpleasant.â
âYouâve changed.â
Levion said this and burst into laughter, as he shook out his wet hair. The tone of his words were nasty, and Leticia knew right away that he was being sarcastic.
âIt was you who changed first, not me.â
At a time when they were both struggling because of their lack of ability, Levion awakened first. Leticia sincerely congratulated him, and hoped that Levion would show his ability to its fullest potential.
As soon as he awakened, Levion began to change rapidly. He often ignored her, treated her as if she was pathetic, and would urge her to awaken faster. Nevertheless, Leticia understood that Levion was doing it for her.
âLook at you. Youâre acting like this because you think Iâve awoken.â
âLeticia.â
âIâm tired.â
ââ¦.â
âWhatâs different about doing this nowâ¦â
The anger that had been building up died down, and only mixed feelings remained.
As she lowered her eyes with a tired look, Leticia slowly spoke.
âDid you know? I once wanted to be a person who suited you.â
âLeticiaâ¦â
âYou took it for granted, but I also thought you were right.â
Just because she hadnât awakened.
For only one reason, she was abandoned by her family and abandoned by her fiancé, who was closest to her.
Come to think of it, it was really ridiculous, but Leticia thought everything had been her fault. Sheâd spent days blaming herself and suffering because she believed she was bad at everything.
âBut Enoch let me know that it wasnât true.â
Itâs not normal to be hurt. Sheâs a person who deserved to be loved. He was a person who always whispered that she should love and cherish herself.
âI know better than anyone that Iâm not worthy of Enoch.â
Leticia clenched her hand tightly because she felt suffocated. Itâs a fact that she knew even if she didnât say it, but when she heard it from a person who she hated the most, her heart sank.
âLeticia!â
When Levion tried to take a step closer to speak to her. Leticia immediately noticed, and stepped away to deny him.
âSo Iâm going to work harder.â
âWhat?â
âTo be a good fit.â
It was a greed and desperation sheâd felt for the first time when she was with Enoch.
It was significantly different from when sheâd tried to be next to Levion. It was a feeling that she wanted to be much more deeply intertwined than that.
âIâll take this opportunity to say this clearly.â
While talking, she faced Levion with a look of annoyance.
âI donât want to go back. To my family, or to your side.â