Unloved: Chapter 19
Unloved: A Novel (The Undone)
âYou said we were spending the day together, just us.â
I the whining timbre of my voice echoing in the car.
âChange of plans,â Tyler says coolly, watching the GPS carefully. âThe guys from the Academic Bowl team here got us tickets, so weâre meeting up with them. I told Rodger, Mark, and Davis to Uber here and Iâd drive us all home.â
His cutting gaze slides to my stiff form in the passenger seat as his hand settles on my upper thigh with a barely there squeeze.
âIâm sorry, Ro,â he whispers before smiling. âAbout missing our date last time. But this is better, right?â
It isnât, really, but I nod anyway.
âThanks, babe.â Tyler leans in and kisses my cheek before saying, âMind hopping in the back? Youâre skinny, so we can squeeze everyone in.â
And because Iâm pathetic and have lost every inch of my backbone, I do. Which means, when we pick up the guys, Iâm stuck between Mark and Davis in the backseat, Rodger sitting in the front. Itâs my personal hell, especially with Markâs continued sharp comments (and equally sharp elbow âaccidentallyâ hitting my abdomen) all snidely directed toward me.
âExcited to see your favorite student?â
I want to snap back at him, but hold my tongue. Iâll give him nothing.
The truth is, I happy about the change of plans for that reason alone: that I get to watch Freddy play hockey. Thereâs a giddy rush to my steps from the car all the way until we grab our decent seats in the arena.
Iâm the only girl, and not a single one of the guysâfrom Waterfell or the Vermont schoolâattempts to chat with me. Which feels like a strange sort of blessing.
Especially once I see Freddy emerge onto the ice, following Bennett and Rhys.
The arena is fairly emptyâan early exhibition game not drawing as many students as Iâm sure an in-season, high-stakes game might. Which means that it takes barely a minute for someone to spot meâthe hulking goalie, who grabs Freddy by the scruff and turns him toward me.
I canât help the beaming smile and wave I shoot his way from my spot three rows up. His brows dip before his eyes meet mine and a bright, breathtaking grin spreads across his face, deepening the lines in his cheeks. He skates a little closer to the glass and taps it with his stick with a wink.
âIâm just gonna say hi,â I mumble, tripping over the seats with my long legs, hopping over the two rows separating me from the glass. Tyler murmurs something rude that gets a laugh, but I ignore it, drawn to the smiling boy with his helmet off.
For a moment we stare at each other. Iâm usually closer to his eye level, being a tall girl myself, but now heâs in skates, adding a few inches to his height.
âRosalie.â He smirks. âFancy seeing you here.â
âSurprise!â I say, a giggle bursting. âIt was a last-minute thing. But Iâm excited to see you.â
âIâm excited for you to watch me.â Our smiles feed off each other, growing wider to the point theyâre almost ridiculous. âThanks, princess.â
Freddy takes off backward, eyes still on me as he circles and starts warming up. I climb back over the seats to sit next to Tyler.
Rhys circles behind Freddy and waves to me as well, eyeing the guysâsearching, I think, for a certain best friend of mine at first before his gaze turns wary at my company.
My thumbs-up does little to dampen the intense expressions of the now-three overprotective hockey playersâtwo forwards and a hulking goalieâwatching, especially when Tyler grabs my chin and turns my face toward his a little roughly.
âI thought you were here for me,â he whispers in my ear.
âI am,â I say, but my words come out almost aggressive. Iâm angryâheâs the one who changed our âcasual date plansâ into a prep academy reunion of smart rich kids getting drunk at a college hockey game.
My attention stays rooted on the ice, on number twenty-seven mostly. I know the basicsâIâve taught myself a good bit while coming up with real-world examples for Freddyâs math tutoring sessionsâbut seeing them in real life is completely different.
Heâs fastâshockingly soâand larger than life on the ice. My heart thunders to the beat of the music they play between periods and never lets up, too excited. Heâs so in his element, like he was truly born to play. Itâs clearly a natural talent, one that heâs honed and trained to perfection. Heâs so beautifully happy.
I think I could watch him play forever.
As we enter the third period, however, the mood shiftsâon the ice and off. Freddy seems agitated, frustrated. The team has barely scored, and it seems like thereâs almost constant arguing on the bench, even between the coaches and a few players.
Meanwhile, Tyler and his entire friend group are drunk, getting rowdier by the minute, and going back for more.
âDamn, heâs fast,â someone comments as Freddy speeds by on a breakaway that doesnât score.
âOh yeah.â Mark laughs. âFredderic is fast on the ice, fast running through girls, but⦠heâs pretty .â
Anger heats my face and I ball my fists in my lap not to snap.
âWeâve all tutored him,â Tyler says, taking a hefty swig of his cheap beer. âThe guyâs a fucking idiot. Right, Ro?â
I ignore him, jerking away to slump forward and focus on the game, shame curdling my stomach for not speaking up.
By the time the game endsâa Waterfell loss, two to oneâtheyâre stumbling and shouting as we exit the arena.
I see a few campus security guards watching the group closely, my cheeks going hot as Tyler slams an arm around my shoulders and demands a kiss on his cheek, which I give a little hesitantly.
âWhatâs wrong?â He sneers. âToo busy making goo-goo eyes at your student, RoRo?â
He says it loud enough that laughter bursts into the crisp night air from his audience of drunken guys. I scoot out from his arm as we start for the car.
âIâll drive,â I say, reaching for his keys, but he whips them back, furrowing his brow. âSeriously, Tyler, knock it off. Youâre all drunk.â
âYou werenât drinking?â one of the Vermont guys that I donât know blurts, smirking as he leans on his friend. âFigures. You look like a fucking prude.â
âTry the opposite,â Tyler mutters with a grating laugh. My stomach knots, eyes darting around like maybe I need to escape.
âWeâre all adults here,â Mark says, âYouâre not better than us. Act like it all you want.â
Iâve barely said five words to any of them the entire night, but somehow, the one acting a certain way. Foolishly, I look to Tyler, like he might stop whatever this gang-up-on-Ro session is. Heâs talked horridly about Rodger and Mark behind their backs to me, but when faced with us all at once, heâs never chosen me.
Instead, Tyler only sneers. âThe only reason you arenât drinking is because you canât handle your alcohol.â
âStop, Tyler. Itâs embarrassingââ
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embarrassing,â he snaps, like the tether on his patience has broken entirely. âI mean, my god, I donât know how I even tolerate you at this point. I must be a goddamned saint.â
Tyler moves toward me, almost caging me against the brick siding of the building. Heâs shouting now; sympathetic looks shoot my way from a few of his friends, but none of them stop him. No one bothers to intervene.
âFucking pathetic, Ro. Honestlyââ
âDo you mind?â
The voice that stops him is gruff, but with a sickeningly smooth quality threaded in the deep tone. And the man it belongs to, now grasping Tylerâs shoulder tightly where he was starting to box me into the corner, is more terrifying.
Heâs massive, tall even to me, with warm russet skin and black hair dripping wet. A player, I assume, based on the black-on-black suit heâs wearing, but Iâve never seen him before tonightâeven on the roster I studied a few weeks prior.
âPrivate conversation, man. This is none of your business.â
âYouâre screaming at a girl in publicâI think that makes this everyoneâs business,â he says before flicking his frighteningly bright eyes toward me. âYou okay?â
I nod.
âDo you want to keep talking to this loser?â
âFuck off,â Tyler growls, trying to yank himself away from the force field of a man in front of us. âMy girlfriend is fine.â
The guyâs golden eyes swirl with mirthânot with anger, but like a gladiator with the spectators chanting ! He grips Tyler a little harder before yanking him away from me and slamming his back into the brick.
âNow youâre just pissing me off.â He smiles, lifting Tyler off the ground so his feet scrape to find balance. âHow is it little pricks like you evenââ
âLet him down.â
Everyone stops at the presence of another giant entering the scene. Tylerâs friends, who havenât scattered, but havenât intervened either, freeze like pups in the presence of an alpha as Bennett Reiner walks toward the stranger still mildly strangling Tyler.
The guy puts him down, and Tyler trips backward for a moment before saying something under his breath that has the golden-eyed stranger shooting a fist toward his face.
âFuck,â Bennett curses, pulling him back from going after Tyler again. âGoddamn it, Kane, donât make me save your ass.â
âIâve been saving yours all night,â Kane grumbles halfheartedly. âFairâs fair.â
Shockingly, I see a small grin spread across Bennettâs face as he manhandles Kane away with a rough shove. âGo get your stuff on the bus. Iâll take care of this.â
Bennett turns and I see a visible change in Tyler. He could easily win with words over fists with some guys, but not Bennett Reiner. Heâs from a family far wealthier and more connected than even Tyler Donaldsonâs.
Threats to sue mean nothing to the towering heir to the entire Reiner fortune, not to mention the son of a hotshot corporate lawyer.
âReiner,â Tyler sighs. âWe were just leaving.â
Bennett nods, arms still crossed as he stands over us all with shower-soaked curls and in a crisp blue suit sans tie.
âThen leave.â
His voice brokers no arguments from the group as they all start to walk away. I turn to follow them, head ducked low in shame, but after weâve left the spot where the Waterfell goalie still stands, Tyler grabs my arm.
âFind another way home,â he says. âWeâre not taking you.â
âYou canât leave me here.â I try to press some authority into my wavering voice, hating the catch of a cry in my throat. âHow am I supposed toââ
âYouâre a big girl, Ro.â He sneers, swaying a little from the beers heâs been chugging. âUse that big brain to figure it out.â