Chapter 6

NICK POV

"What your thinking?" Daniel and I decided to just hang out and spend some time together so we went to the mall he shopped and now we were just in car roaming around the town.

"Nothing in particular." I was seeing the view through the window.

"Talk to him." I know who is he talking about.

"Daniel only if you were in my place and have Adam say all that to you." I don't think anyone other than Dad , Papa and I know what all I was said to.

"I don't know what exactly he told you but if it was Adam and I then I get it ofcourse but its been over 2 years just talk to him." I shook my head.

He is my boyfriend and even if we had issue we would solve it and you're no one to interfere. What do you know.

All you ever done is been a third wheel to my life so why don't you just disappear and go I don't need you.

You're just a helpless guy who has no one to love or be loved.

Get lost Nick and don't show me your face.

All the words were coming back how do I forget? Despite its been 2 years those words are still fresh in my head. If it was anyone else I would say fuck it but it was my baby brother my twin and I can't forgive him , yet.

"So tell me how was life for 2 years."

"Well nothing special just a small apartment , a decent job , a simple car and no friends and annoying but fine neighbor who is the only friend." he nodded his head.

"Thats simple and nice." I agreed.

"So you tell me when are you getting married?" He laughed.

"For that I need a love life first."

"Well not necessary there is something called arranged marriage."

"So why don't you marry then." Speaking of marriage.

"Hey Dan can you drop me at the diner on the way back."

"Are you hungry?"

"I have some work." Then we just spoke a little and he dropped me and left I went in and found him taking orders and when it was my turn.

"Can we talk?" I whispered he nodded his head and asked for 5 minutes so I walked out and went to the stairs after a while I heard foot steps.

"Hey." He sat next to me yet so far. Well there was annoying gap.

"How have you been?" He smiled but the smile didn't reach his eyes.

"Good. You?"

"Good." And we both were quiet for a while.

"So." We said in unison and smiled.

"You first." I nodded my head.

"Whenever I come why do you disappear?" He avoided my eyes.

"Well busy with work."

"Sure?"

"Ya."

"Ok."

"So why are you alone?" I looked at him wondering what he mean.

" I mean why alone where is your boyfriend?" And he just whispered the last word.

"Which Boyfriend?" boyfriend?? Who?

"How many do you have?" His eyes widened. WHAT?????

"Huh? I mean who boyfriend because the last time I checked I never dated anyone." He blushed.

"Well the small cute tiny boy who kissed you and once before you kissed him." I guess he didn't mean to mention the kiss because after saying he turned other side but I notice his rosy ear.

"Oh Adam? Well he is just like a brother and youngest in the group/family so I sort of pamper him." He looked into my eyes and bit his lower lip.

"Sorry to assume."

"No problem." He gave me his cute smile and I just stared at his lips for a while like I wanted to claim it I did lean in but I just pulled back and stood up.

He maintained his smile but it wasn't the bright one. Before I kiss him I need to know if I am ready to have someone by myside.

"I'll get back to work." And just like that he walked away and I felt shit but I walk back home.

I heard some voices from kitchen so I walked there and stopped when I heard my name.

"I have tried a lot but he doesn't give me chance to talk." I heard Finn.

"But son you and I both know how much your words hurt him." Dad said calmly.

"Why is he back if he doesn't want to see me and is always out." And we are back to square one.

"Finn what is wrong with you? He is your brother your twin why do you have to be so mean to him? You cried daily wanting your brother to be back and when he is here you ask why is he here?" Papa scolded Finn and someone moved around.

"I do Papa but he makes me feel like I am nothing to him." I could feel his pout.

"Well you made him feel worst than that. What about that?" Papa whispered.

"Ok maybe I wasn't ready for him to be back just yet."

"Finn if you say anything to your brother , you will see worst."

"But Dad"

"Don't but Dad him , make sure you say nothing to your brother and when he wants to forgive you he will." Before Finn response I walked in.

"Dad Papa I'll be going back tomorrow." And I walked out.

Why did I have to say that? Don't ask me !

Papa followed me till my room and hugged me.

"You wont leave me again right?" I hugged Papa back.

"Of course no , I'll go get my stuff and my office leave is getting over and I'll see what to do with my apartment so basically I have to deal with stuff." He kissed my head.

"Come back soon?" I gave him a smile.

"I promise as soon as possible." And I will.

Papa helped me pack and Dad joined us and we spoke a little more then we went to sleep.

Morning I walk up early and went to kitchen made breakfast for everyone there was pancake , bacons , boiled eggs and some fresh juice. While having mine I noticed Justin coming and joining me when I was about to leave he stopped me.

"I never got to say you how sorry I am. Ever since that day nothings been the same. I guess no one told you the reason why I was distant. While we had the sleep over 2 years ago I was sure about one thing that is I want to spend my life with him but I was scared that your fathers wont agree since he was still young and I spoke to my fathers about it and they gave me their blessing even when I wasn't sure about your fathers and when I called Dan and Adam I was about to plan something for him but thats when you walked in.

And a week or so later I came explained everything and I just gave him the ring. But he wasn't ready and said he wont marry without you being here and I get it. And I'm not saying you all this so you stay and we marry but I am saying this because I am genuinely sorry for being the reason for your family being apart." I sat there quiet processing it.

"Justin you maybe the misunderstanding between us but you ain't the reason at some point. At least you did help me understand what he thought of me all this time. If it weren't for you I wouldn't have known what he feels about me.

I never thought I may be the third wheel of his life. I always was happy everytime he was happy and I loved him alot everyone knows this but his words are stuck with me forever. I may not hold grudges but once someone's words are said to me I never forget them and if they are negative words then its worst and he knows it.

I don't know if our relation will ever fix or if fixed then will it be the same or no but if you guys are happy then maybe losing me is worth it and please convince him to marry you soon." And I walked out and there was Finn standing with tears falling from his eyes.

I fought the urge to embrace him in my arms.

I just walked passed him to my room took my suitcase and kept it in car and went to Dad and Papa's room told them am leaving and guess were I drove to? Yes diner.

There he was about to enter where I left the car and ran to him held his wrist.

"Hey." He was wondering what am I doing here? Maybe.

"Hi."

"Am leaving to NY so thought to meet you before I go." I saw some sadness in his eyes.

"Why so soon." I held his hands in mine and rubbed the back of his hand with my thumb.

"Well I said I wont be here longer didn't I? But I need to look after the apartment there and am an employee there so ya have to deal with stuff before coming back here for good. Can't hurt my Papa more than I have." He nodded his head. I wanted to kiss him so bad.

"Take care." He smiled with blurry eyes.

"I will. You too and wait for me." I winked he blushed. I turned around and walked to my car when I started the car and drove I did notice a car stop next to mine I just drove half way and I had a feeling to go back to him I tried ignoring it but couldn't so all I did was take a u-turn and drive back to diner.

I went in he wasn't there so I went to the stairs back and when I found him my blood boiled. He was pinned at the wall and 2 boys holding his each arm and one was holding his chin so tight and my hazel eyes were having tears fall.

"Listen fatty next time when you walk around make sure you know where your g-" I cut him in mid by pulling him off my boy and punching him and thats when his friends left my boy and came to hit me but I was faster so in 2 minutes all 3 were laying down with pain.

I walked to him he was crying and that broke my heart I wonder if he always be picked.

I wrapped my arms around him.

"You are coming with me ok? Go get your stuff from in I'll wait here." He nodded his head and laid it on my chest I just held him there. I cupped his cheeks and wiped his tears and kissed his eyes. He walked in and in 5 minutes he came wearing black sweatshirt and black pant and he came stood front of me.

"Where we going?"

"New York. But first things first how about we go to your place and get you packed up some stuff and we go to NY and stay with me till we are back and see what happens." He nodded his head. I held his hand and took him to passenger seat and held the door open for him he blushed how cute.

Drive to his place was silent but not uncomfortable and when we reached his place I realized he stays in a place which isn't safe and I mentally decided that after we are back he ain't staying here.

We got in his apartment he looked embarrassed and kept saying sorry but I chucked him. After he packed some important things we left. And we stopped near Mcdonald's ordered food and I drove away and when I felt the silence is too much I suggested to play 20 questions so we know each other a little well.

"So what is your name cutie?" He blushed.

"Simon Andre." I wondered what is his surname.

"Your best memory? I thought about it then answered.

"When Dad and Papa took us to disneyland we were 10 and it took us week to visit every corner of it and that was best time or one of the best times."

And we continued and I knew that when he was 4 his family send him to orphan thats why he doesn't remember his surname and he is 2 years younger than me so it makes him 23 and he loves long drives and he doesn't have driving license and his dream is have a small house and have beautiful family.

After that we stopped at motel then morning we woke up a little late and whole drive was a little talk and we stopped for food and After a while he fell asleep so I drove in silent but I was happy having him with me here. And when we reached it was already night time so reaching the apartment I parked the car and turn to see him sleeping peacefully.

I moved the hair falling on his eyes I knew I have to wake him or else he wont fall asleep later but he looked so angelic sleeping and I didn't want to disturb him but had to so all I did was kiss his cheeks he just sighed so I thought why not.

I kissed all over his face except the lips I wont kiss without his consent. While kissing him he giggled .

"S-st-stop." Between his giggles so I pulled back and smiled.

"Come on lets get in." He was trying to calm while giggling. We walked in.

"Its cosy but beautiful." He blushed looking around. My apartment is small like perfect for one or a couple. The living room is small there is kitchen one bedroom just is medium size and a bathroom. I helped him keep his bag in the room.

"Make your self home you can go fresh up and change till I heat the food." He nodded and went to the room. After having food we called it a night and I insisted him taking the bed and I will sleep at the couch. He disagreed but when I pecked the tip of his nose he blushed and said ok.