Chapter 21

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NICK BABY IS BACK......

NICK POV

For a quite long time I felt myself stuck in a dark room trying to escape but there was no escape at all.

One minute it was too dark and the other minute I was adjusting the light in the room.

Looking around , seeing the machines I understood its a hospital but why am I here?

I was confused until my eyes fell on a figure laying on sofa.

Luke? It is him?

And thats when everything came back like a flashback.

The fight with Adam , leaving home , Simon returning me the ring before the wedding.

And lastly me falling off of the cliff.

To think that I survived a big fall of a cliff is miracle but also then it took me four years to wake up.

I didn't think I would survive I was a coward who instead of working on the problem chose to end his life.

I got this second chance so I am not wasting it in crying and hiding I will go and fix what can be fixed.

I wonder what Papa and Dad are doing or how are they?

Did Finn and Justin be parents or no?

Did Simon move on and is happy now or no?

The questions are coming one after the other.

When I said there is someone who would never turn his back on me I actually meant it.

Luke told me everything as soon I woke up but not before scolding me for what I did.

Its been a month since I woke up and we are currently traveling back home. To say I am nervous is understatement.

We stopped at the Thai restaurant and had our food I told Luke I need milkshake. The more Time I spend thinking how to face the family is better right?

I don't know how to face them and explain what I did and why I mean I know why but its too much for me right now.

Luke stopped at the same diner that held millions of memories I told him to wait I got in to order but I stopped as soon I saw a familiar back.

I just stood there and see someone else cupping his face and pecking his forehead and holding my boy or not anymore, in his arms.

I thought I would be happy if Simon is moved on and happy but seeing it actually happening is too much for my heart right now.

I just couldn't standing and see him with someone else I was about to turn when he turned and looked me in the eyes.

My boy my Simon god I just missed him so much but he moved on so I have nothing to say anymore so I left I had tears filling in my eyes instead of car I went to back side where I spoke to him for the first time.

And all of a sudden he was here in my arms I just tightened my grip I don't want to lose him ever again.

He slapped me yes you heard it right but I deserve it right? After a few minutes Luke told us we gotta leave and I was nervous again but now I had my Simon with me and holding my hand in his.

My heartbeat was fast noticing that Simon pecked my cheek.

"Guys I am scared."

"You have us with you." I smiled at Luke.

I couldn't walk so Luke walked in and Simon and I stayed back and he wrapped his arms around me.

"Luke? Is that you?" I heard Dad's voice I closed my eyes God I missed my parents so much.

"Hey Dad ya its me." I heard movement if am not wrong Dad must have hugged Luke.

"Why Luke? Why did you leave? Four years it felt like I lost two sons instead of one." Papa sniffed.

"Papa you never lost me but I did go because I had to bring Nick back for all of us."

"Luke please Let him go I miss him just as much as you do please let my brother have peace." Finn's voice cracked and Simon tightened his grip.

"He doesn't need peace but love from all of you."

"Luke if we could get him back just once I promise behalf of everyone Nick will be showered with love but we can't change what happened. Its hard for all of us Luke. Simon's dying daily blaming himself. Finn cries every night just to go back to that night and hug his brother and tells him everything will be fine. Uncle Felix has been making himself busy with work so he doesn't come home and get a reminder that he lost his son and Uncle Nate just look at him nothing can bring his smile back. So please Luke don't start that again four years gone in grieving don't open those wounds again." Hearing Justin my tears fell without warning.

"What if I can change all of that , will we be a happy family again?" I heard a smile in Luke's voice.

"What do you mean son?" Uncle Kai asked.

"See it your self. Simon."

Simon looked at me.

"Lets get in." I shook my head.

"You can do it baby." He pecked my lips. I took deep breathe. Simon held my hand tight and walked in dragging me with him.

We walked in , in a slow motion I looked at everyone in room and all looked like they have seen a ghost except for Ian and Dan who had a big smile on their face.

While I was in the hospital one day Luke video called his boyfriends and made me talk to them.

"Nick?" Papa whispered. My eyes teared again. I nodded My head he gasped and run towards me and wrapped his arms around me and sobbed.

I held Papa tight and then Finn and Dad joined the hug and held us. All we heard was cries.

"Son are you really here?" Dad's voice cracked.

"Ya Dad."

After they pulled away I got the second slap of the day.

"Ouch Finn." I whined.

"Shut up asshole how could you do that to us." I was rubbing my cheek.

"Why slap me?" I pouted.

"You deserve it."

"But he already slapped me." I pointed on Simon who nodded is head.

"Well you deserve more slaps." He cross his arms. I wiped Papa's tears.

"Don't cry Papa." I whispered. He wrapped him arms around me.

"Pl-please f-forgive me b-baby." Papa sobbed again.

"Papa it wasn't your fault."

"It was our fault son only if we heard you that night."  Dad's voice held pain and he pulled me from Papa and hugged me tight.

After that Finn hugged me again then Justin hugged me then Uncle Kai who looked more guilty then anyone so I just shook my head for him to understand that I don't blame him for what Adam did then Uncle Derek , Uncle Aiden an Uncle Nolan.

"I missed you , you shitty person." Dan hugged me I laughed and hugged him back.

"Don't scare us again like this." Ian glared at me before hugging me.

After everyone's emotions were back to normal we all sat in living room talking.

Dad stood and pulled Luke into hug.

"Thank you for standing up for what you believed and for keeping the promise you made."

"I just believed that My bestfriend wouldn't leave me like this."

"Luke I realized I haven't told you that I am sorry for what you had to witness that day. I am sorry for the trouble I caused you and thank you for not turning your back on me. I am sorry everyone for letting you go through all of that."

"No Nick we're sorry for not listening to you." Justin smiled I felt my hand squeeze I looked at Simon who smiled but I noticed guilt in his eyes.

I bought his hand up and kissed back of his hand and noticing him wearing the ring I grinned and kissed the ring on his finger.

"Dada Dada Dada." I heard adorable voice and saw a little boy running downstairs and run towards Justin and jumped on him.

"why did you wake up Kev."

"No sleepy." He pouted cutely. He looked around his eyes fell on me and his eyes were wide.

"Papa that Uncle Ny?"

"Yes baby boy that's your Uncle Nick."

"Hi Uncle Ny." He waved. I smiled and waved back.

"Hi." He jumped off of his Father and came to Simon and jumped on his lap.

"Uncle Sy story?" He had the cutest puppy eyes.

"Sure Buddy lets go." Simon picked him up and smiled at me and they both went upstairs.

"3 years ago Justin and I adopted him he was one already so his now 4 and half years old. His name is Kevin and we adopted him from an orphan. If we had a little light in this house its because of Kev."

"We all have said him our shares of stories about you Nick thats how he knows you and have seen your pictures." I smiled at Justin

"He's adorable."

"That he is. He always asked us when his Uncle Ny will be home." Papa said.

"Uncle Ny is back." I grinned.

"We are so glad son." Uncle Derek ruffled my hairs.

After a while Simon was down and said that Kevin slept already.

After that Luke told them everything that happened. The night was long and we just sat and talked. I guess everyone was scared to sleep if we woke up and am gone.

The next few nights were as scary as the first but things kept getting better.

I found my happiness again.

My family

My boy

My friends

And now

My nephew.

Thats all that I ALWAYS NEEDED.