Chapter 11

NICK POV

"I never thought he will cross the limit. Guess he loved you enough to make someone you love suffer." I looked at Ian.

"What you talking about?" Ian sighed.

"He loves you ever since I remember , he loved you." I chuckled.

"Bullshit. You're the one he loved." Ian chuckled.

"Exactly bullshit." We stared at each other.

"Ian , he himself told me that he loves you but he was scared of saying because of your girlfriend Amber." Ian looked at me like I was crazy.

"Who the fuck is Amber?"

"Your girlfriend?" It came out as a question.

"Nick I'm gay I'm into dicks not chicks." WTF?

"Wait but he told me all that." He sighed loud.

"Nick you're too innocent , he did that so you pity him so you be the one taking care of him. I have loved ever since he loved you more like was obsessed. I'm sorry I didn't stop him."

"Its not your fault Ian." Ian and I were sitting in hospital's cafeteria its been a week since my boy is here and he haven't gotten up. I never leave his room just for washroom and now Dad forced Ian to take me out a little.

Ever since that horrible night I haven't seen Adam or Uncle Kai along with Uncle Derek only Dan comes by and he never speak about them.

Finn , Justin and Luke are with Simon. Dad and Papa went to office for little work and Daniel took some coffee for Finn , Justin and Luke while Ian and I are having a chat.

The doctors told us he is stable now but its only matter of time he wakes up. My phone rang and it was Finn instead of picking I ran to Simon's room with Ian behind me.

I reached there and Finn hugged me and I was a little scared.

"He woke up bro he woke up and now doctors are in." I was about to get in.

"Wait Nick the doctors said no one to enter." I looked at Dan and nodded my head I was being impatient. In mean time Dad and Papa reached.

After a long wait doctors asked me especially , to be a little patience with Simon. I walked in and there he is my baby laying down and staring at the ceiling. I walked to him and held his hand in mine.

"Baby I'm so happy your awake." I kissed his forehead he didn't even look at me.

"Son he is still in a shock give him sometimes." I nodded my head and kissed my baby's forehead he didn't even blink but pulled his hand away from mine and turned other side. I looked at Papa and Dad tear escaped my eye. I need to be patience.

Few days later he was discharged and Papa and Dad suggested him staying with us till then but he haven't responded to me yet like I am no one. Did I make him feel that too?

After the drive back home I helped him lay on my bed and he just closed his eyes I kissed his forehead and walked out. Dad and Papa were standing there so I went and hugged them both and cried.

"Whats wrong with him Papa? Dad why can't he talk to me?" I sobbed.

"Baby just be patient thats all he will come around ok?" Papa kissed my forehead I walked back in my room and laid next to him And wrapped my arm gently around him thats when I heard him sob he tried to be quiet.

"Baby?" I moved closer to him and hugged and he completely broke down. I tightened my grip. After he calm down he fell asleep I kissed his head and wiped his tears.

Its gonna be a long night , I couldn't sleep that night all I could think is about Simon I don't know why he was being distant or maybe I know but I wanted my Simon back.

Whole night I just held him and soon it was morning I didn't even wink so I went to take shower after that I changed and kissed my boy's head and left the room.

"Didn't sleep?" Luke sat next to me in living room and he placed his hand on my knee.

"Why is this happening?" I said in a quiet voice. He took a loud sigh.

"I think he remembers everything that went down." Maybe and that means the picture too.

"I hate everything thats been happening." Tears falling down freely Luke moved closer and wrapped his arm around me and pulled me to his chest I lost it and cried holding him.

I felt someone hug the two of us then another person comes hugging. I was grateful for my brother and friends. After a while we all pulled back Finn wiped my tears.

"Be strong ok?" I nodded the four of us sat in silence thinking whats gonna happen.

"Do you want me to talk to him?" I glanced at Luke maybe that will help Simon to response.

"Thats actually better and maybe it will help him take all his anger out." I agreed with Justin. After 2 or so hours we heard door closed from my room more like washroom door so Luke went in with tray breakfast for Simon that Papa gave him.

He is in my room literally next to me yet so far From me. I wanna hold him kiss him but I don't know if he will even talk to me. After almost an hour Luke came out and I jumped and went to him.

"Nick lets talk." He held my wrist and pulled me with him.

"You are scaring me Luke." After reaching the guest room he asked me to sit next to him on bed.

"Nick , he remembers everything and the reason why he did what he did. Its just he felt betrayed he trusted you but the insecurity got him. I did explain everything happened and he still trust you but he still feels like you abandoned him. He told me about the interaction between Him and Adam and how Adam challenged him that if its ever between him and Adam , you will choose Adam always and thats when Adam cut his foot and fell and thats when you went picked him." I just felt like shit , how I picked Adam and left without glancing at my baby even once.

"Fuck fuck FUCK." I threw the nearest pillow at the door.

"Calm down Nick , go proof him that he is all you ever need." I nodded and I will.

We walked out and I straight went to my room Papa was sitting with Simon. When Papa saw me he smiled kissed Simon on his forehead and left but not before patting my shoulder.

I moved towards him slowly slowly and once I reached I sat near his feet. He awkwardly looked away. I took deep breath.

"B-baby." my voice cracked. He looked at me he was trying to stay strong but he suddenly broke down and held a grabby hands and without a second thought I moved in his arms and hugged him.

"Never scare me like this baby please." We both sobbed.

"I thought I-I lost y-you. A-and he won b-by getting y-you away f-from me." I pulled back.

"No baby never no one can take me away from you. I never thought of him more than a brother I swear."

"P-picture?" I wiped his tears and held his face in my hands.

"That picture was nothing at least to me I was out of shower and was surprised to see him sitting on my bed so I went to change without a word and I had no idea baby please trust me." He sniffed and nodded.

"I trust you." He whispered.

"Baby." He hummed.

"I love you so much." He pouted he's eyes were teary.

"I love you more." I closed the distance between our lips. I missed his soft lips. We moved in sync he moaned when I bit his lip. I felt his tears between our lips and the kiss was anything but soft it felt like we are bruising each other.

I pulled back and attacked his neck and sucked him his hand was holding my hairs I got between his legs and attacked his lips again. I pulled back before I completely take him right now. He whined I pecked his lips.

"Baby you need to recover first."

"I am fine." There was my favorite pout. I pecked the tip of his nose.

"I want our first time to be special not like this."

"With you everything is special." Awww he blushed.

After that I asked him to rest I kissed his head and walked out.

I informed everyone that Simon is fine , the passed days been too much and i'm glad my baby is fine. As days passed everything became good and I asked Simon to move in and Papa held him back till Justin , Luke , Finn and I went to get his stuff.

Seems like Luke also moved in and he himself makes fun of it.

A month or so passed and everything was much better Simon was fully recovered I am grateful to that.

Few days ago Uncle Kai stopped by and he was sorry for what Adam did , I may never forgive Adam but its not Uncle Kai's fault and he even told us how he sent Adam to Canada for his studies.

Right now the five of us were listening to Papa.

"Justin your the mature one so make sure nothing is misplaced.

Simon make sure to stop them from doing anything stupid.

Finn do not stay awake whole night playig Xbox.

Nick make sure everyone stay fine and not burn themselves.

And my dearest Luke make sure you follow all the rules or else I'll forget how old are you and will spank you." we chuckled and Luke's face was a tomato.

"Yes Papa." All the five of us said it together.

Papa made Simon and Luke call them Papa and Dad I was happy. Papa is reminding us what is our responsibility because he and Dad are going on vacation like come on they actually need it more than anyone. With the events thats been happening past 2 years and recent one they do need a break.

But Papa being Papa he made sure when he is back everything and all of us be in one piece. After a while he ran to us and kissed the 5 of us on head.

"I'm going to miss you kids just take care of each other." He wiped his tears.

"Papa don't worry we will be fine." Papa looked at Luke.

"Ya you will be fine." He raised his brow. Well you see recently around 2 am apparently Luke was hungry and nothing was there in so he decided to cook well more like he burned the food while falling asleep and there was a fire alarm waking us all up and rest is history.

"Come on Papa that was one time thing or twice but we will be ok maybe." Papa came and pulled his ear.

"Don't just speak make sure all of you be fine." Then he hugged Luke.

"Nate baby stop worrying the kids will be fine."

"Yes Papa we will be ok just enjoy yourself." Simon's voice was so soft.

"Ok ok but how can I not worry when i'm leaving my 5 precious pups alone." He pouted. Dad came and hugged Papa.

"As you said pups so yes our kids are werewolves and wolfs knows how to take care of themselves right pups." Dad winked at us.

"Yes Dad." I actually feel we are bunch of 10 years kids listening to their parents. After that Papa and Dad hugged us all and they left.

"Damn lets party."

"Shutup Luke." The rest 4 of us scolded him.

I pulled Simon to my side.

"Lets go on a date?" He grinned.

"Yes." The rest of the night went by us messing around.