Pregnant And Rejected By My Alpha Mate By Caroline Above Chapter 24
Pregnant And Rejected
Chapter 24 The Funeral Seleneâs POV âWhat is this?â I choke, my heart racing as I stare down at the reward flier.
âNothing.â Bastien reaches for the paper, but I lean back over the armrest until Iâm on the verge of falling. I may not be able to extend my arms past his reach, but I trust heâll choose catching me over reclaiming the page.
Luckily he does exactly that, clamping his hands on my hips to keep me anchored while I twist my body away from him. âItâs clearly something.â
âSelene, stop that.â He admonishes, pulling me back into the chair, âYouâre going to hurt yourself.â
With a huff I obey, waving the flier in front of his nose. âHow long have you known about this? Where did you find it, how long has this been going on?â
Bastien sighs, âSweetheart this is why I didnât tell you. I didnât want you to worry for nothing. Iâm handling it.â
âIf it were nothing you wouldnât need to handle it.â I reason sharply, squirming to escape his lap and failing. âAnd what exactly does that mean? How in the Goddessâs name are you planning to contain this? It already made it this far, how do you know someone hasnât already reported me?â
Bastien is wrapped around me like a blanket, using the pressure of his limbs to soothe me despite the fact that I very much do not want to be soothed, âWe didnât find this here. It was in the far East outside of Calypso territory.â He explains, not letting up. âI promise no one has reported you and weâre setting up a shadow system so that we can intercept any reports from this part of the continent.â
âHow did you find it if it was so far away?â I question sulkily.
Bastien clears his throat evasively, âWe have spies.â
âSpies?â I repeat, âWe have spies on the Calypso pack?â
âYes.â Bastien confesses. âI sent them before we got married.â
My heart feels like itâs imploding. All of a sudden Bastienâs request to postpone the rejection ceremony and Arabellaâs distance makes a lot more sense. Moving forward with the ceremony wouldnât have been appropriate amidst the murder, and I do believe Bastien was too overwhelmed to focus on it, but would we be delaying it indefinitely if it were not for this threat?
No matter what he says, I know Bastien considers this a serious danger â the fact that he hid it speaks volumes and it provides an extremely strong motive to keep me close. Bastien considers everyone in the pack his responsibility, but especially me. Me â the mate the pack failed to protect as a child and ended up permanently disabled as a result.
âHow long have you known about this?â I croak.
âA few days.â Bastien confesses grimly.
Gabriel died a few days ago too. Would we have made it to the altar if he hadnât been murdered? I want to ask him this very question, but Iâm too afraid to hear the answer. What difference would it make? None of this changes the fact that he doesnât want me, that this entire marriage has been a sham.
âWhat about the others?â I inquire instead, âThe other Volanas?â
Bastien frowns, âThere are precious few Volanas left.â
âBut every one of those precious few are in danger.â I insist. âBlaise only needs one.â
He assents with a single, firm nod. âPerhaps, but you are the one Iâm concerned with protecting.â
âSo what, if they arenât your responsibility they donât matter?â I exclaim, looking up into my husbandâs molten eyes. His jaw twitches, a hard edge in his expression Iâve rarely seen directed at me. His cozy embrace feels suddenly cold, and Iâm at a loss to understand whatâs going on inside his head.
âIf thatâs the way you want to look at it.â Bastien growls, âYes.â
I lurch out of his lap, and he doesnât try to stop me. I stalk from the room without retrieving the dinner tray, tossing a curt acknowledgement to the Betas hovering outside the office like mother hens. âHeâs fed.â
âIs everything alright?â Aiden calls after me.
I donât bother answering, I continue up to the apartment awhirl with hurt and confusion. I lock myself in for the rest of the night, hoping Bastien will come to bed but unsurprised when I wake up as I went to sleep alone.
Bastienâs POV The morning of my fatherâs memorial service begins with a storm. Apparently answering my complaints about sunshine, the Goddess sends a gale through Elysium, dropping the temperature by ten degrees and dumping buckets of rain over the city.
Thankfully there is no thunder or lightning to frighten Selene, only fat gray clouds and cascading water.
My little wolf stands on my right, beautiful and somber in a simple mourning gown. My mother frames my other side, a dark veil over her face. We all wear the deep bottle green of the Nova pack, the same color donned by nearly every member of the pack.
They are all spread out around us, decked out head to toe in grim formal wear and clutching umbrellas.
Tonight we will shed it all and take to the forest, but for the time being we pay our respects with all the pomp and ceremony the Alpha deserves.
Beyond the pack members, visitors from near and far gather. The Eros and Vega Pack leaders, as well as dignitaries and representatives from other shifter communities across the continent.
The funeral pyre is shielded by a vaulted tent which will only be lifted when the fire is lit and the flames strong enough to withstand the rain. My fatherâs body lays peacefully at its apex, lovingly shrouded in flags bearing the crests of the Nova Pack, Elysium, and the Durand family.
Seleneâs tiny hand squeezes mine just as I fear I might begin to cry again, and I pull strength from my sweet wife. We havenât yet settled our argument about the reward flier, but her support hasnât waned.
I couldnât tell Selene the horrible thoughts that ran through my head when she mentioned the possibility of other Volana wolves being turned in to Blaise. They were too horrible.
I didnât truly mean them, I know in my heart I would never sacrifice one innocent life for another. But logic is cruel, and Iâm ashamed to admit that I did consider the advantage another wolf being caught would give Selene. Denizen wouldnât need to keep looking after he found what he wanted.
I shove the unforgivable thoughts away, focusing on the present.
As the pyre ignites color flashes in the corner of my eye, and not the ombre yellow, orange and red of fire. Instead the bright blue hues of the Gemini Pack fills my periphery, sending ice through my veins.
The Gemini Pack have been our enemies since before I was born. Under different circumstances, their presence might be understandable, but we havenât had any contact with them in years. The last time we met, they were aiding and abetting my uncle s coup attempt.
I swear under my breath, squeezing my motherâs shoulders as she weeps. The Gemini leaders circle the perimeter of the crowd, the unmistakable scent of strange wolves permeating through the masses.
One by one heads turn towards the interlopers, and disgruntled mutters begin sweeping through the assembly. My hackles raise, but I refuse to give them the response theyâre so clearly seeking.
Flames consume my fatherâs body, transforming him for the last time not between man and wolf, but being and spirit the final transition between this world and the next. As I watch his physical form splinter and dissolve, the last vestiges of my family around me, Iâm struck once again of all the unwelcome changes in my life.
The first threads of discord unfurl while Iâm still caught up in my thoughts, rolling through the sea of wolves like savage ripples. Muted growls gradually evolve into vicious snaps and barks, before silk and wool rend and tear as formal clothing is replaced with fur and claws.
Within moments half the attendees have shifted, the remainder scattering away from the quickly boiling conflict. I look helplessly between Mom and Selene, before shoving them both into Aidenâs waiting arms, âget them back to the pack house.â I order, gesturing to my fatherâs number two, âDonavon, with me.â
smell the first blood before it hits the ground, charging into the unfolding fight without pausing to shift. I refuse to lend any credibility to this chaos. Instead I storm through the battling factions on two legs, ripping wolves off of one another by the scruffs of their necks and throwing them across the rain soaked lawn.
Together with Donovan and the Nova enforcers, I pull the sweat and blood stained fighters apart, clearing a wide path through the crowd until Iâve reached the heart of the brawl. In the center of it all, a trio of navy-clad men wait, chests heaving with barely disguised rage.
The Gemini Alpha, Rafe Everhart, is twice my age, gray haired and grisled as an old boot. He looks as if heâs been to hell and back, and I have to respect his imposing stature. When we near, damp smoke clogging the air at our backs, he roars, âWhat is the meaning of this, Durand?â
âFunny, I came to ask you that exact question.â I snarl.
âI should think that would be obvious.â The Alpha hisses. âAfter all, you invited us.
Bastienâs POV âWhat the hell are you talking about?â i hiss, âHey, I was surprised myself,â Rafe answers snidely. âI thought you were finally ready to bury the hatchet, but from the looks of it you Novas are every bit as inbred and backward as I always thought.
Canât even throw a funeral without things devolving to bedlam.â
I brush off his insults, âNo one invited you, Everhart.â I announce, mentally tracking my enforcers as they covertly move in, surrounding our assailants on all sides.
âI beg to differ.â Rafe quips, pulling an embossed parchment from his jacket and extending toward me.
Keeping one eye on the goading Alpha, I accept the paper, unrolling it swiftly and scanning the contents within. Sure enough, it contains an exact copy of the official invitations sent around to various packs and allies over the last few days, complete with my signature.
I pass the parchment to Donavon. âUnfortunately I must tell you that this invitation is not genuine.â I force the words out between clenched teeth. Itâs true I did not sign any invitations to the Gemini pack, but someone has clearly been at work sowing the seeds of chaos.
âIt has your signature Durand.â Rafe reminds me coolly.
âA forgery.â I clarify, I neednât remind you that my father was murdered. It canât come as any surprise that there are players at large seeking to harm the Nova Pack. Unfortunately it seems you are a pawn in their schemes.â
Or an accomplice. Axel interjects, thoroughly put out not to be in the driverâs seat.
âTsk, tsk. Rafe chides, âIt sounds to me like you donât have control of your pack.â He adopts a theatrical pout, âI suppose thatâs what happens when you leave a pup in charge.â
Enough with the diplomacy, Axel grumbles, let me take a bite out of this bastard, I do that and I give him exactly what he wants. I argue back, âYou have my word weâll get to the bottom of this.â I vow ominously, âAll those responsible will pay. You and your men are free to leave â for the time being.â
Rafe narrows his eyes at my patronizing tone, belatedly scanning the group around us and discovering the counter moves deployed while we spoke. Understanding sours his expression. He could order an attack now, if he had a death wish. We have them surrounded, a man within throat ripping distance of his every last envoy.
The Gemini Alpha offers me a deferential nod, though his eyes are full of malice. âUntil we meet again, Durand.â
I do not offer him the same courtesy, simply acknowledging his name as he turns away. âEverhart.â
When Iâm certain the Gemini wolves are out of hearing distance, I turn to Donavon. âSend sentries to follow them out of the territory. Make sure theyâre out, and keep tails on them. I want to know if theyâre meeting with anyone from the pack.â I growl. * And find out where on the Goddessâs green earth that invitation came from.â
Donavon takes his marching orders proudly, showing me the same esteem he always afforded my father. âYes Alpha.â
Seleneâs POV âThatâs ridiculous.â I object, âThey canât blame you for what happened. The council knows Gabrielâs death was foul play, they must know this was malicious too not incompetence.â
Bastien is pacing around his office, slowly wearing a hole in the carpet. âThe fact is I didnât see the Geminiâs coming.â He grouses, dragging a hand through his hair. âTheyâre right to question me. I fucked up.â
Indignance floods me on behalf of my husband. It isnât fair for the elder council to judge him so harshly.
âYou were grieving.â