Chapter 642: 642: Psychological Defense
He Clings to Me Every Night
Olivia Jenkins must be speculating about the issue of children, she thought arbitrarily.
Perhaps Olivia assumed he was still in love with Charmy Bennett, still yearning for Charmy.
Daniel Marshallâs brows furrowed, a poignant ache in his heart. His deep-set eyes conveyed a touch of sadness, making his complexion even paler.
It wasnât that he didnât like children, nor that he didnât want children, he was truly terrified the tragedy would occur again.
If it required trading Oliviaâs life for a child, he would rather remain childless.
Unwittingly, Danielâs mind was again haunted by the image of a pool of blood, instilling an inexplicable apprehension in him.
Even if he had resolved to have a child, the indelible image of the bloody scene and Charmyâs horrifying death would reemerge in his mind, displacing his desires to have a child.
Daniel had wrestled with this, he had also tried to breach the emotional defenses heâd constructed, but he had failed each time.
Whenever children were mentioned, heâd inexplicably avoid it.
Without a child, he and Olivia could still live happily, why must they have a child?
Olivia simply didnât believe he loved her!
Must they have a child for her to be convinced of his genuine love for her?
Danielâs lips were tightly pressed. Suddenly, a myriad of chaotic thoughts flashed through his mind, leaving him in confusion once again.
The order of Danielâs thoughts became a jumbled mess, losing the right direction, his heart enduring the struggles of torment.
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In the afternoon, Martin Wallace visited the Serene City Medical College.
With the consent of Professor Winnie and for secrecyâs sake, they agreed to meet in the collegeâs academic office.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Upon meeting Professor Winnie, Martin politely bowed, âProfessor Winnie, how do you do! Iâm Matin Wallace, we spoke on the phone yesterday.â
âI remember you, please take a seat!â
After a closer look at Martin, Professor Winnie continued, âAre you friends with Olivia Jenkins?â
Martin nodded, looking sincerely at Professor Winnie, âYes! I would like to consult you on some matters in person to ease my heart. More importantly, due to the gravity of the situation, I would appreciate if you could keep this confidential.â
Professor Winnieâs expression was stern, âMy professional ethics forbid me from betraying the trust of my patients. You can rest assured.â
âI am making this inquiry on behalf of my good friend. His identity is rather sensitive. Moreover, I wish to protect him. If this matter is exploited by malicious individuals, I fear itâll bring him harm.â
âI understand your concerns, so why donât you describe the situation.â
Martin appeared a bit somber. After taking a breath, he slowly began, âFive years ago, his fiancée died in a car accident. He witnessed the entire process. Not only that, his fiancée was pregnant at the time.
This event deeply devastated him, as he believed he was responsible for the death of his fiancée and their unborn child. He was consumed by guilt, living in torment. There was a time when he resorted to alcohol to numb his pain.â
For the past three years, he focused on his career and never mentioned that painful memory to us. We all thought he had moved on from that period of anguish.
Last year, he got married. He fell in love with his current wife. We thought they were happy and that they could live a blissful life together. Unexpectedly, his current wife feels he hasnât moved on from his previous fiancée.â
Furthermore, his wife believes he is mentally ill, suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder. Possibly, his wife does not trust that he loves her. Recently, sheâs been considering a separation. Professor Winnie, I heard youâre an expert in this field. I hope you can help them.â
Professor Winnie handed Martin a form, âHave him fill this out.â