Rejected: Chapter 14
Rejected (Shadow Beast Shifters Book 1)
Sisily, true to nature, lunged forward, but while my hands were linked to the post, my feet were free as a daisy to kick her right in the gut. Sheâd been hellbent on revenge, her attack sloppy at best, giving me the perfect opening to hit her hard.
For the second time, she flew across Torinâs room, and when she got to her feet, she stood there shuddering like sheâd almost lost control of her wolf and was about to shift.
New shifters couldnât change on command yet; that would come with practice and control. But we could lose ourselves to the wolf if pushed far enough.
âIâm going to make sure he kills you.â She coughed, her smile brittle and broken, just like her words. âYouâre nothing. Heâs hated you for as many years as heâs loved me.â She had to swallow hard before continuing. âMake your peace with today. Itâs the last youâll have here.â
An expert at fake smiling, I managed to lift my hand high enough to flip her off. âIf I have to choose between seeing your face again and death, well⦠I mean, thatâs not even a choice.â I tilted my head back and shouted as loudly as I could. âShadow Beast, get your ass over here and take my soul to the underworld.â
As our creator, we assumed he existed in the land where shifters go after death, and since Sisily was determined to send me to my maker today, Iâd give her an extra hand.
She looked spooked for the first time. âWhat the fuck are you doing? You know better than to call him here.â She backed away, muttering something about a crazy-ass shifter and then she sprinted from the room.
Wow. If Iâd known that was all it took to scare her away, Iâd have tried to summon him long ago.
Just as I had that thought, a trickle of icy energy traced down my spine. Subtle at first, it was only enough to bring the fine hairs on my body to a stand. My wolf stirred, the first real energy sheâd shown since our shift. Weâd both been mourning and depressed, on the inside, at least.
What is it? I mentally asked, but she couldnât really answer me. In this form, she was just instinct and I was the brains. A hush grew across the room, and with it came a sense of panic. Pressing down on me, urging me to run. It wasnât a natural instinct. This was being exacted over me, like an alphaâs will. But it was so much stronger.
Yanking hard at my restraints, I fought harder than ever to get free, but the reinforced steel was unbreakable. Before my eyes, the light slithered from the room. There was no other way I could describe the event, but I would swear that was what happened.
The existing slivers of light were slowly replaced with darkness, like a candle being snuffed out. What in theâ¦? It was freaking midday, at the latestâfar too early for nightfall.
And when had night ever fallen in mere seconds like that?
I stilled, and whatever noises had been in the pack house died off too. The only sound I could hear now was a dripping tap in a downstairs bathroom. Drip, drip, drip. A steady thud that was all that stood between me and total silence. The darkness was complete now, and even with shifter vision, I was having trouble seeing anything inside Torinâs room.
Was there a solar eclipse I hadnât heard about?
Such an event was usually big news in the packs because it affected our shifter cycles. It was a stretch to think one just arrived without notice.
My breath puffed out as the air grew chilly.
Not good. My instincts were still screaming at me, even if that unnatural fear had thankfully faded to a manageable level.
Where the hell was everyone?
I jerked on my wrists again and again, until they were raw and bleeding. Healing kicked in pretty fast, and eventually, I stopped wasting my energy, focusing instead on my wolf. Calling her did nothingâeither she was too exhausted or there was something extra in these cuffs weakening her. Which left us in a shit ton of trouble. Whatever was going on, I did not like facing it chained and vulnerable.
The door swung open, and as the familiar forest scent hit me, I was actually relieved. âMera,â he hissed.
âWhat are you doing here, asshole?â I snapped, too rattled for my usual sarcastic apathy.
Jaxson didnât answer, instead choosing to grope me in a search for my hands. I didnât argue or fight him because I wanted out of here more than anything. A second later, there was a snap of my cuffs and I was free.
Rubbing at my wrists, I got to my feet, my brain already in survival mode.
Earlier, when it had been light in here, Iâd noticed some of Torinâs clothes on the floor, so I felt around until I found them, dressing immediately. Wearing his possibly used clothes was gross as fuck, but being naked in this sort of situation was way worse. It might only be a shirt and pair of sleep shorts, but at least I was covered.
âWhat is happening in the pack house?â I whispered once I was dressed.
Jaxson moved closer; his scent stronger without other stimuli to distract me.
âI have no idea,â he said in a rush. âIt hit when I was driving back from town. I could literally see the lights disappear, an all-encompassing darkness taking its place. Even my car lights went out.â
Saying this was bad was a vast understatement. âHow did you know I was here?â
He stopped moving. âYour scent. I could find you anywhere, Sunny.â
Jesus. Fuck.
Those were not words used lightly by shifters. Scent meant a lot to us and committing someoneâs to memory was more than just normal pack behavior. It was mate behavior.
Memories of his wolf frolicking with mine hit me, the joy weâd both felt at the time, but those moments would never be strong enough to drown out the rest. Never.
âCould this have something to do with what you did earlier?â he asked seriously. âWhen you froze everyone with your howl? When you found out Torin was your⦠true mate?â
He almost choked over those last words, and it was clear he didnât like this twist in fate. Me either, dude. Me. Either.
âWhat did you do on the field?â he pushed for more information.
Right. That thing. Not to mention the other thing he had no idea about, where I could apparently see shadows and touch them.
âI honestly have no idea,â I finally said. âIâve been locked in this room since then, so whatever happened probably doesnât have to do with me.â Right?
âWe should investigate.â
He grabbed my hand, and I yanked my fingers free.
His wolf growled, low and menacing, not liking my reaction. âWhat the fuck, Mera?â Jaxson hissed.
Reaching out, I wrapped his shirt in my hand, jerking him closer to me. âWhat the fuck? Seriously? Youâre what the fucking me? Whatâs your game, Jaxson? Youâve treated me like shit for the last ten years, but now, out of nowhere, youâre acting like weâre friends. Call me cynical, but something stinks in the Heathcliffe household.â I lowered my voice. âHint: itâs you.â
Jaxson shook his head. I couldnât see it, but I heard the movement and was close enough to feel the air shift around us. âYou left.â His voice was brittle. âI thought Iâd be happy about that, finally having you away from me and out of my head. I hoped for it for years, to stop the torment.â
Ouch. âI leftââ
âYou left me,â he said, interrupting, âand my wolf lost his fucking mind. Weâve barely shifted since you disappeared, and it was only when you returned that heâs relaxed enough to let me in. Apparently, youâre pack.â He took another pause. âTo both of us.â
I swallowed down the angry, pissed-off, mean-as-fuck comment I wanted to make, and instead pushed back on where my hand was still tangled in his shirt. âItâs too late, Jax,â I said stiffly. âWe canât come back from this.â
Sad silence met my statement, and I wondered if we were both thinking the same thing: there was too much water under the bridge, and if we stumbled into past feelings, we might drown.