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Three weeks passed by as my father was now in hospice. As of right now he was leaving any day now. He was somewhat still responsive but he mostly just slept. I was just bringing Christiana with me one last time because he wanted to see her one last time. These past three weeks have been kind of hard only because I haven't really been visiting my dad after our argument the last time we were at the hospital.

I hated to feel this way but I felt better staying away for my father I was happier just being with Chris, Christiana, trying to get pregnant and planing for our vow renewal.

"You want me to go with you?" Chris asked "Nah baby chill out with your boys and I'll be back later" I said before kissing his cheek. "CHRISTIANA LETS GO!" I yelled as she was upstairs. "We trying again tonight?" He asked as I just smiled. "We've been fucking like rabbits since I said we should try for a baby" I started "I don't think my vagina can take it" I joked making him chuckle. "We can take a break tonight if you can't take it" he said as I made a face. "Nah phat ma can take it" I said as we shared a laugh and he placed his lips on mine.

"How are you feeling?" I asked wrapping my arms around his neck as he wrapped his around my waist. "I'm good. No actually great" he assured with a big smile. "Because you've been getting ass for like the past three weeks back to back" I said making him laugh and peck my lips. "You are going to give me my son" he said before pecking my lips as I smiled. "Am I?" I asked "yes and then another girl and another boy and then the baby girl to seal the deal" he explained as I laughed.

"Whew five kids?!" I asked as he chuckled "five of them and I don't want to do odd numbers so six" Chris said as I leaned my head back making him laugh he then kissed my neck as I giggled and looked at him. "Six before forty?!" She asked. "One very year so you'll be good by 35 that's five kids right there" Chris said. "Now you know damn well that's not how it goes" I started off. "Look a baby takes like 10, 11 months to develop then we have 2 months for you to heal from the baby then we get you pregnant straight after those two months each time" he explained as I looked at him crazy.

"So you want stair steppers?" I asked "yeah" he answered. "Chris hell no and you'll thank me later" I assured as he chuckled. "What works best for you?" He asked looking down at me. "Let's make our son and see where we go and want from there" I started off. "But as of now I want a boy" I whispered softly rubbing his print. He just groaned and smiled as I smirked. "Daddy!" We heard Christiana squeal as I turned to look at Christiana. Chris then pointed to her as she ran towards him.

Chris then picked her up as I smiled between them. He kissed her head as he then kissed my head. "Show daddy your hair Chrissy" I said as Chris smiled at her. "You look pretty peanut" he said making her smile.

"Thank you" Christiana thanked "you look like your mother" he said as I smiled "what happened to her being your twin?" I asked as he placed her on her feet. "She's starting to look like you now, dimples and all" Chris said as I grabbed her hand along with my keys. "Tell daddy bye" I said looking down at Christiana. Christiana and Chris hugged each other and he kissed her head.

"Oh and my son isn't going to be a junior just in case you get any other elaborate ideas" I warned making him laugh and grab his keys. We walked out the door as he locked up. "Pizza tonight?" I asked looking over at him. "Yeah" he answered as we kissed each other before getting into separate cars.

I placed Christiana in her car seat before getting in the drivers seat going to the hospice care facility my father was at.  I checked in as I held Christiana's hand going down the halls. I stood in front of his door before slowly going in.  When I walked in it felt like everything I was happy and looking forward too all went out the window when I seen my father laid up.

"Pop pop" Christiana said snatching her hand from me as she ran towards him but he was sleep. "He's sleep baby" I said grabbing her hand and taking a seat by him bed. I just sat there and looked at him for the past ten minutes then just shook my head. An hour or two passed as I was just texting Aaliyah here and there checking up on her and talking about how I've been feeling.

"Hey" I heard him finally say. "Hey" I simply said. "If you're going to have an attitude you can leave" he said groaning and sitting up some. "I'm here so Christiana can see you" I simply answered.

"If it makes you happy I apologized to your husband" he brought up. "It doesn't make me happy because he was owed one that's what you were supposed to do" I expressed. "I can die any day and this is what you want to do in my last moments?" He asked. "Yeah because this is the last time I'm ever going to see you" I admitted as he turned his head to look at me. "Why not?" He asked. "I thought I was going to get closure for all the things you've-" I started off.

"Not this bull shit" he started off. "Let Me finish" I stated. "No I'm tired of this shit you talking about this years later" he expressed. Good thing Christiana fell asleep because I was going to go off. "Your bitch not only disrespected my mother but she also disrespected me and so do you. You called my unborn daughter the product of a white mans whore then tried to sabotage my wedding day. May I continue?!" I asked.

"It is so draining and exhausting coming down here to see you knowing I'm happier not seeing you at all." I admitted

"So no you don't get the respect of having me here anymore next time I'll see you is in your casket. You want to get respect from me just because you're my father when it doesn't work like that" I explained.

"So find out who else is doing your funeral because it isn't me" I started off. "make peace with God and yeah" I started off before standing up. "Keep your fucked up apology" I simply said carrying Christiana. "You not shit, we should've aborted you" i heard him say as I turned and smiled. "I forgive you but I'm letting you and all your bullshit go" I simply said before walking out as I felt a breath of relief.

I texted Chris's phone I was on my way back to the house early as he was still out with Anthony and Sebastian.